I hope this makes sense. I saw my first sunset when I was 31 and I cried. The guy next to me on the boat asked what was wrong? I didn’t know at the time.
I learned in Chemistry at a University at 8am in the morning that anti-matter is the element chart, except it’s opposite world. +1 is -1. +2 is -2. We live in a closed system.
This needs to sink in.