your following the trail of free thinking men that came before you. People wanna talk about Gnostics and gnosis. The truth at the bottom is that as long as that book has been around bad people have used it for evil. Satan, the devil what ever arbitrary term Christians use to justify there superiority simply means adversary.

the idea of monotheism was created for one reason, to bring the peasants under a single god so they can be easily ruled.

do what we say or you'll go to hell. live a passive life and be willing to sacrifice your self for the greater good. Don't think for your self, just go by the book. smh its ment to pacify the masses