Yeah, this is what I think you call synchronicity right?

https://youtu.be/DBqh79nf2ng?t=2895

Right after this the guy he is interviewing is talking about how it could take a decade or two before the full blowout is known. Makes the hair on the back of my neck stand up, for sure.

Back to the movie the guy is talking about, he mentions another movie about the dude who invented the windshield wiper and how he was institutionalized when he had a breakdown on a public bus.

Yeah, I understand how these people feel, my god its weird feeling solidarity with someone when ive been a lone wolf my entire life.

But I resisted the urge to do something insane to make people listen to my story. Instead I just had to bitterly bite the bullet, and rant to everyone here about it all the time. I am sorry and I just want to thank anyone who actually reads my shit. I know it cant be easy to put up with. Mostly just lawyers and I wouldnt be surprised if ARCAS vp rick reads shit while hes eating his caviar at night in his million dollar home. Have a good laugh while he does whatever drug that hes into, prolly pharmaceutical. But if I was on reddit or some other bullshit, I wouldnt be able to actually say names, and fuck its worth it even if no one hears me here. Just saying these fuckers names gives me a little relief.

Even if no one believes me. I was used to that before being poisoned. No one wants to listen to the ravings of individual suffering from low latency inhibition.

I like to think people like me are what scare the fuck out of the powers that be though. People like JFK and MLK terrified the elite, why? Because they didnt use violence to move the people. Without a reason to throw them in jail or vilify them, it was very hard to control them.

The power of the pen is mightier than the sword.