Yup. So selfish I skipped a car payment to take supplies out to Asheville area on my own dime over a weekend. I did enjoy the Dragon Tail on the way back. So selfish that one Christmas (the one I could afford to) I made gift bags for all the homeless people I could find near my hometown. They had 5 cans of food, 2 water bottles, and a small copy of the New Testament. So selfish that I spend my weekends taking care of others that are not right enough in the head to do so themselves.

Yes, I'm completely selfish for wanting to do something for me besides the 2 vacations I enjoyed in the last 16 years. Thanks for your concern.