Government ploy and weather modification to retrieve that sweet sweet lithium. Asheville is surrounded by little red towns. It was the area, but not Asheville itself I went to.
I see you, can't type full reply getting ready for work. Will continue longer conversion when I get to office.
Being a part of the waiver system thru dds is not taking care of drug addicts and squatters. It's the mentally retarded dude. A job that allows me to be helpful to those in society that literally cannot help themselves is not virtue signaling, I started that job years before all that nigger loving shit started. Go cry somewhere else.
Most fathers don't mature until he sees that baby pop out. It then becomes a "holy shit that's my flesh and blood" moment. I'm not one, but I am an uncle so I may know a few irl.
A house, and consistent food on the table. Because being financially stable is important for a family. Got 3 jobs man. I work, if you can call it that, 12 to 14 hr days, 7 days a week. Left labor and picked jobs that don't make an old man out of me quick. Still got stupidity I'm paying off from my 20s.
Considering what I have been thru at the hands of a "parent" through my childhood, getting that trauma under control was important to me long before having kids. That way I can avoid passing it on to a my own flesh and blood.
Some things are important to consider before just making babies.
Yup. So selfish I skipped a car payment to take supplies out to Asheville area on my own dime over a weekend. I did enjoy the Dragon Tail on the way back. So selfish that one Christmas (the one I could afford to) I made gift bags for all the homeless people I could find near my hometown. They had 5 cans of food, 2 water bottles, and a small copy of the New Testament. So selfish that I spend my weekends taking care of others that are not right enough in the head to do so themselves.
Yes, I'm completely selfish for wanting to do something for me besides the 2 vacations I enjoyed in the last 16 years. Thanks for your concern.
I could make excuses all day. Between my raising and dating life I endured, I just don't care about it anymore. I have things I would like to afford to do before I get to old to do them.
Thank you. May you be blessed for your trying to talk some sense into me.
No offense taken. It's what happens when a whole life worth of prayer continues to go unanswered. Once you've learned to do everything for yourself, no help is needed anymore. Reading comprehension was never my strong suit, that was math and science.
Did and have been, found a bunch of hasbins. Mgtow now. Heck, I like the sound of wringing my car engine's neck better than the pleasure of a female in bed.
Agreed. There are consequences for men from women, but not the other way around. We've given pussy the power, and that's a problem. When pussy holds no power over you, you've won.
You must be older than me. Good luck nowadays. Volcel because I can cook and clean for myself. My hands can do everything a woman could ever do for me and they don't complain, wander off with other dudes, or leave with all my stuff. I agree it's not all, but those ones are happily married.
If they didn't act like demons as a whole (taking our houses, trucks, kids, and child support with no faults) they might be worth keeping around.
Incoming short life story.
Bad childhood and teen years raised by some Canadian cunt with feminist projection issues. Beat, daddy doesn't love you, the whole nine yards. Was talked out of actual jobs to rake care of her ranch. Failed college for alcohol, moved in with my mom. Spent my 20s trying to erase those years. Didn't work.
Come to my senses right about 30. Good job, nice 2019 Chevy truck, nice little 3 bedroom renthouse (went with the job, but I paid rent), and "dating" the bosses daughter. Worked hard in my 20s while fucking up. Covid hits.
Job stops paying, paid per call, blames me for not paying rent while not paying me. I tell woman to get lost because she liked having other guys around (I was more stable, less high school chad). Evicted from house, move in with actual mom and stepdad. Get new job. Truck starts ticking because of collapsable lifters, can not afford to fix so trade in for awd car.
Helped parents move cities. Get 2 more jobs. Now stuck in rut due to late start, shifty choices, mostly bad president's since I graduated (2007), and shifty economy with ever increasing taxation. Can't afford shit because I'm preloading the IRS and state with 200 a week, and stuffing a Roth Ira and stocks as much as possible. Savings account interest isn't high enough. Yes, my emotional maturity is behind as well as my Financials. That happens when your millionaire dad drives you to your mom's and drops you off in the truck he "gave" you and leaves. Then proves the stepmother correct by not making purposeful contact or helping in any way. Especially after he spent no time trying to raise you. OK maybe this issue is mostly unresolved, I just deal with it and smoke legal pot. I quit drinking, cigarettes, and coke. Also stopped being around those people and places.
I'm damaged and cptsd'd the hell out, but I manage. The best I can do right now is to not be a burden, much less someone's blessing. I help my parents when I can, I love God (even so much when I argue with Him, He's daddy), I love what this country should be and stand for, and Trump is my President.
Admittedly, I'll probably never understand what it's like to be that "driven" Chad. However, I understand what it's like to be broke, damaged, and wanting. Something that many will never experience. Having always been at the bottom, I'm learning what it's like to work your way up.
Sorry for the length. Any questions just ask, I'm a pretty open book, and silence is not my strong point.