A few of us still seem to be here though huh.

Theres no point in me hiding my identity I think. Between my name and being the only idiot to be poisoned by freon at work, I cant really hide it. My dumbass used to spend alot of time playing games with my real name.

You might be able to hide yourself from some of the other crazys on the internet, but most of us already painted the target on our backs along time ago.

I still wonder if what happened to me was intentional.

I took all that vitamin d. I feel even worse than before I started taking it. It also took a few weeks but my guts seem to be moving again, I was starting to worry a bit.

My story is so insane it sounds like im making it all up, I dont really care anymore what others believe, it still mattered when I was still begging for help.

I started watching house a while back, lmao. I thought this show was dumb as hell back when it came out, but of course, not so much now. I think the doctors here used this show as a playbook at their college. House is a bitter angry person because of medical malpractice, I totally relate.

People like us are special, if you guys are much like me, and I suspect most of you are. Were not scared of death, alot of us believe in more than what we can see. That makes us different than most of the population. I guess a majority of people find out their dying and they either break down or freak out.

Im just sitting round with the low ass phosphorous waiting for the end lmao. When I was a kid, 25 years ago, I watched my mother die from aids and I couldnt even bring myself to cry.

My siblings all bawling their eyes, im the only one sitting there. I was actually relieved, that she wasnt fucking suffering anymore. She was in terrible pain. In the middle of the night, when she thought no one was awake. I was and I heard her cry, every night at the end. I did end up crying about 3 days later in school when my classmate kept asking me what the hell was wrong with me. And someone else blurted out my mom had died, thats when it all came rushing at me.

Maybe were all infected with that cat parasite. Maybe were broke.

Maybe this site is a honey pot. I can tell you, I was poisoned in 2018, long before this site was created, but I was a heavy user/poster of /r/conspiracy.

It was nice when axo was making posts in r/conspiracy but those days are long gone I guess.

During the end of my time on reddit, Id say 50% of my posts were being shadowbanned censored.

Random shit like saying in r/ufos how the creator of star strek was a pilot in ww2 and a crash investigator. Why delete random shit like this, I dont get it.

Our words may not reach may, (more than we think), but at least we dont have to worry about shit being randomly deleted like that, at least not yet.

c/gaming getting bad :/