listen boys you aint gonna believe me so im not gonna blow it up i tried to tell you what happened you dont care about it. so listen buddy. idc about any other conspiracies or anything else if you're comment that aint about this or say im schizophrenic get the hell out
i got a problem -- im literally tied up with some real bad organized crime where i dont know if something bads gonna happen soon i am going with $5000 and a dream. i am either an unintended loose end or someone intended to be enslaved by addiction into some epstein type of shit.
i absolutely know its true that i was prolly programmed and groomed to work a sex torture dungeon. like yes in my youth i got duped because there was one conspiracy i didnt know about
i apologize but i cannot go to the police and getting mental help wont work. if i listen to you or the doctor i will not be safe. idc if you believe it. i found out.
so what do i do? wheres a good place to go? i'll bring about $5000 and a dream and thats it im leaving my belongings and family behind.
im not getting first or nothing.
I believe you. Take care of yourself.
it is actually true, idk what the intention was with me but i know they treat normal daylife boyfriends different than how i was in the past.
for me it was like a cover sex teacher i knew was a sex teacher but didnt entirely understand at the time i was encouraged to use more drugs with her and get hooked. i was like allowed sorta to have initiatory knowledge leaked to me and i wasnt fucked around on so idk if they really "left" or it was a job.
someone in that town actually quietly covertly suggested both interactions were a setup on me. im inclined to believe it.
when i looked at this person idk how i detected them but it was like reading symbology in a secret society like i looked and "read" it. and they could tell something about me before getting info me. they said I seemed "secretive" and when they could detect me and how after using inside information to like do the illuminati handshake (actually girl literally said it was an illuminati test not joking)
they stopped pretending i was schizo at a point and admitted it because i do have inside info. it was not hallucinations or voices it was because im actually connected to this group for real because of the past setup.
ruined my life for 12 years and isolated me and gave me HSV. some of the people i found out were their associates actually were the people in town who were harassing me, stealing my mail and slandering me for years ever since that time 12 years ago.
i was actually getting info good for awhile so idk how but it may be low levels in my area dont like me and the organization itself might have interest in me as a worker or something idk. that or they were testing me to see how much i knew which is definitely too much. basically things went south when they talked to their associates in my town -- who know and hate me. this tipped them off and they said "our connections are too close"
i knew this would happen of course because i am connected to them from the previous event and have always suspected them of this specifically.
its hard to tell anyone because they think im schizophrenic and they think this of anyone who says it. the doctors then give you diagnosis and your testimony becomes not credible and law enforcement and mental health professionals refuse to believe this exists. it does. 100%. i absolutely proved it beyond any shadow of doubt i just have no hard evidence since i couldnt record everything you know.
i actually do want help because this shit traumatizes me i aint moved on in 12 years and have been miserable ever since.
all the people on here who like laugh at me say shit. none of you are legit. you believe in epstein right? why are private secret sex clubs so crazy?
you know pimps do addict hookers to make them slaves right? and also they do recruit people right? so like why is this crazy?
i even keep telling my therapist i aint on drugs and i do take my meds and my story wont change. the meds wont help. i wont stop being afraid.
its not paranoia when someone is really after you because you got connected to organized crime. like actually yes the second im in a new place i'll feel safer outside and not agoraphobic. the paranoia will subside. this is the reason for it.
i yelled at my therapist yesterday i told him im not making the next appointment im scared and im leaving. i'll get somewhere else. accused me of being on meth because i was freaking out having an episode because im scared.
like i have gotten people online to talk a few. most tell me to keep my mouth shut. we dont talk about that. and one person told me to get outta here.
the problem with this is i accidentally somehow became an initiate in a subculture and wider set of secret societies. now most of the time these societies are not bad or anything its just weird sex shit people do consensual. i have no problem with this. most of the places im talking about are run with hookers and you pay to enter and probably tip idk i dont do that this was an accident.
some people live that life voluntarily because they enjoy it as a career and i have nothing against them
in this case tho i saw drugs being used in a way that made people desperate and probably enslaved to this situation.