I am by nature a very suspicious person. I rarely trust and am always looking for deception. Something I find ALL the time.

I started suspecting our food supply over 20 years ago. I lived in Austin, Tx (this is when Austin was just plain weird, not lunatic liberal) at the time and started reading the labels on food products. That is when I knew we were slowly being poisoned. Not necessarily, overtly poisoned but poisoned over generations consuming the chemicals used in our food supply. Just like my dentist says, "a little fluoride is not bad for you". Yea, except it is not a little, it is over a 70 years of being ingested by mothers, to their children, and then to their children. We have no idea what these chemicals are doing to us generation after generation. Now we are seeing what they do to us.

I was basically asleep up until 2 years ago. I have never really trusted our government, but for the most part, I just ignored politics.

Now I am fully awake and it is all I can do to not get so angry at how we have treated our veterans. These elites have used honest, God loving, red-blooded American young people to go to war for NO REASON. They threw away the lives of soldiers for LIES. I think about the lives of WWI and WW2 vets, I get sick to my stomach. They experienced some of the most horrible things known to man, and for what? A corrupt, hateful, elitist vision of the world. All those people who thought they were fighting for America, land of the free and brave, and in reality they were just fighting to increase someone else's balance sheet and to smash other countries into submission.

I was basically dying. Mainstream medicine failed me so I had figure out what was wrong on my own. Very long story short, dentistry is fucked. Root canals, implants, mercury amalgams, cavitations can all destroy your health and mainstream doesn't care. Their attitude is if your teeth are white you'll get laid tonight. There is no focus on health. They'll routinely use metals that people are allergic to cause all sorts of auto immune diseases. Up until the 1980's they used to use uranium in dental porcelain. It goes on and on. If you go down this rabbit hole it's deep.

For years I rolled my eyes and scoffed at holocaust deniers as retrograde nazi loons. It wasn't until I did the research myself to investigate all the jews in high ranking corporate and government positions that I accepted that jews are behind many of the terrible policies of both political parties, finance the wars, head the central banks, and spew divisive hatred once they are in control of media companies.

I think the Covid Scam and the 2020 election fraud made all the lies and deceit more overt to me. I went from feeling like maybe I'm just a pessimist and my conspiracies are just cynical paranoia to accepting that evil liars are really in charge of the government and banking and corporations and it's not a left demoKKKrat versus Right RepubliCON problem. Both parties are controlled by same evil people.

I also lost faith in humanity and even so-called "authorities" or the overused trope of "experts." Most people are sheep and the authorities and experts are just criminal fraud bureaucrats who are not even intelligent or competent.

Trump kind of suckered me back into left versus right because of how deranged demoKKKrats became. I thought if people i hate hate this man so much then i want him to derange the fuck out of these people. I didn't like Trump because I like Trump. I liked Trump because purple haired bitch dykes and cunts like Hillary were hysterically hateful of him as much as i hate them. Enemy of my enemy must be friend. It was when Trump doubled down on the fake vaccines and claimed he saved 100 million lives that I finally just accepted he's an ego maniac fraud who actually believes this load of bullshit and how jew pharmaceutical frauds probably stroked the fuck out of his ego to go along with the whole jew jab scamdemic lockdown shit.

I think there are lies I still don't quite see through. There's greater truths I haven't found yet. The odyssey for truth is never ending in a world full of lies and deceit.

That's why we are all here. Well, everyone but the trolls. We are seeking truth. What makes us desire truth so much? If ignorance is bliss, then how come you and I torture ourselves with these black pills because the truth is often disturbing?

9/11, for me. I remembered watching the footage of the Pentagon and thinking "where the hell is the plan and why does it look like a missile hole in the building", and then seeing somebody put together basically a compilation of the videos specifically about exactly that, which I found on albino black sheep (website back in the day), and then they talked about it on coast to coast a.m. with art bell, and I was like "holy shit what the fuck is going on", because it was weird having the feeling of "why doesn't somebody just tell them that it wasn't a plain", like some kind of pre-red pill retardation where are you assume that they just don't know.

The thing that made me start looking at basically everything as fake and retarded, though, was Sandy Hook. The shit that went on there was so fucking ridiculous that you watch it and think, "how the fuck are they gonna pass this as real?", with that crazy coroner, the guy who took in the kids in his house and told totally unrealistic and inconsistent stories about the situation, all the charades going on that you could see from the helicopter view, the military camo guys running through the woods, the fact that Adam Lanza's brother is basically a picture of Adam, etc., the fact that they didn't ever release any photos of the aftermath and all the records were sealed (minors), so nobody could verify anything, the coroner said that he was worried about the town having a big crash and he was concerned about being in trouble just previous to all this, the state passed the law sealing the records just before that incident happened, they demolished the school almost immediately after, there was a 100% kill rate, which has never been seen with a > 10 victims shooting, that one kid's father was on video laughing and doing what appeared to be preparing to fake cry by doing those super deep hyperventilation breaths right as he was about to go on camera, not realizing he was already being filmed, the fact that people have spotted multiple of those kids doppelgängers that are way too close to ignore, etc. The list of anomalies is so ridiculous that you can't possibly look at the situation and not be suspicious.

This is all just my personal opinion.

GamerGate.

That's what made the unimaginable possible.

When the pope said “take the vaccine as an act of love” even though it was abortion tainted, that sent this catholic spiraling down the rabbit hole.

Definitely 9/11 and the subsequent war with Iraq and Afghanistan. The way the Federal Reserve dropped interest rates to near zero fueling a real estate boom. It's like the Jews rewarded us for fighting a war on behalf of the Jews, for a crime that they staged.

when the DNC coronated $hillary in '16. it was painfully obvious $hillary couldn't beat Trump and Bernie's momentum and the passion of Bernie's base were undeniable. i was gobsmacked dumbfounded blown away when the delegates, almost all of whom were seasoned pols who'd won at least one election, went along with $hillary, the candidate who perfectly encapsulated all the reasons Americans were fed up and willing to get behind a Trump or a Bernie. What also blew me away was how all the talking heads and media outlets on the left bailed on Bernie even though Bernie was exactly the candidate most of those voices had been crying out for for the last 20+ years. Rachel Madcow is perfectly representative of one of the voices who had to abandon almost the principles she'd claimed to espouse for the previous 10+ years to support Clinton-the Lesser. And then fucking Bernie just rolled over and supported the person who'd not just cheated him, but all of his supporters.

I'd been following the Seth Rich stuff pretty closely. I knew much of the national politics was rigged and controlled but hadn't grasped the extent. Then pizzagate happened. I watched that shit blow up in real-time over the course of 3 days when it went from "check out these weird e-mails" to "HOLYSHITMOTHEROFGOD! CHECK OUT THESE FUCKING E-MAILS!!!!" I couldn't tear myself away from the internet that whole weekend.

Pizzagate made everything make alot more sense. I'd already been redpilled on 9/11, JFK, Mena/CIA, OKC/McVeigh, banking/fiat shenanigans, ad infinitum, but hadn't realized how much everything was really connected and how pervasive the deep state/cabal was. Then the MSM went along with and hyped the Trump/Russia bullshit. I'd followed FBIanon and Meganon, and discovered Q pre-tripcode and got totally 100% sucked into that bullshit all the way to just after Biden's inaugural.

Along the way, though, I started totally re-evaluating EVERYTHING i thought i knew or was taught, and started following the evidence where it led regardless of what personal sacred cows i had to slaughter. I was pretty bummed to have to admit NASA and the 50's/60's era of rocket development was bullshit. One of the biggest sacred cows needing slaughtering was how my fundie Baptist upbringing taught me to consider jews. Now, I'm firmly in the Hitler-did-nothing-wrong camp. John Birch society was/is wayyyy more right than wrong. If our current era/zeitgeist decided an actual holocaust needed to happen, I'd be alright with it. Jews have been fucking up every community they've been allowed into for millenia.

that's about as concise a tl;dr of the last 7-8 years as i can come up with, though it still leaves alot out (and my lunch break is about over :)

For me it was personal. I began to wake up at 15 when I was injured by the HPV v in its “totally safe & effective” testing phase that also seemed to be greatly pushed in conservative Christian communities…..(my theory is bc middle class CC parents at the time were a government obedient bunch & also feared their daughters losing their virginity before marriage, but even worse would be that virginity lost and an STD! That would turn into cancer and then they would DIE——— the perfect storm to volunteer their kids as tribute & adopt the trial. So anyway my mom took me to a Chinese medicine doctor bc I started having bad reactions to food and that was phase 1 of wake up. Phase 2 was seeing an AK Chiro in NYC who was one of the most insane ppl I’ve ever met but he helped me heal an injury I wasn’t sure I couldn’t recover from. Worked w a naturopath in 2016… (same issues since I was 15) & that helped me understand our food supply much deeper; another veil lifted. Then some pizzagate rabbit hole right before the pandemic. Then Covid bs (which was really hard bc I work in entertainment, so you can only imagine the fire I’ve been under as a non-consenter) This last year & a half tho I feel like I am being directly shaken by God so hard it’s making my eyes wider than I knew they could go & it’s really hard. I was sick for four months, an unexplained ongoing puking deliverance is what I’ve accepted it must have been hah. In a prayer I begged God to help me heal - God said “just eat red meat & nothing else” (I didn’t know anything ab the carnivore diet at the time) - so I began doing that and feeling IMMEDIATELY better. Mind blowingly better. The most effective healing I’ve ever experienced in all the crazy diets & hippie doctor remedies I’ve ever done. It was crazy. A week into it, a friend is like “oh you’re doing the lion diet” - I didn’t know ab it, didn’t realize Rogan did it etc etc… I start looking it up & go into the communities of “animal based”, “carnivore” etc and realize I’m in the same boat as so many ppl having this collective conscious wake up ab how fucked our food is — but also realizing that the consumption of meat & dairy (when bought local & grass fed) basically helps no one except farmers who have been so behind the scenes (from the mainstream perspective) crippled over the years. They’re also the people in society who generally tend to LOVE animals & land the most - bc they have such a deeply connected experience to it on a daily basis…. A real threat to corporate greed. The Weston A Price podcast & free birth society podcast (stories of women having birth in the wild vs “birthing in captivity” as they call it on the show) also came at the perfect time for me. I go through waves of despair & cynicism but it’s not productive. I think the most important thing to hold onto is hope- bc if we collectively believe with total faith that the truth will be revealed & the power will return to the people - it will.

1990 "Incubator Girl". I was on active duty military at the time. When I found out the truth of that matter in 1992, I stopped competing for promotion and filed retirement papers.

A friend of my ex, a public health nurse who wanted to give me the jab, couldn't contain her joy at wanting less white men on earth. The jab she was going to give me was not going to be chilled (as per the instructions plastered all over tv), she had some ivermectin on her counter at the time and she wanted to jab me privately in her own home, completely detached from medical observation. Her friends were already calling me a nazi in public so I kind of put 2 and 2 together with the "white man" comments (then seeing the Dr. Carol Baker video) and started to get a real dark feeling inside me about the whole mess. Then when I didn't take it, almost everyone in my circle abandoned me, shunned me and slandered me. Friends, family, relationship, mostly ruined now. I got kicked out of where I was living and later was outed at work for not having taken it and a bastard there had the fucking balls to call the county public health department and singled me out to them. I had to move 3 or 4 times and was basically homeless for a short time. My life got fucking destroyed.

Before I moved, I experienced the Summer of Love firsthand. Terror is witnessing your city get burned down while you're living in it and then watching the local and national news run cover for the monsters who did it. Driving through what looks to be a war zone just to try to make it to work on time and not appear to be bothered by any of it. Kafka would blush upon hearing the story of the last decade of my life. I'm still trying to make sense of it all, have a big spreadsheet with dates, texts and events that illustrate the total tyranny of living around such petty, mindless, imbeciles, but it just makes me sad to think about it now, how much I lost.

9!! for me, Which branches off into everything else.

Psilocybin mushrooms now being sold despite federal Illegality due the invalidation of illegalizing something in which literally everyone can grow.