I know he spent some time relatively near the a plant in piketon ohio as well. Strangely enough, coincidence im sure. Though I do think there is something else happening at that site. Again they have spent BILLIONS on a centrifuge that has never worked. Really strange. It appears to be getting cleaned up now.
Following yet another attempted escape, which ended with the teenager caught having crossed state lines in a stolen car with a shotgun in the backseat, Manson was sent to the National Training School in Washington DC.
Manson was supposed to stay at the National Training School until he was 21 but, as the authors reveal, it was there that he began to learn how to psychologically manipulate people, as well as physically intimidate them.
“At the school, Manson was given a wide range of psychological and aptitude tests. He was found to have slightly above average intelligence with an IQ of 109 (an average score is 100). However, he had the barest reading skills and was functionally illiterate,” they write.
"The one subject Manson was truly inspired about was the possibility of being transferred to the Natural Bridge Honor Camp in Virginia. Natural Bridge was a minimum-security facility. Manson was not an ideal candidate for such a transfer, as it was considered a privilege and given to the most promising, social, and reliable boys. Manson was none of these.
“He was, however, manipulative and convinced his psychiatrist his lackluster performance and behavior at National Training School had resulted from his significant inferiority complex, and under his criminal exterior was a funny, sensitive young man who just needed someone to believe in him.
“In October 1951, Charlie Manson was given that trust, despite having done little to earn it, and transferred to Natural Bridge."
Within a few months, Manson showed his true colors again when he was caught raping another boy at knifepoint. He was transferred to the Federal Reformatory in Petersburgh, Virginia, and following further offenses, to a maximum security reformatory at Chillicothe, Ohio.
Really strange, I always was told and even read a few sources claiming he was sent to live with his grandma or something when he was 16 near chillicothe. I must be confused lol.
With his psychological trauma, sounds like a perfect candidate for the mk ultra program.
https://radaronline.com/p/charles-manson-childhood-abuse-girls-clothes-last-manson-tapes-book/
What we not going to mention that the article doesnt actually say anything about a living entity other than, we know life must exists or something like that. I recommend not clicking on ops link.
The most interesting part of the entire thing was the claim that the astronaut said there appeared to be what looked like small clean drilled holes. Hastily scattered. Sounds like some one intentionally did it, I think I remember a similar story years ago about a small hole and oxygen escaping? Assuming its real, how does this happen.
Someone sneaking out of the airlock, someone with their own personal craft, or someone sneaking out of another docking shuttle? Those are about the only scenarios I can imagine. No way meteorites made clean holes like that without penetrating the entire station.
All the article says is that fluid leaked out of a radiator and coalesced around the tether. Prolly a good idea to bring him back inside before it weakens the integrity of the rope or whatever. I wonder what exactly they were using in there anyway.
-edit- its ammonia.
The heated ammonia circulates through large radiators located on the exterior of the Space Station, releasing the heat by radiation to space that cools the ammonia as it flows through the radiators.
gonna give this a watch, but im thinking maybe it was something to do with the potential thermal energy?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yVnnyWZ8pVM
Final conclusion from me. It was either they worried about the thermal energy, or its because while ammonia is considered a base, it can be turned into a acid when exposed to other organic solvents that can remove a proton from it. I wonder if space radiation/ionization could potentially do that.
-edit- 2 Apparently ammonia is caustic in concentrated form. So yeah I would say thats most likely it.
Its not the vents though, thats whats finishing them off.
I STILL think the phosphorous/vitamin d/magnesium depletion may be part of why people are experiencing long covid as well. Instead of putting them on vents, they should be having their levels restored. Most of them that have the energy to walk away are prolly trying to live life normally, no idea they are depleted.
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC9616661/
The effect of hypophosphatemia on energy metabolism in respiratory muscles might induce early respiratory failure, ultimately leading to intubation and further poor outcomes in intubated patients [14].
https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S1201971222003940
Nonrespiratory manifestations of COVID-19 include endocrine disorders, among which are calcium-magnesium-phosphate homeostasis abnormalities, which seem to influence the disease severity and patient outcome. The aim of this study was to evaluate the prevalence and impact of calcium-magnesium-phosphate and vitamin D3 disorders on survival in patients hospitalized for COVID-19 depending on the severity of the disease and kidney function.
https://www.mdpi.com/2227-9059/11/9/2362/review_report
Abstract: The COVID-19 pandemic has affected millions worldwide, leaving a growing number of individuals in the recovery phase. As the global medical community continues to investigate the long-term consequences of COVID-19, emerging data suggests that the virus may exert profound effects on phosphocalcium metabolism. This review article aims to summarize and discuss recent findings concerning changes in calcium and phosphate levels, as well as vitamin D status, in patients post-COVID-19 infection. Numerous studies have reported alterations in phosphocalcium metabolism among individuals recovering from COVID-19. Hypophosphatemia, characterized by reduced serum phosphate levels, has been frequently observed in this population. Furthermore, vitamin D deficiency has emerged as a common finding, potentially exacerbating disturbances in calcium and phosphate homeostasis. These changes have implications for bone health, muscle function, and overall immune response.
https://www.medrxiv.org/content/10.1101/2020.08.25.20181453v1
Conclusion Our study illustrates that higher phosphate levels may be associated with better CT scan of lung outcomes in COVID-19; while hypophosphatemia is associated with severe lung injuries. This could help clinicians to manage hospitalized patients and may link the COVID-19 and parathyroid gland.
Its funny, I am pretty sure I had kidney damage before covid, and then omicron came along (it was the 3rd or 5th time I had covid, I dont even know) and came very close to putting me in the ground. My phosphorous was .37, I wonder how I survived if I am being honest. I was gasping for breath in the middle of the night and hearing rock concerts in my head, it was bizarre.
Now the thing im struggling with is really low phosphorous, lowish vitamin d, and my parathryoid is making 4 x the hormone it should be. Calcium is normal, magnesium is normal. Life sux haha.
They may not be able to "provide" the data, but do you really believe that they just got rid of it? Im sure it still exists somewhere. To valuable not to. Like I said before, I almost did one for the wing family project, but my dad convinced me to throw it in the trash.
Prolly doesnt matter anyway, like I also mentioned before. They have been doing blood dots in most states for decades now. Been a while since we heard about them too, prolly means they got all that data without a fight.
Seems like it would be rather easy to corelate all that data with 23and me and the other sites like it. Including criminal dna testing. I doubt theres much hiding in the system.
I am still waiting on that "specialist" call for the 200 day wait.
Thats canadas "free healthcare" in a nutshell.
Just a reminder, 11,000 something Ontarians died while waiting for surgery's or diagnostic's in the last year. Rest in Peace.
https://toronto.citynews.ca/2023/09/15/11000-ontarians-died-waiting-surgeries/
I would think if I watched my loved one wither away and die for nothing, Id be ready to burn the hospital down.
About to get way higher too.
https://www.hilltimes.com/story/2023/10/11/preserving-hope-for-canadians-with-mental-illness/399461/
https://care.org.uk/news/2023/10/canada-considering-euthanasia-for-drug-addicts
Absolutely insane to me. The government, who are the ones who allowed corporations and crown entitys to run amok and do whatever the fuck it is they please thereby destroying everyones quality of life, is now going to be allowed to put down people who ask for it when they finally hit the end of their rope.
The government: Weve destroyed your way of life, robbed most of you of every little bit of wealth, all so we(the elite few) could have some nice things in this life. But hey! Were more than happy to put you down at the end though. Mozel Tov.
Absolutely insane, and criminal.
This is the exact bullshit the nazi party pulled in germany. Started off by putting down people with mental or health problems.
Read this article this morning, honestly infuriates me, most people dont understand. I discovered that parathryoid problems can make people "feel more" and perhaps thats why I have felt like the world is FALLING apart, but I have always been a empath. So it may be a factor, but not the dominate one.
https://www.cbc.ca/news/canada/nova-scotia/nova-scotia-health-statement-of-claim-1.7010918
I love this bit about how the nurse believes she was suffering alcohol withdrawal symptoms, as if thats any fucking different. That just shows you how delusional and asinine these people are that they can publicly state things like this.
Alcohol withdrawal can kill you on its own, so even if thats true she should have still been given medical intervention. These people need to be held responsible for what they do.
Man, how many have died here now, 5 or 6? I know of publicly, killed by nova scotias negligence. Its insane. They all seem to have this common theme as well. No one believed them, so no one checked.
And why the fuck bother, these criminals are literally not held responsible for what they do, its pathetic. Literally lie to me and paint me as bipolar schizophrenic, that burns even more than poisoning me with freon and denying me timely treatment. I wish everyday that this place is purged in hell fire.
And the average people living here, trust them when they say the vaccine is perfectly safe, after what 2 years? Well thats great to know, now. Idiots.
Maybe humanity deserves to be purged from this planet, I hate to think that sometimes, but it feels true.
Then of course I read the article as well today about some cadavar dogs barking in some spots at a old residential school, all a big show. Reading the canadians everywhere who think its fake, it actually kills me a little bit, everytime. The rcmp and government have a vested interest in making sure the truth doesnt come out.
What america did to the indians was/still is bad. But my fuck man, canada forced all indians to surrender their children or face jail, and then killed half of them with tuberculosis and raped and beat them too. Fucking religious and government people. Took them to the schools in gun boats with machine guns. What the fuck?
And these people think this is fake? Half these children were slaughtered so the government and the church could take their land, like holy fuck its absolutely insane as well how well canada has suppressed the truth.
Got to find the workers from somewhere you know (semi related).
Either immigrants, or children, or sometimes both!
Lmao I didnt take the vaccine. Im still fucked.
Im still convinced most "long covid" symptoms are actually symptoms of depleted phosphorous/magnesium/calcium.
My parathyroid is all fucked up though, still waiting for a call from a "specialist" to schedule me for a 200 day wait, lmao.
And even then, am I going to let a CANADIAN surgeon cut me open and carve out parts of my parathyroid.
Proally not, im not even convinced that is the problem. Im still fairly sure its something to do with the blood pressure I had when I had the irregular heartbeat from being poisoned with refrigerant rofl.
Destroyed part of my kidney and now I cant absorb phosphorous properly, and now my parathryoid is working 4 times as hard trying to equal things out. Thats been my guess for 5 years now that kidney damage happened, im just told its in my head ^^. Good mental tricks to alter blood tests of course. /fucking sarcasm.
I could be wrong, but no one is bothering to prove me wrong, so fuck em. At least ill die with some dignity.
If anything, for the few who got fucked by this shot (doesnt seem like its main purpose is to kill/maim young healthy people), I feel a unique kinship, as I do with native americans, veterans, and generally anyone who has been systematically raped and/or abused. It may not be literal penetration, but my fuck I feel like my soul/mind is constantly getting fucked, for sure.
It has always been like this, ive mentioned before at the start of all this "fake news" nonsense. Its the same bullshit excuse the royal family "of England" and the churches used when they colluded together to suppress the invention of the printing press. Its amazing how uneducated people are now.
Ive been watching family matters, a episode here and there and man this show just takes me right back to being a kid. To anyone who wants to know what it was like for us old timers to grow up, just watch that. Social media and phones especially ruined childhood for people. Absolutely terrible. Anyway, this guy says something stupid urkel goes, dear god man, crack open a book. I lost it. The show touches on some deep themes too, with one episode being about someone spray painting nigger on the daughter's locker. Another episode about the son being pulled over for being black. Why do we never see real tv like this anymore, alot of its fake reality, terribly scripted, terribly written shows that appeal to base things like sex and violence. What thE FUCK HAPPENED !? LOL
I read a crazy fucking story this morning, that pretty much says everything I need to know after reading about isreal for decades. The real jews are being silenced and bullied while the criminals destroy everything and everyone in their way.
Mad lads with the power of "god" behind them. Yeah ok. Even a 4 year old can understand that violence only begets violence.
To have the nerve to call themselves true sons/daughters of god. Remember you cant hide from the truth once your dead. About the only comfort I have left these days.
Ill continue to search for the truth myself, reading both sides, and deciding for myself what I think god would want. Its not turning into soulless monsters thats for sure.
Some more of that fake news maybe? Seems pretty legit to me.
Because the good and just feel the need to bully those different than themselves, yes, that must be it. Derp Ive had it wrong this entire time!
They literally ruled in the supreme court that they arent legally bound to protect the public.
The U.S. Supreme Court has also ruled that police have no specific obligation to protect. In its 1989 decision in DeShaney v. Winnebago County Department of Social Services, the justices ruled that a social services department had no duty to protect a young boy from his abusive father.
Id say thats right around the time they started militarizing them, for sure.
Got to treat every perp like hes a insurgent ready to blow you up.
You know, it was a scientist, from ohio, of all places, who created that anthrax?
Story didnt come out until he was suicided. Turns out that conspiracy theory that anthrax has a unique signature from who made it, was true!
https://www.latimes.com/archives/la-xpm-2008-aug-01-na-anthrax1-story.html
Only took them like 7 years guys, no big deal. Nothing to see here.
https://www.propublica.org/article/new-evidence-disputes-case-against-bruce-e-ivins
But about Israel, yes im going to trust a country that makes things like pegasus software and sells it to the highest bidder. And I know they proably hate this too, but I read, so I know Israel is not as innocent as they claim to be.
Thats why when I seen the videos of the israeli defense force beating up orthodox jews, I didnt really doubt it. People still claiming its computer generated.
These people have never cracked open a book in their life, they couldnt be bothered to read any of the millions of pages written about Israel's illegal occupation. Or try to understand both sides of the story.
Tv box says Palestinians must be bad, they must be then!
I think it was more like.
AMERICAN GOVERNMENT ORCHESTRATED A FAKE COUP AND USED IT FOR ONE OF MANY REASONS TO SHUT DOWN ONE OF THE LARGEST CONSPIRACY FORUMS ON THE NET.
There, fify.
There was some wild shit posted now and then on r/conspiracy and as time goes on, alot of it was proven to be right. Nowadays its mostly just retarded shit with the good shit buried almost instantly. And if anything gains traction, op will start getting called dumb and a conspiracy nut, in a fucking CONSPIRACY FORUM. I see it almost every time I visit the forum, thats why I dont visit it very often anymore.
Not gonna lie guys, you ever been part of a project bigger than yourself? Tbh, besides some game clans I used to run, I could never get anyone at college to work together, everyone was always doing their own thing.
I couldnt imagine spending something like what 8-10 years moderating what was a relatively small sub to something with millions and millions of contributors. Was really something before the fucktwats at reddit sold out.
Pedos prolly stick together too, anyone willing to bet Aaron and Maxwell knew each other?
And exactly what do you think are most sources of trauma, how much of it is a response of economic/societal degradation. How much control of a life does a person really have outside of their own personal day to day decisions.
I agree with you, I would love to move on from what happened to me.
I was poisoned with refrigerant, denied medical help. I was laughed at, I was lied to, had two doctors break their Hippocratic oath(One lied about a medication I was never given, and the other diagnosed my heart rhythm without every answering what my heart was doing at night), and its 5 years later, im still suffering. Looks like this is how im going out too.
I got my parathyroid results a few days back, its not good. About 4 times whats it supposed to be. Its either kidney damage or its a a benign growth, either or are a death sentence. Am I supposed to just ingest 3-5times as much phosphorous as a normal person, somehow, and hope my kidney doesnt completely fail at some point. I also wont go under the knife of a people who use the Hippocratic oath as toilet paper.
You may call that irrational, but it sounds perfectly fucking logical to me.
I would legitimately like to know how you would move on?
For me, getting the truth would be a big fucking start.
Justice and truth in canada DO NOT EXIST.
more likely to hail from an individualistic culture rather than a collective one.
Rofl, so basically mainstream yuppies. Ive showed before, where Appalachians are "collectivist". So are many other cultures.
In general, the Appalachian culture is collectivist, compared to the individualist mainstream U.S. culture.
The brainwashing is strong in this article.
You may have had the uncanny experience of talking about an upcoming camping trip with a friend, only to find yourself served with ads for tents on social media later. Your phone didn’t record your conversation, even if that’s what it feels like. It’s just that the collective record of your likes, clicks, searches and shares paints such a detailed picture of your preferences and decision-making patterns that algorithms can predict — often with unsettling accuracy — what you are going to do.
I cant even finish this word vomit. Its just basically trying to convince the reader free will does not exist, by just listing examples. No real proof. Doesnt believe in god, doesnt believe in the spirit. How does evolution happen if free will did not exist? (if you believe in god, i know your answer)
This article sounds like an excuse for rich people to do whatever they want and still sleep at night comfortably. I hope your material riches are worth an eternity in purgatory, or being reincarnated as a fucking cockroach for the next million cycles. Thats the only thing that really gets me through everything. I know that what we see is not everything there is.
Our bodies are just masks that we are given when we are born into this world.
How did my free will allow me to be poisoned by someone else's negligence, sure Ive thought about this time and time again, was it fate? And I have no answer for that, but what happened afterwards? That was the definition of free will.
If I had no free will, I would have burned their shop down. And in the 200/160 blood pressure, the thought kept creeping back to me. I dont believe in hurting people, for any reason. A cell is a worse punishment than death. But property can be replaced, its just material bullshit.
I loled, you got me at the last one.
Im just about done with csgo, I had a tik tok addicted teen screaming at me calling me retarded for missing a shot the other night.
Wasnt even bottom fragging, pissed me off good. I woulda thrown the match had he started screaming just a little sooner.
I tried lucid dreaming with some friends once, it was a interesting experience, and I did end up having a bizarre lucid dream weeks later.
Been forever since I have had them, seemed like I stopped having them around the time I figured out how to fly or do whatever I wanted. There were so many dreams were I was like. Ok my moms alive even though she died years ago, this obviously isnt real. Try to fly only to fall on my face lol.
My dad, promised me not to get into the hypnotism stuff. I dont know if he was yanking my leg or what. But he claimed when he was 16, his family had him in a boys school type deal. He was the trouble maker in the family and was getting in trouble constantly, so he was sent to this school for a couple years to try and discipline him. Later on he was the only one in the family who didnt go to college and him and his dad butted heads over it quite a bit.
Anyway, found a book about hypnotism in the library ( so he claimed ). And read it and tried it on one of his classmates one friday night.
Claims he couldnt get the guy to snap out of it and he went insane.
My dad wasnt really the type to just straight up lie, he was a story teller so he would embellish the truth sometimes, but the look of regret on his face whenever he would tell this story made me believe there could have been some truth to it.
https://scored.co/c/Technology/p/17r9WUN5oT/-oh-my-god-world-wide-computer-e/c
This was posted a few weeks back. I keep meaning to check it out and see if op replied to my message.
I suspect hes right, like I said in my post/rant.
I have stopped using conspiracies.win, because the numerous handshake issues and cypher mismatches on top of this make me suspicious. Who actually owns that domain if it isnt scored? And of course, we dont exactly know if this site is legit either, but its not like being at reddit is going to protect someone like me. My real name or the work injury, thats all it takes. And the work injury and the crime that was commited against me is something that is gonna haunt me everyday for the rest of my life for better of for worse. Everyone says just let it go, how the fuck am I supposed to do that when I have these health issues and my heart still fucks with me and im still sensitized to fucking adrenaline 5 fucking years later, which sounds like bullshit but Im not making this shit up!
I know my phone is infected, they switched the ip back to the defense network instead of the network backbone, lmao. Intentional to let me know im being monitored.
I wouldnt put past these guys to run in the house when I leave the rare fucking occasion just to run a usb. If they could infect us by delivering zero day exploits through a compromised domain like conspiracies.win, why wouldnt they.
I think its just best to assume everything we do is being watched, this site makes it easy to collate us together, thats for sure. But I know that this universe has a purpose for me, I am not going to live my life in fear.
If we dont say nothing, they cant prove ANYTHING!!!!!
This is the stance that wcb and the college of physicians, labor board, arca, have all taken.
Just dont answer back, he cant do anything.
Yeah, the powers that be effectively killed any hope I have, literally have nothing to look forward to.
Dying a slow death homeless in the streets. I can thank arca for most of that though. Its been over 6 months now, I still cant get my parathyroid results, and man it just keeps getting worse. For all I know, maybe its MS. That would fit a few symptoms I am having.
Lot of random pain, swallowing is fun when things kinda pop and move around when drinking water or eating food. The nausea every day is just so fucking bad.
Ive essentially given up and am waiting to die. This world is broke.
His belt/mask being made from gold leaf is a fucking conspiracy lmao.
Its 40nanometers thin in some places, thers no fucking way in hell someone flattened out that gold with a hammer, I dont care how much time or patience you have. It seems physically impossible to me.
Then on top of that, the mask is two toned perfectly like it was dipped. It had to have been done with electroplating.
Its possible its a fake, but I doubt it.
The mask is 54 cm (21 in) tall, 39.3 cm (15.5 in) wide and 49 cm (19 in) deep. It is fashioned from two layers of high-karat gold, varying from 1.5–3 mm (0.059–0.118 in) in thickness, and weighing 10.23 kg (22.6 lb).[8] X-ray crystallography conducted in 2007 revealed that the mask is primarily made of copper-alloyed 23 karat gold to facilitate the cold working used to shape the mask. The surface of the mask is covered in a very thin layer (approximately 30 nanometres) of two different alloys of gold: a lighter 18.4 karat shade for the face and neck, and 22.5 karat gold for the rest of the mask.[9]
I had mentioned a few months ago I watched that old movie 10000 bc, by that strange director Roland Emmerich.
Anyway they mention in that movie that the rulers of egypt supposedly came from the sky, and that their home was buried in the sea and the survivors went to egypt and started to build this huge pyramid.
In Atlantis: the Antediluvian World, the author ignatius mentions that the main theory at that time is the rulers of egypt came from atlantis. So this isnt just some made up thing he put in the movie.
If thats the case, it really is about keeping the bloodline as pure as possible. This is why alot of these really rich people have such terrible health problems I bet.
https://youtu.be/ZgDoW6eUMVk?t=271
From what i have researched about this video, it seems legit. Most of it anyway, like the link between egyptian and roman royalty. The best answer I could find was on quora, but its not really proof lol.
Although most of Europe is related to Pharoahs in some way, there is always a direct bloodline that holds huge importance to their heritage. I'd assume because the family has issues regarding the rules of hier that makes the direct blood not so direct but still the same bloodline. That's why Diana is related to Churchill, Ellen is related to the queen. I mean so is Hilary duff. The elites are the bloodline and some more important than others deriving from Egypt and Rome.
LMAO, this article kinda ties in what I was saying.
And don’t forget about the Egyptian pharaoh Tutankhamun, aka King Tut. Half of all men living in western Europe are related to him, geneticists in Switzerland say, including up to 70% of men in Great Britain.
King Tut left something else behind as well: a legacy of inbreeding, genetic deformities and recessive ailments.
In royal families in ancient Egypt – and in many dynasties around the world, for much of human history – brothers and sisters were expected to marry, to keep the bloodline pure. This led to homozygosity — two identical forms of a gene, one inherited from each parent — which can cause a host of genetic woes: hemophilia, cystic fibrosis, Habsburg jaw, facial asymmetry, suppressed immune systems and certain kinds of cancer.
King Tut himself is an example. Born to parents who were brother and sister, he had a club foot, a cleft palate, scoliosis and missing bones in his feet. Geneticists think that when he died, around 1324 BC, sickle-cell disease – an inherited blood disorder – was the culprit. (Cleopatra, the last pharaoh, was married to her own brother, too.)
See, I only sound crazy if you dont take the time to understand what I am talking about. (comment mainly aimed at the lurkers)
In that wing family dna project, they mention the dna was sampled against a wing from england and it shows that they shared a common ancestor from something like 10,000 years ago.
Genetics is really weird.
It is interesting to note the etymology of the two Wing villages. It appears the village of Wing in Rutlandshire was located in the Danelaw (see http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Danelaw), and was likely settled by the Scandanavian Vikings during the 9th Century. The village of Wing in Buckinghamshire was outside of the Danelaw, and appears to have been settled by the Anglo-Saxons (see http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/History_of_Anglo-Saxon_England). The surname of Wing does not properly belong to a single family. DNA testing has shown that the common ancestor of different Wing families likely lived more than 10,000 years ago (long before the adoption of surnames).
One of our participants had a deep haplogroup testing performed. The tests results revealed our haplogroup is R-L48. This haplogroup is a subset of the WAMH (Western Atlantic Modal Haplogroup -- the most common haplogroup in Western Europe). The R1b-L48 haplogroup is quite common (which makes some comparisons difficult). The haplotypes of the family closely conform the the "Frisian" Modal group discovered several years ago. Ancient Frisia was roughly where The Netherlands are today. It is likely our early ancestors were from Frisia before emigrating to Britain.
The point im making here, even though we all come from a small pool of people, and these same bloodlines that have been ruling for millennia are still ruling us. Its not as simple as saying, well were all related to kings and queens! Yeah that may be true, but most familys are like the descendants of these wing familys. They married for love, not money or bloodlines. Which is still something india does today with arranged marriages to keep the caste system strong. None of us got the bank account that comes with being a direct descendant.
But hey at least I had my health, until some fuckhead greedy twat wrecked it, but I guess its just another bullshit life lesson to learn lmao.
A child of God at his worst, hath no true, or real evil upon him, but only the appearance, or outside of the same. A wicked man at his best, hath nothing but that which seemeth to be good, and is (indeede) evil.
And this advantage is most evident on either part and undeniable in both. For first, for the childe of God he hath his part and interest in Christ who having taken part of all the evills incident to the elect, hath by his owne suffering and enduring of them, deprived them of their venyme and poyson, pulled out their sting, and abolished whatsoever was truly evill in them, and sanctifyed them soe, as that he alone did beare them as curses, we (at the most, and the worst) doe undergoe them only as crosses; onto him, they were as just punishments for us, onto us, they are nothing but mercifull chastisemets: they were due to him (in our nature) by law, and became part of the malediction there-of; they come to us, only as tokēs of kindnes & loue, so saith the spirit of God once and againe.
Againe, for the ungodly man, he is miserably gul'd, and cosned, as concerning his condition, having somethings which seeme to be good, but being well sifted, and searched into, are found to be nothing but reall evills. For why? we know, sin and rebellion did not only bring in plagues, wants, and miseries; but also it brought mischeife, and rottennes, and wretchednes, vpon the good things God created for us, and made them evill to us, not in their privation alone, but even in our possession of them also, as was noted in the former advantage. Now this curse that by sin cleaveth to the blessings of God, is (as was also aforesayd) inseparable, to the sinner; because his sin is not removed from him, or satisfied for him, by Christ, unto God, in whome, he himself having no parte or portion, but remaining under the power and rage of sin, and right and posession of Satan, soe doe also, all those things likewise which he doth enjoy, remaine under the malediction of Almighty God, and in them, he is as much deceived as he is in himself, who though
he seeme to be, (at least to himself) as good as any, yea, it may be better, (in his owne conceit) then the best of the Lords beloved ones; is yet, but a lymme of Satan, an impe of hell, and no such man as he made account he was. So that himself is no such person, and all he hath, are nosuch things, as they are conceited to be, being reputed good, but discovered to be stark naught. I look what we are before the Lord, such are all things to us which we have, they can be none other in his sight.
But shall we heare the Holy Ghost speake in this point, and that from them (or rather in them) whose experience doth actually justify that which we doe avouch. Looke (I pray) and observe, yea admire, the Apostle Pauls evidence in this particuler, he was a man that had tried the worst that could be endured, and the worst (he saith) of that he felt, is only this, that it only seemed to be worse then indeed it was found to be; nay, (on the contrary,) that it was but a shadow of evill, and a meere appearance therof, without any substance, or reall sence of the same at all. Take we notice of his words, as we finde them, and we shall see this point impregnable: he speake's (purposely) of his miseries, persecutions, and distresses, of all sorts, and in them all, what saith he? why even this, that the worst of them were not the things themselves they seemed to be, but only some shewes, or outsides of them: their sorrow was no more but this, [As sorrowing and yet all wayes rejoycing] their poverty but this, [As being poore, yet making many rich their want but thus, [As having nothing, yet posessing all things] and soe of the rest, insomuch that he breake's out most affectionately, ver. 11. O Corinthans &c. as if he should say,
Oh deare Christians if you did but know how well it is with us at our worst, how the Lord doth grossly infatuate the Devill, and befoole wicked men, in suffering them to conceit how unhappy we are, through the evills they cast upon us; and how he doth graciously comfort us, in taking away the evill, of all these evills from us, soe as that, we are nothing soe afflicted, or distressed, as they dreame us to be, but (on the quite contrary) we are cheered, comforted, and encouraged, that we can, and doe rejoice exceedingly, in the utmost extremities of all, that they are able by might, or malice, to inflict upon us: if this were but knowne to you as it is felt of us, you would rejoyce together with us, and be persuaded (as we are) that no more misery can come to a true Christian for the profession of religion, then may remayne, and well consort with all the joy, peace, solace, and happines, which hart can wish. And in this declaration the Lord hath enlarged our harts to tell you that truth which the world cannot receive, nor believe; to wit, that the worst we can endure, may consist, with the best we can desire. The mischeifs men bring upon us, of sorrow, want, &c, are but pictures or images of these things; but the joy, fullnes, &c, the Lord give's in the middest of them all, are true, and reall, sound and substantiall consolations.
But now on the other side, for the ungodly, it is not soe with them: all their good things are evills indeede, how good soever they seeme to be. Have we not shewed them to be all in the generall denounced as curses to them from Gods owne mouth, Deut. 28. and if we come to particulers, will not every severall blessing, prooue a curse unto them, upon due search?
They have myrth,* but such as [in the middest wherof the hart is heavy], and doe they not droope many times inwardly, when outwardly they are frolike and joviall? God saith they doe, and some of them have shewed it to be too true; it is but mock-myrth they have, lent them by Satan to delude them a little while, & to be taken from them by God, at a moments warning, whensoever he shall but offer to frowne upon them in the least.
They have wealth, (and the world sayes, that they who have that, have the blessing of God) but what is their wealth? seemingly good, yea that which make's them the best men, in mens judgment: but if you will be judged by God, who hath spoken it, he call's it by so many odious epithets as must needes persuade any man that it is nothing lesse then good indeed: take a few for a taste, is it not called
Hurtfull, Eccle. 5.12. Deceitfull, Mat. 13.22. Dangerous, 1 Tim. 6.17. Filthy lucre, 1 Pet. 5.2. Unrighteous mammon, Luk. 16. With a multitude more of most loathsome appellations to the same purpose, by any one of which, nothing that is truly good, was ever entitled.
And what we say of their wealth, and myrth, might be sayd of the honour, and pleasure, of these men, and of all their contentments whatsoever; all and every of which, upon true and serious inquisition, would be found no such matters, as they are made account to be, in the weake imaginations of wicked men; but things, quite contrary to the great opinion they have of them.
Now what a wide difference, and what a worthy advantage is here? that a childe of Gods worst, is but seeming evill, and true good, and an ungodly mans best, is but seeming good, and true evill? Surely a little deliberation would serve, to a full resolution of any mans choice of these two, which he would have, whether the former condition, or the latter. And this is our second advantage.
From, The saints advantage or The welfare of the faithful, in the worst times A sermon, preached at the Hague the 18. of May, 1623. before the most high, and mighty princess, Elizabeth, by the grace of God, Queene of Bohemia, Countesse Palatine of the Rhene, &c. By John Wing, an unworthy minister of the gospel and pastor to the English Church at Flushing in Zealand.
Dude has "rapey" vibes for sure. I have never watched one of his videos, and I never will.
Ironically, I used the name beast for years back in 2009 when I was called a hacker every day in left 4 dead 2. Haha lame and nerdy I know, but people would often call me a beast in that game because I was very unrelenting. Spawning as soon as possible and taking a chunk of health every time.
How many people told me that my name was gay.
Hundreds, easily.