They are telling us what they are going to blame for their actions. They want to reduce the population so bad but haven't figured out how to blame something other than themselves. AI will be the new "Safe and Effective" genocide. Effective and keeps them safe from accountability
I wouldn't say they're all gone, just a lot better. As long as I don't push myself I do pretty good. I just didn't know where to start getting help and I definitely didn't know what was going on. Life will never be the same and I need to accept that. My SLP therapist has a saying that helps, "comparison is the enemy of happiness". I was in peak physical shape at 63. I'm still in pretty good shape but I can't work out because it triggers some bad things. I'm glad my eyes and nose aren't pouring out CSF fluid like they were. That was a sign of a bad bad day. Unless I get physically active, that stopped. When that heals up I could probably start getting a bit more physical.
Thank you. I know God has a reason, I just don't know the reason. It all works out. I'm getting much better and that was the scariest part because it felt like nothing was changing for a year. It probably was for my benefit because I was going full throttle at 63 and everyone had expectations that I could do more. My friend said this accident made me my age. Before this, most people thought I was in my late 40's.
It's funny because I can't drive more than a mile or 2 here in the Denver area, but I can drive 18 hours straight in rural areas and it's as if I never had the injury. I also can drive really great at night and stay focused, but the daytime is a lot more taxing on my head. I tend to go grocery shopping early in the morning or at night. Cloud cover brings me back to life also. It's amazing how much I learned about how the brain is processing all that other data and ignoring it. That's why it's easier when it's dark, because nothing to ignore if you can't see it
It's getting a lot better in the past month. I have an appointment with my neurologist Monday. I am very honest and open with her and her team. I have 3 to 4 appointments every week with her team. I'm going to be ok, but it was a rough ride. I don't hide anyway because there is no hiding online. That's a fallacy. The only hallucination I enjoyed was waking up at 3am to the smell of a wonderful dinner of Mexican food. I was heartbroken when no Mexican food was in the house. That was about a month after the accident. I would sleep for 24 - 48 hours straight. Double vision is hell, it just makes you want to sleep because it's so disorienting. The visual therapy has that under control thank God. I would literally listen to brown noise with headphones on and blackout eye shades for the first 3 months. Bottom line is I am getting help and that's why I can talk about it now. Trust me, it's getting a lot better and other than memory issues, I will be fine. Hell, I forgot my own grandkids names after 3 hours with them. The appropriate brain breaks and cognitive resource management techniques get me back pretty quick now. Speaking of which, I need to get some sleep (thank God my sleep patterns are getting back to normal also).
I appreciate your sound advice. I don't know if one exists and unfortunately my short term memory is non-existent except for a few moments. It's typically because someone will tell me something different when I try to remember, and then I completely forget that I even wanted to remember something. I had a memory like a steel trap before the accident and I attribute that to staying away from drugs, alcohol and media except for this site. The first 6 months are by far the roughest. I'm definitely doing a lot better mentally and I now understand why people would end their life. It's really bizarre early on. The visual and auditory hallucinations are rare now, but it was intense in the beginning. The "bugs" finally haven't been crawling over me the past few weeks. That's bizarre because because it's right when I'm half asleep and I turned on lights and never saw a thing. My SLP therapist believes it's because my brain is sending signals to reconnect and verify. I've heard people talking right next to me and seen things that I know are not real. Understanding the reason helps a lot to dismiss the hallucinations. I heard a radio on late at night and (about 2am) and went out front, out back and all through my house looking for the source and was able to get back to sleep after verifying it was all in my head. It's going a lot better the past 3 or 4 weeks, so I'm hoping that phase is gone. Bizarre dreams early the first year also. I'm actually grateful that I forgot most of what I went through. Sometimes something reminds me and I can laugh about it now. I think it's my turn to be the help, know what I mean?
It'll just be a little mark and the money is all yours...
It's been a rollercoaster ride, but definitely getting better. First year was by far the worst of it. I've considered starting a TBI support group because the uncertainty and confusion in the first 6 months is by far the part that, well it's bad
Auto accident. We were stopped and the lady behind didn't notice I guess. I got knocked into the vehicle in front of me with enough force to knock them into the car in front of them. I think I got hit from behind again.
Uh, who were the slave traders? I don't think they were British
Also, I doubt it was just 3 formulas. It's very likely they were testing a whole lot of different things that they otherwise would never have been allowed to test
I believe it was approved under the "clinical trial" route. I still don't know exactly what they were testing, but I doubt it had anything to do with COVID. My apologies for not being very articulate, a somewhat recent head injury still affects me pretty bad at times. Now I don't remember what I really wanted to add. It may have just been a test of a delivery system
Quite likely. Most of what gets posted is controlled opposition and bait.
If you'll notice, he just typed in a search and made a post from it.
For now. Once someone in the program sees this video they'll start working on a solution
The parents can go with them. Nobody is stopping them
Plus they're now able to identify someone by the way they walk
The shirt in this video. It won't last long though. I also saw a video of a guy that walked around with a box made of one way mirrors around his head so the cameras couldn't see his face
This will need to be an ongoing effort because they won't stop innovating as they get stymied
Some good information there.
It's not just them. They're doing their best to import useful idiots to do the dirty work for them and try to claim they didn't do anything wrong
They have become our adversary and are on track to become an enemy
The words are prophetic. Sadly, she didn't understand her own prophecy
All the energy we use is free. We are paying for the tools needed to harness and distribute it.
Hydroelectric? Gravity
Solar? The sun
Steam generators? Coal, natural gas or nuclear
It's always been free energy
Finally, someone who understands. I believe the cold pressed market is gaining recognition. I can easily see the market moving that direction as more people become aware and the price comes down with market share