We basically have that! Cultivation of the fungus can be tricky but there are easier methods these days, it's possible. DMT; out of mimosa hostilis, which can be hard to find, understandable but nature has these fabricators, the law just makes it hard to openly do.
DMT saved my life. It also gives some people greater ability to spiritually function as it did myself.
A hybrid species "invasion" or, better, replacement, would not surprise me in the least. It's hard to authoritatively type it because, fuck, I don't know; but the human race isn't the...."administrative management" on the "planet". There's another game being played here; I tend to like the Dark City format idea-this is a giant controlled experiment in some controlled setting to simulate past authentic human civilizations in order to extract some type of data.
Proud to post up that I, too, have enjoyed multiple threats and the only subject which is addressed is the JQ so that narrows it down. I've never felt so strong, calm and assured while they appear to be emotionally disintegrating. Not a good look guys.
Awesome. I am extremely grateful for your time and guidance. I will remember these suggestions and put them into practice immediately.
I was aware of the MK lsd experiments and the consequences. That is an interesting anecdote of your fathers and likely the case. I do follow MAPS and the studies done in various places to bring psychedelics into medicine; that's basically what I'm doing here to myself, or did. I was able to see the situation from an external perspective and adjust emotional imbalances, I'm trying to help my mom and brother now as they have similar dispositions. It would help a lot of the mental issues if we could openly confront some of the dishonesty, I agree.
I sure appreciate your open-minded kindness and willingness to accommodate alternative angles.
Concordance! That's what I'm learning now. Thanks, yeah I'm new to sincere biblical study, I have read portions, passages, sections, my whole life, I tried to read the whole thing cover to cover in I think around third grade but I've never done that properly. I'm usually reading 5-10 books at a time, I'm buried in the other ancient works, the Vedas and some of the weird ones like Oahspe, Edgar Cayce's works.......I understand this may cause discomfort to you...I apologize; I am reading EVERYTHING, mostly have it finished, like I said I had a sincere and authentic divine experience and basically, I want to understand it. I know some Christians would oppose this additional alternative exploration, so I do apologize but I don't want to mislead you in my intentions.
https://www.brianmuraresku.com/the-immortality-key This is a new work that shed a lot of light on the Mysteries at Eleusis and whatever they were doing and how that transferred to the early Christians, these guys were doing something more proactive in the psychedelic sense which I would like to re-define and apply now and here.
I welcome any and all reference to scripture which may assist. I have an app, the Blue Letter Bible on my phone, which has helped me immensely. It has all the translations, I can highlight and bookmark passages, I've been using it mostly to investigate the pharisees issue but I know there is A LOT to investigate. I've been so thankful for my sunday schooling...I never liked congregation all that much, but my church upbringing is serving me so absolutely well at this time of struggle. I paid attention!
My thinking is something along the lines of intentional manifestation. When physically performing the act, consciousness is focused in a gracious, thankful, humble pattern. It's an opportunity to slow the mind, quiet the chatter, silence the constant voice and connect directly to God. My favorite thought to focus on is to concentrate as hard as I can on that connection (I had the tryptamine experiences so it's very visceral) and consciously strengthen that binding between us. Obviously it's a great mystery what all this is exactly, I'm sure there's terminology for this act, I'm just unaware. Anyway, getting to the point, why do this intermittently? Why not make your base conscious pattern one of permanent prayer? To me, it's an exercise in mental control, discipline, clarity of thought, intensity of intention...what do I want? I really want to mold my external world into a more constructive and positive experience. I will pray that into manifestation. :)
I'm very diligent in my application, I don't have any wild stories other than that it is a MIGHTY POWERFUL experience that easily defies all language, wording ability, it is a stupendous shock and immediately, instantly made me think of biblical events. I was not truly alive until then. Fortunately I grew up going to church, I was baptized but I never really gave that much consideration. I get it now. No, I don't attend church.
Holy fuck they are stupid.