listen boys you aint gonna believe me so im not gonna blow it up i tried to tell you what happened you dont care about it. so listen buddy. idc about any other conspiracies or anything else if you're comment that aint about this or say im schizophrenic get the hell out
i got a problem -- im literally tied up with some real bad organized crime where i dont know if something bads gonna happen soon i am going with $5000 and a dream. i am either an unintended loose end or someone intended to be enslaved by addiction into some epstein type of shit.
i absolutely know its true that i was prolly programmed and groomed to work a sex torture dungeon. like yes in my youth i got duped because there was one conspiracy i didnt know about
i apologize but i cannot go to the police and getting mental help wont work. if i listen to you or the doctor i will not be safe. idc if you believe it. i found out.
so what do i do? wheres a good place to go? i'll bring about $5000 and a dream and thats it im leaving my belongings and family behind.
im not getting first or nothing.
$5000 isnt much to start a new life on but I suppose you can try. Move to Bumsville, Idaho or something. Or to some foreign place where you can live on $50/year
i absolutely know im just scared now and i wanna get away.
I take what you are saying seriously. I'm not in much of a situation to help you directly, but I can give you advice.
First, relax. Freaking out will get you nowhere.
Second, $5000 USD is not enough to make a new start.
Third, don't leave your family behind. You will regret that til the end of your days.
I've had the chance to peek behind the curtain of quite a number of wild things, including various forms of organized crime in various countries. I advise coming away from it armed with the knowledge that it is more prevalent than most people think and not nearly as exciting.
The last thing you should do is mess up your life over something you have no control over.
listen man i have someone coming with me.
thing is a long time ago i had this girlfriend who became a hooker and i blamed everything on myself but she said weird breadcrumb shit and that one day id understand.
in reality she wanted me to figure out she was being trafficked by her family in outcalls and clubs and had actually left and accepted some sort of punishment for this.
she was literally a bondage sex slave and i was unaware of this because of the family operation nature of it and the seemingly normal life with a job, middle class home, etc. she just left for awhile probably to be happy :(. looking back now i know her family must have groomed her with abuse since early childhood but i didnt know at the time.
i ended up figuring this out when someone else approached me and i just assumed "oh same kink group whatever" and told them the breadcrumbs i had. actually nope, major upscale human trafficking operation in the area. now im exposed.
i still didnt fully understand so i went online and investigated everything getting banned off half the internet for pissing off gatekeepers to that entire subculture and other trafficking organizations online. i ended up finding people in the community to help get information from on discord and even investigating ped groomers before i got banned.
anyway, i do have to leave. whether you want to believe this or not. at least the local area.
ive had political enemies for years who believe i owe them for a year of their hooker who dated me and didnt tell me and wouldnt even let my life go on that well here after 10 years. i was checked up on and then SERIOUSLY targeted after that. I did know what it was about so i told the one kid gangstalking me and he shut the fuck up fast.
and now im super widely exposed. its possible even moving wont stop it now because i may have increased the targeting exponentially by investigating.
its a case your belief or my survival ability dont matter much. leaving is what must be done. it is simply not a choice. if i manage to not be targeted forever then i might be able to go on living a life of some sort somewhere else. but even if nobody cares about me, i still cant do it here. im literally socially blacklisted with an actual powerful enemy somewhere in the area.
in their eyes i stole a groomed working girl from a pretty high level operation in this area for a year. i had no idea. they hate me and probably believe i owe them some huge amount that will never be paid lol. also information control failed, so i know and im not supposed to know.
Leave everything behind, just disappear
this is what i was going to do
Go to a poor place where u can live for little so u get a few months to plan and think
Start taking your meds again
i been on meds its hard even to convince a doctor i may or may not be an actual targeted individual
because i really am connected to a prostitution ring actually. i have inside knowledge on a private extreme sex club like some hunter biden shit man. i got deceived into being connected to it years ago and it ruined my life.
idk if it was incidental another one tried to "figure me out" but it was the same specific group.
I cannot prove it to you since i did not video record every conversation and event that i saw.
it is possible they wont come after me and i am paranoid about it, but its real and within weeks of me reappearing in public someone shows up and checks on me
lol
you never heard of pimps before?
pimps addict people to drugs. pimps recruit. there are secret nightlife clubs run by pimp organizations
this is all real and obviously real. i dont understand why you cant believe got caught up by accident.
the problem is in order to experience with this you need to be in a specific subculture and you need to be connected.
the problem is a worker from the highest echelon deceived me into letting them into letting them into my life. so thats how this happened i came out knowing almost everything without being part of it.
and the way it was its very likely since i was allowed to know, made better at sex, not fucked around on, given preferential treatment never expected to provide money objects or drugs.
idk whats happening but it scares me
I believe you. Take care of yourself.
it is actually true, idk what the intention was with me but i know they treat normal daylife boyfriends different than how i was in the past.
for me it was like a cover sex teacher i knew was a sex teacher but didnt entirely understand at the time i was encouraged to use more drugs with her and get hooked. i was like allowed sorta to have initiatory knowledge leaked to me and i wasnt fucked around on so idk if they really "left" or it was a job.
someone in that town actually quietly covertly suggested both interactions were a setup on me. im inclined to believe it.
when i looked at this person idk how i detected them but it was like reading symbology in a secret society like i looked and "read" it. and they could tell something about me before getting info me. they said I seemed "secretive" and when they could detect me and how after using inside information to like do the illuminati handshake (actually girl literally said it was an illuminati test not joking)
they stopped pretending i was schizo at a point and admitted it because i do have inside info. it was not hallucinations or voices it was because im actually connected to this group for real because of the past setup.
ruined my life for 12 years and isolated me and gave me HSV. some of the people i found out were their associates actually were the people in town who were harassing me, stealing my mail and slandering me for years ever since that time 12 years ago.
i was actually getting info good for awhile so idk how but it may be low levels in my area dont like me and the organization itself might have interest in me as a worker or something idk. that or they were testing me to see how much i knew which is definitely too much. basically things went south when they talked to their associates in my town -- who know and hate me. this tipped them off and they said "our connections are too close"
i knew this would happen of course because i am connected to them from the previous event and have always suspected them of this specifically.
its hard to tell anyone because they think im schizophrenic and they think this of anyone who says it. the doctors then give you diagnosis and your testimony becomes not credible and law enforcement and mental health professionals refuse to believe this exists. it does. 100%. i absolutely proved it beyond any shadow of doubt i just have no hard evidence since i couldnt record everything you know.
i actually do want help because this shit traumatizes me i aint moved on in 12 years and have been miserable ever since.
all the people on here who like laugh at me say shit. none of you are legit. you believe in epstein right? why are private secret sex clubs so crazy?
you know pimps do addict hookers to make them slaves right? and also they do recruit people right? so like why is this crazy?
i even keep telling my therapist i aint on drugs and i do take my meds and my story wont change. the meds wont help. i wont stop being afraid.
its not paranoia when someone is really after you because you got connected to organized crime. like actually yes the second im in a new place i'll feel safer outside and not agoraphobic. the paranoia will subside. this is the reason for it.
i yelled at my therapist yesterday i told him im not making the next appointment im scared and im leaving. i'll get somewhere else. accused me of being on meth because i was freaking out having an episode because im scared.
like i have gotten people online to talk a few. most tell me to keep my mouth shut. we dont talk about that. and one person told me to get outta here.
the problem with this is i accidentally somehow became an initiate in a subculture and wider set of secret societies. now most of the time these societies are not bad or anything its just weird sex shit people do consensual. i have no problem with this. most of the places im talking about are run with hookers and you pay to enter and probably tip idk i dont do that this was an accident.
some people live that life voluntarily because they enjoy it as a career and i have nothing against them
in this case tho i saw drugs being used in a way that made people desperate and probably enslaved to this situation.
Jesus is real and he saves
i actually converted and tried to repent my sins,
however i stood for the first time in a public in a decade and there comes another one right for me. this time i knew everything in advance but i wasnt sure it was true.
so i let her in so i could find out and i did. and they found out what wanted that i know everything. so we both got the intel we wanted i guess.
but idk man what i got tied in is kinda messed up. but its not my fault apparantly i was semi programmed by this secret society so i have like initiatory entry level basic knowledge because i was exposed to it.
i never meant to and in the future i will attempt to avoid interactions
Jesus is fake and gay
Dream implies towards an outcome (want); being implies within origin (need)...choosing want ignores need. Nobody else can make that choice for you.