Combat vet here (USMC). Totally get where you’re at my guy. Have struggled with everything from PTSD to addictions from all the poison the VA throws at us. I went over a decade battling depression dealing with everything on my own..but believe me when I tell you, nothing comes close to the help Jesus gives me, and daily at that. Just letting you know, he’s real, he sees you, and he hears you man. Ask him to be your peace and your healing and I promise he won’t disappoint. I’m praying for you right now and here for you as well if you need a friend. Cheers.
Don't do anything retarded. If going to hurt yourself, call 911: about 1/3 of the EMS/cops in a lot of places are combat vets, most of the others get it well enough to relate.
As someone else mentioned get into the wilderness. Start planning a thru-hike on the Appalachian/Pacific Crest trail.
a) why do you think the few suggest the rock to be surrounded by water (Alcatraz) or within a fluid (if you smell what the rock is cooking) or moving (rock n' roll)?
b) "So, if you ask me why I like the way (inception towards death) I (life) play it"
"There's only one thing I can say to you...I wanna rock" (want ignores need)
c) ROCK, verb - "to move backward and forward, as a body resting on a foundation" (like a rocking chair or praying at the wailing wall)
Does a body (life) rests on a foundation (inception towards death)...or is it balancing within motion?
Identification of it doesn't change what will happen.
a) suggested IDEN'TITY, noun "sameness" ignores perceivable apartheid aka being partial (living) within whole (process of dying); hence struggling to sustain "one" self.
b) to be (life) implies within constant change (inception towards death).
c) suggested doesn't (does nothing) ignores being (growth) done by perceivable everything (loss).
d) will (want) represents the temptation to ignore way (need)...if there's a will (free will of choice) then there's a way (balance in motion aka momentum).
it can drive you
You (life) are already being driven (inception towards death).
gematria
a) nature doesn't communicate perceivable words, others suggest words to tempt one to ignore perceivable sound.
b) nature doesn't communicate perceivable numbers (plural) it generates NUM'BER, noun - "the designation of a unit" aka U'NIT, noun [Latin unus, one.] aka the whole (process of dying) generating partial reactions (living) aka from plural (whole) to singular (partial).
c) those who ignore sound and unit for words and numbers can be tricked with both spell-craft and gematria (gemara from the talmud).
Honestly, working out hard every day is the most effective way to stay sane. I just mean hard as in heart rate up to 140+ for a few minutes, and up to 125 for 15-30 minutes; of course adjust the numbers based on age. Getting your heart rate up for a period of time every day, as well as building muscles (pumping iron, at least some) is so effective at reducing stress and reducing other problem hormones and chemical imbalances. It helps return your body to its physiological normal state, which is key.
The other thing is cutting out sugar and alcohol; cutting out both of those will have a drastic positive impact. If you're an alcoholic, obviously get some help getting off the alcohol because you can't just quit cold turkey in a single week or something (my friend's mom died that way).
Thanks for the sack kick. I’m just trying to pass the time in between work (like crosswords, sudoku). I’m not going to stop…just being a little bitch and wanted to whine about it for a min.
Magnesium and B6 my brother. Copius amounts, not that “100% RDA” bullshit. Look up upper limits, do the math on mg/weight. Always helps me.
You can also web search other vitamins and minerals that have been proven low in people with depressive states. D helps, too, I’m told but I just take that regularly.
If you take a bunch of magnesium on an empty stomach you might shit your pants, nobody warns you because nobody wants to admit they shit their pants, but otherwise magnesium is amazing
Nootropics that have helped my adhd/depression: Vitamin C, Vitamin D, Magnesium, caffine, Gaba, L-tyrosine, L-theanine, Boron, iodine, Ginkgo Biloba, and Lion's Mane.
Can't say if any of these might help you or not, decide for yourself.
Research indicates magic mushrooms may be able be able to help with terrible trauma and addiction, but as long as the FDA is evil it will be a long time before that is easily available.
These are insane times and we will lose much more than our sanity before the end. Probably.
Combat vet here (USMC). Totally get where you’re at my guy. Have struggled with everything from PTSD to addictions from all the poison the VA throws at us. I went over a decade battling depression dealing with everything on my own..but believe me when I tell you, nothing comes close to the help Jesus gives me, and daily at that. Just letting you know, he’s real, he sees you, and he hears you man. Ask him to be your peace and your healing and I promise he won’t disappoint. I’m praying for you right now and here for you as well if you need a friend. Cheers.
thanks brother. Sincerely appreciated. Yeshua is THE rock.
Second combat vet, I recommend Orthodoxy Glory to Jesus Christ.
Don't do anything retarded. If going to hurt yourself, call 911: about 1/3 of the EMS/cops in a lot of places are combat vets, most of the others get it well enough to relate.
As someone else mentioned get into the wilderness. Start planning a thru-hike on the Appalachian/Pacific Crest trail.
a) why do you think the few suggest the rock to be surrounded by water (Alcatraz) or within a fluid (if you smell what the rock is cooking) or moving (rock n' roll)?
b) "So, if you ask me why I like the way (inception towards death) I (life) play it"
"There's only one thing I can say to you...I wanna rock" (want ignores need)
c) ROCK, verb - "to move backward and forward, as a body resting on a foundation" (like a rocking chair or praying at the wailing wall)
Does a body (life) rests on a foundation (inception towards death)...or is it balancing within motion?
While I believe there is something to gemantria, it can drive you crazy also. Identification of it doesn't change what will happen.
like sudoku. it passes the time while i’m waiting for paint to dry. I mean I could post sudoku boards but it wouldn’t fit the theme to this forum.
a) suggested IDEN'TITY, noun "sameness" ignores perceivable apartheid aka being partial (living) within whole (process of dying); hence struggling to sustain "one" self.
b) to be (life) implies within constant change (inception towards death).
c) suggested doesn't (does nothing) ignores being (growth) done by perceivable everything (loss).
d) will (want) represents the temptation to ignore way (need)...if there's a will (free will of choice) then there's a way (balance in motion aka momentum).
You (life) are already being driven (inception towards death).
a) nature doesn't communicate perceivable words, others suggest words to tempt one to ignore perceivable sound.
b) nature doesn't communicate perceivable numbers (plural) it generates NUM'BER, noun - "the designation of a unit" aka U'NIT, noun [Latin unus, one.] aka the whole (process of dying) generating partial reactions (living) aka from plural (whole) to singular (partial).
c) those who ignore sound and unit for words and numbers can be tricked with both spell-craft and gematria (gemara from the talmud).
Go walk in the bush. Not some faggoty city trail, the wilderness.
Honestly, working out hard every day is the most effective way to stay sane. I just mean hard as in heart rate up to 140+ for a few minutes, and up to 125 for 15-30 minutes; of course adjust the numbers based on age. Getting your heart rate up for a period of time every day, as well as building muscles (pumping iron, at least some) is so effective at reducing stress and reducing other problem hormones and chemical imbalances. It helps return your body to its physiological normal state, which is key.
The other thing is cutting out sugar and alcohol; cutting out both of those will have a drastic positive impact. If you're an alcoholic, obviously get some help getting off the alcohol because you can't just quit cold turkey in a single week or something (my friend's mom died that way).
a) suggested working out represents the inversion of perceivable working within, hence work (energy) will set you free (will of choice).
b) frequency of adaptation to being moved grows resistance (life) within velocity (inception towards death).
c) suggested "way to stay" tempts one to ignore perceivable way (process of dying) of loss (living)...unless resisted (growth) by frequent adaptation.
d) SANE (Latin sanus; sound) implies the whole (process of dying) for the partial resonance/dissonance within (living).
Bro who cares? Keep doing you. People who want to see and recieve your posts will. Others will tire of being constant cunts.
Thanks for the sack kick. I’m just trying to pass the time in between work (like crosswords, sudoku). I’m not going to stop…just being a little bitch and wanted to whine about it for a min.
Hooah, hardcore. Just keep shitposting.
gematrix dot org and gematrinator dot com and I have a hebrew greek app on my laptop that i built. Thanks for asking.
Drink less caffeine and coffee? Too much coffee causes racing thoughts.
so lay off the cocaine??! dammit.
Magnesium and B6 my brother. Copius amounts, not that “100% RDA” bullshit. Look up upper limits, do the math on mg/weight. Always helps me.
You can also web search other vitamins and minerals that have been proven low in people with depressive states. D helps, too, I’m told but I just take that regularly.
If you take a bunch of magnesium on an empty stomach you might shit your pants, nobody warns you because nobody wants to admit they shit their pants, but otherwise magnesium is amazing
Nootropics that have helped my adhd/depression: Vitamin C, Vitamin D, Magnesium, caffine, Gaba, L-tyrosine, L-theanine, Boron, iodine, Ginkgo Biloba, and Lion's Mane.
Can't say if any of these might help you or not, decide for yourself.
Research indicates magic mushrooms may be able be able to help with terrible trauma and addiction, but as long as the FDA is evil it will be a long time before that is easily available.
These are insane times and we will lose much more than our sanity before the end. Probably.
not you, you’re an assholio that critiques without any valuable info, a knowledge hoarder. Did i mention I have turrets?
careful he might atf red flag u. 🤪 farmer joe doing yoga lol gay.
Turret-Syndrome...RATATATATA https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kaz0kBjlf-s
Microdising acid cured me
ohh. I tried microdosing mescaline i didn’t feel any different. lol