Yeah, that's what I was expecting...

I know the promise. I know the purity of Jesus. I know that the desciples are great people...

That only makes me feel worthless because I continue to sin... I don't do it to be against God... It's just so difficult...

I have confessed my sins. I have prayed. I have read parts of the Bible and started so strongly, but it's a very long and confusing work...

Anyway... Since you're loyal to the Lord, I think you might have better use for this that I do - https://odysee.com/Whats-next---the-full-covid-documentary:1

This is important to be watched in full. You will see the mark of the beast 666 and how it already happened. You may say "but we are not yet forced to buy and sell with the mark" but that doesn't mean the mark is not already in action.

And I was surprised at this verse specifically:

"And in those days shall men seek death, and shall not find it; and shall desire to die, and death shall flee from them." - Rev. 9:6

Because this is something that, I fear, will happen very soon.

Perhaps you can do something with this information... I hope so... In the last years, I couldn't find one person who was able to disprove it... Which, as you can imagine, only amplified my fears that it's actually going to happen...

If I can ask this of you - to review the video and tell me what you think. (There's a lot of introduction stuff that you probably already know, but it's important to get the full picture...)

Anyway... thank you for your advice and the scripture.

May God protect you and lead you towards Him!