I haven't watched tv in over 35 years. I used to watch movies regularly, but learning too much about the scum that produce those films ruinned cinema for me. Every once in a while I will try to watch something new, but it is so full of woke propaganda that I can't finish it. I would have been considered a lefty ten years ago, but the bar has moved so far that apparently I'm on the right now.
If you are truly so miserable, it is time for a major life change. Try moving to another country and learning a new language.
Becoming rich and powerful is meaningless. All power is held at the top anyway, so you have severe limits on what you can do.
Try volunteering at a soup kitchen or shelter. It sounds like you are pretty lonely and need to make some friends. The best kind of people you can make friends with are found in places of selfless service.
Thanks for the video. It is nice to see an alternative to our obviously fictional history. They start right off by acknowledging that there is a group of elites that clealry know the true history and go to great lengths to cover it up.
This site is a great example of how easily people are manipulated into being turned against each other with all of the race baiting. I don't know how much of this is posted by agent provocateur's and how much of it is just people who've been brainwashed.