I believe it was approved under the "clinical trial" route. I still don't know exactly what they were testing, but I doubt it had anything to do with COVID. My apologies for not being very articulate, a somewhat recent head injury still affects me pretty bad at times. Now I don't remember what I really wanted to add. It may have just been a test of a delivery system
Also, I doubt it was just 3 formulas. It's very likely they were testing a whole lot of different things that they otherwise would never have been allowed to test
I also agree that some of the batches were infected, others weren't. Makes it easier for the NWO pawns to detect how many of their infected batches worked on a scale that the population wouldn't notice.
Also, sorry to hear about your head injury... Can I ask what happened? It's ok, if you don't want to share.
Auto accident. We were stopped and the lady behind didn't notice I guess. I got knocked into the vehicle in front of me with enough force to knock them into the car in front of them. I think I got hit from behind again.
It's been a rollercoaster ride, but definitely getting better. First year was by far the worst of it. I've considered starting a TBI support group because the uncertainty and confusion in the first 6 months is by far the part that, well it's bad
Perhaps some groups like that exist in your area, and you can just visit them, just to see if this helps you. Or, if not in your area, a simple visit wouldn't hurt to a farther one.
I can't offer any useful advice, but visiting even one session of such a group might be more help than you know. I wasn't even aware of such groups, to be honest, but since there are, I think you'd lose nothing just by visiting one. There's no shame in asking for help.
I appreciate your sound advice. I don't know if one exists and unfortunately my short term memory is non-existent except for a few moments. It's typically because someone will tell me something different when I try to remember, and then I completely forget that I even wanted to remember something. I had a memory like a steel trap before the accident and I attribute that to staying away from drugs, alcohol and media except for this site. The first 6 months are by far the roughest. I'm definitely doing a lot better mentally and I now understand why people would end their life. It's really bizarre early on. The visual and auditory hallucinations are rare now, but it was intense in the beginning. The "bugs" finally haven't been crawling over me the past few weeks. That's bizarre because because it's right when I'm half asleep and I turned on lights and never saw a thing. My SLP therapist believes it's because my brain is sending signals to reconnect and verify. I've heard people talking right next to me and seen things that I know are not real. Understanding the reason helps a lot to dismiss the hallucinations. I heard a radio on late at night and (about 2am) and went out front, out back and all through my house looking for the source and was able to get back to sleep after verifying it was all in my head. It's going a lot better the past 3 or 4 weeks, so I'm hoping that phase is gone. Bizarre dreams early the first year also. I'm actually grateful that I forgot most of what I went through. Sometimes something reminds me and I can laugh about it now. I think it's my turn to be the help, know what I mean?
I am fighting between two possibilities... Either you really need help, at which point I would like to offer my limited actions, but I will surely find a helping center next to you - no doubt about it. Just don't send personal information in a comment, you can write it as a personal message on this account.
Or, you are very sound so far in your replies, you might not need major help. I just hope you don't play it as a victim to be noticed. I don't assume, I just say it's one of the options.
So, here's where I am at - either I search a helping center near you immediately when you give me your location (in private please), or am I going to dismiss this conversation... Because you're describing a very serious situation, while staying very coherent, which is not supporting this claim... Either way, I am left with those 2 choices, if there's a better one, please tell me, so we can work on it. I am invested in your case, and I hope you don't treat me as a joke.
I believe it was approved under the "clinical trial" route. I still don't know exactly what they were testing, but I doubt it had anything to do with COVID. My apologies for not being very articulate, a somewhat recent head injury still affects me pretty bad at times. Now I don't remember what I really wanted to add. It may have just been a test of a delivery system
Also, I doubt it was just 3 formulas. It's very likely they were testing a whole lot of different things that they otherwise would never have been allowed to test
I also agree that some of the batches were infected, others weren't. Makes it easier for the NWO pawns to detect how many of their infected batches worked on a scale that the population wouldn't notice.
Also, sorry to hear about your head injury... Can I ask what happened? It's ok, if you don't want to share.
Auto accident. We were stopped and the lady behind didn't notice I guess. I got knocked into the vehicle in front of me with enough force to knock them into the car in front of them. I think I got hit from behind again.
Oooh, that's horrible... At least you're ok, and hope you're feeling better!
Thanks for sharing!
It's been a rollercoaster ride, but definitely getting better. First year was by far the worst of it. I've considered starting a TBI support group because the uncertainty and confusion in the first 6 months is by far the part that, well it's bad
Perhaps some groups like that exist in your area, and you can just visit them, just to see if this helps you. Or, if not in your area, a simple visit wouldn't hurt to a farther one.
I can't offer any useful advice, but visiting even one session of such a group might be more help than you know. I wasn't even aware of such groups, to be honest, but since there are, I think you'd lose nothing just by visiting one. There's no shame in asking for help.
I appreciate your sound advice. I don't know if one exists and unfortunately my short term memory is non-existent except for a few moments. It's typically because someone will tell me something different when I try to remember, and then I completely forget that I even wanted to remember something. I had a memory like a steel trap before the accident and I attribute that to staying away from drugs, alcohol and media except for this site. The first 6 months are by far the roughest. I'm definitely doing a lot better mentally and I now understand why people would end their life. It's really bizarre early on. The visual and auditory hallucinations are rare now, but it was intense in the beginning. The "bugs" finally haven't been crawling over me the past few weeks. That's bizarre because because it's right when I'm half asleep and I turned on lights and never saw a thing. My SLP therapist believes it's because my brain is sending signals to reconnect and verify. I've heard people talking right next to me and seen things that I know are not real. Understanding the reason helps a lot to dismiss the hallucinations. I heard a radio on late at night and (about 2am) and went out front, out back and all through my house looking for the source and was able to get back to sleep after verifying it was all in my head. It's going a lot better the past 3 or 4 weeks, so I'm hoping that phase is gone. Bizarre dreams early the first year also. I'm actually grateful that I forgot most of what I went through. Sometimes something reminds me and I can laugh about it now. I think it's my turn to be the help, know what I mean?
I am fighting between two possibilities... Either you really need help, at which point I would like to offer my limited actions, but I will surely find a helping center next to you - no doubt about it. Just don't send personal information in a comment, you can write it as a personal message on this account.
Or, you are very sound so far in your replies, you might not need major help. I just hope you don't play it as a victim to be noticed. I don't assume, I just say it's one of the options.
So, here's where I am at - either I search a helping center near you immediately when you give me your location (in private please), or am I going to dismiss this conversation... Because you're describing a very serious situation, while staying very coherent, which is not supporting this claim... Either way, I am left with those 2 choices, if there's a better one, please tell me, so we can work on it. I am invested in your case, and I hope you don't treat me as a joke.