I used to feel this way, and I often would speak up about things others didnt seem to care about.

But then when I got poisoned, and no one would help me. Well, lets just say I know what people are really like now. Very few have the backbone in this world to stand up for what they believe in.

Most are hypocrites who wake up everyday lying to themselves, canadians are really good at this. A great example I seen this morning?

https://www.reddit.com/r/canada/comments/1bz9cvr/comment/kypsycw/

This is a typical reaction I see by these people. Well your life sucks and you hate it so much, it must be your fault, why are you still here?

Yes because its so much better to be lucky and have your head in the sand and pretend nothing is wrong why your country crumbles the fuck around you.

I dont think I can ever forgive nova scotia for what it did to me. Or ARCA for that matter, if your scummy ass lawyers are reading this, go fuck yourselves with one of the freon reclamation machines.

It might be one thing if I wasnt suffering everyday, but I have never been the same after what they did to me. My heart will never be the same.

Then on top of that, im pretty fucking confident the low phosphorous is from kidney damage, but these fucking retards here wont test my kidney, they just want to make me take vitamin d and ignore the low phosphorous.

I got to fucking wonder if this was all intentional. WCB, the College of Physicans of nova scotia, the ombudsman, the lawyers, all fucked me over big time with zero remorse.

God I hope jesus does exist and that hes made his choice. The human race deserves to be judged.

One of my biggest fears about the apocalypse is afterwards. I dont think I had it in me, before all this, to do what is needed to protect myself and the people I love. But I know now, Ill shoot first and ask questions later.

I can thank WCB and ARCA for that at least.