Yeah, the powers that be effectively killed any hope I have, literally have nothing to look forward to.

Dying a slow death homeless in the streets. I can thank arca for most of that though. Its been over 6 months now, I still cant get my parathyroid results, and man it just keeps getting worse. For all I know, maybe its MS. That would fit a few symptoms I am having.

Lot of random pain, swallowing is fun when things kinda pop and move around when drinking water or eating food. The nausea every day is just so fucking bad.

Ive essentially given up and am waiting to die. This world is broke.