fauci & the gang experimented on 'gain of function' in the USA for quite awhile.
it was only when they were denied to apply these sciences on particular viruses, did fauci & the gang fly over the pond to wuhan china... where everything & anything goes.
if you smell shit, first, check under your shoe.
fo'sure, fauici & the gang meddled in 'gain of function' in the usa until they breached an arena where their experiments could be morally (etc) scrutinized.
the solution? move it over to china where anything goes as long as the greenbacks come piling in.
stop beating yourself up.
youre a human being; just like the rest of us.
just... let go, bro. i will be here to embrace you.