I grew up in south america. My girlfriend's mom at the time was invited to participate in a series of shamanic cleansing rituals that involved entheogens such as mescaline and ayahuasca. She invited us to join her. It was pretty cool because the first night was set at a local bohemian's house who was probably in his 50s but everyone would call him "el arquitecto" or "el arqui" as he specialized in building acoustic buildings for concerts. He's the older guy that's at all the raves and everyone knows him.
My gf's mom is old school and catholic so she only wanted to be a part of the experience but didn't want to take any ayahuasca and she kept telling us to not even try it. By then I had already been pretty experienced with a lot of different psychedelics used without shamanic guidance so I was planning to do it.
We started with a brief fast, no lunch or dinner and then went to arqui's home. The shaman conducting the event told us that he came from the Tucano tribe in Colombia (famous for their DMT culture) and that he now lived in a self sustaining eco-village. He had two younger, male and female apprentices. The apprentices built a small earthwork with the shape of a crescent moon covered with flowers, there was some astrologial meaning to the event but I can't remember what it was. They started a fire on this earthwork and we sat around it in a circle.
They then gave us two hits of tobacco snuff, one into each nostril by blowing it out of a hollow bird bone. A small chunk of mescaline cactus (its commonly called San Pedro and grows everywhere) and a wad of coca leaves to chew on as the shaman beat his drum. Eventually they brought the dark ayahuasca brew.
I only tried a little bit since I have always been super sensitive. I'm a big guy but I only need really small doses of a psychedelic to get an effect. The shaman kept singing, banging his drum and telling stories from his people.
For an hour or so I was just thinking about my own internal struggles with my eyes closed. No discomfort or anything. I then opened my eyes and my vision was kinda blurry. There was a weird spot next to the shaman and the more I looked at this blur, the more colorful it got.
The spot became a circle and it was almost metallic, super shiny and colors coming in and out like a kaleidoscope. I started to make out various eyes coming in and out of this ball so I kinda starting picturing it like an owl. I then started to see 2 spheres, one on each side of the shaman, and this whole time they stayed in the same spot so even if I rubbed my eyes or moved my head they would not move. I rubbed and rubbed my eyes in disbelief.
As the spheres grew bigger they stopped looking like an owl and kept getting more and more abstract, like wheels upon wheels full of eyes with a kaleidoscope of metallic colors. I think only CGI could do it justice.
Once things slowed down the shaman asked everyone what they experienced and I didn't think mine was particularly significant. However, when I told everyone about the spheres the apprentices looked at each other and the shaman grabbed my arm with his eyes closed: "do you still see them" he asked. By then they were gone so I said no but went on to describe them as best I could.
The shaman, who was not limited to the stories of his tribe - he had even been in North America and shared shamanic techniques with tribes from here told me "maybe you saw a trono". This totally threw me off and I laughed because a "trono" was slang for someone who was high on marijuana, the verb is "tronar". So I said what? And he said yeah "trono like an angel".
It literally took me years until I was on 9gag or whatever and someone posted a meme about biblically accurate angels, one of which are called "thrones" and that's pretty much what I saw. None of the artists can replicate the metallic, transluscent colors but the wheels and eyes are accurate. Coming and going almost like a breathing surface. I didn't see any feathers though. Anyways I was surprised years later to finally understand what he meant by "trono" and I was blown away.
How could I have seen something so accurately depicted by others yet I had never seen it before? How did this image gain access to my imagination? So weird that this same spiritual being is what appeared to people in the bible as they were having mystical experiences. It is said that Moses and the burning bush visions come from an acacia tree that contains DMT. Could it be possible that these beings legit exist? Why am I always the one having amazing experiences with entheogens?
I think about that shaman and going to visit them in the eco-village all the time now.
Aquaponics sounds good in theory but its hard to pull off. You can still keep fish if you want but juggling that with getting the nutrient balance right for plants is tough.
I saw a yt video of a guy that was heavily invested in aquaponics for several years say he's then switched to adding urine into the water. No need for hydroponic fertilizers but also no need to complicate things with fish. He would also add more stuff into it like composted stuff to get a wider range of nutrients besides ammonia -> nitrogen.
I watched a video on earthships not long ago and I believe similar techniques can help a fellow put together a reasonable setup to bide their time.
If you visualize this superstructure as rings of criminality and coercion (Tolkien was unto to something) then the base of it all is made of absolute human shit.
The dregs of society, with soy mouths agape that sustain the house cards willingly while non ironically thinking they are some sort of hero.
I will never understand the neurochemical high they must get from virtue signalling.
Why do I have the suspicion that we are just gonna get fucked with a bigger dildo?
Who here actually believes that all of those prescribing doctors were so ignorant that they didn't think these drugs would cause massive addictions? Even after decades of watching communities fall apart, the all so mighty experts didn't stop the money making drugs.
At one point there was an opiod prescription for every person in America.
After reading up on what happened with Marek's disease it seems like covid vaccines have a similar profile: only reduce symptoms, do not stop infection, do not stop spread and also suspected of leaking the spike proteins to top it all off.
Seems like a pretty dangerous mix for a disease that needs 30+ PCR cycles to even be detected.
Little snitch sounds cool, I'm gonna che ck it out.
All those apps likely require passing a weekly licensing check to function
So its not RSS feeds? Do you download a page and all of it's assets to read locally?
What is the purpose of the eml files? Wouldn't it be enough to serve the sites files on their own?
I've always had much respect for you Axo and was well aware of how much energy you spent keeping the lights on at r/conspiracy. Your work and those of others like you have undoubtedly changed the lives of thousands, if not millions of people.
All you need is exposure to one original thought for it to start a chain of events that culminate in a full fledged awakening to how the world actually works.
If you ever wonder how many people benefited from access to this information, I assure you the number must be huge.
I bet they miss having the company of Ghislaine Maxwell to take pictures with and talk about "ocean conservation"
How can normies not see this?
If you need this amount of hand holding to perform a simple mental operation then you're living proof that nature > nurture
All of this stuff reminds me of how PANDAS can change human neurology, in some cases quite severely https://www.healthline.com/health/pandas-syndrome#resources
The propaganda machine in the US is used to greater effect than in North Korea, change my mind.
Look up operation "Trust", a Soviet plan that successfully convinced their patriot opponents that military leaders were acting behind the scenes to stop the Bolsheviks from taking power. Leading citizens who could have stood up to them to be complacent until it was too late.
Excellent find
This seems like a good one
Damn dude that's a cool story. Where can I learn more about Modi's background?
It seems weird so many people on this thread jump to dismiss him but don't even speak the language
This isn't what you would expect from an "end of the world" pandemic, now isn't it?
Lol of course its older than Isis. That deity was probably inspired by others with very different names.
Si comes from Latin sic
Pretty sure the etymology of romance language "si" is far older than Isis
Si means 'yes'
Damn dude, great contribution
Sure thing friend, I'm glad to contribute with my experience