I recommend bardo thodol- Tibetan book of the dead...
"Those who have attained enlightenment (bodhi) are thereby released from this process, attaining liberation (moksha). Those who remain unenlightened are drawn by karma, whether good or bad, into a new life in one of six modes of existence: as a sufferer in hell (enduring horrible torture), as a wandering ghost (driven by insatiable craving), as an animal (ruled by instinct), as a demigod (lustful for power), as a human being (balanced in instinct and reason), or as a god (deluded by their long lives into believing they are immortal)."
You have today to find the best one. If your default option is that there are no good options, that's nihilism and most people don't actually wish to continue with that default. But whatever inspires you to purpose today will indicate your path tomorrow.
I recommend bardo thodol- Tibetan book of the dead...
"Those who have attained enlightenment (bodhi) are thereby released from this process, attaining liberation (moksha). Those who remain unenlightened are drawn by karma, whether good or bad, into a new life in one of six modes of existence: as a sufferer in hell (enduring horrible torture), as a wandering ghost (driven by insatiable craving), as an animal (ruled by instinct), as a demigod (lustful for power), as a human being (balanced in instinct and reason), or as a god (deluded by their long lives into believing they are immortal)."
Doesn't sound like any good options
You have today to find the best one. If your default option is that there are no good options, that's nihilism and most people don't actually wish to continue with that default. But whatever inspires you to purpose today will indicate your path tomorrow.