I take what you are saying seriously. I'm not in much of a situation to help you directly, but I can give you advice.
First, relax. Freaking out will get you nowhere.
Second, $5000 USD is not enough to make a new start.
Third, don't leave your family behind. You will regret that til the end of your days.
I've had the chance to peek behind the curtain of quite a number of wild things, including various forms of organized crime in various countries. I advise coming away from it armed with the knowledge that it is more prevalent than most people think and not nearly as exciting.
The last thing you should do is mess up your life over something you have no control over.
I take what you are saying seriously. I'm not in much of a situation to help you directly, but I can give you advice.
First, relax. Freaking out will get you nowhere.
Second, $5000 USD is not enough to make a new start.
Third, don't leave your family behind. You will regret that til the end of your days.
I've had the chance to peek behind the curtain of quite a number of wild things, including various forms of organized crime in various countries. I advise coming away from it armed with the knowledge that it is more prevalent than most people think and not nearly as exciting.
The last thing you should do is mess up your life over something you have no control over.