I wish I could just give in and believe the bible. God it would be so easy to just pretend like all my problems were someone else's problems. I am truly envious and I respect your right to believe what you want. That goes for all religions, not just yours.
You know back in the day gods favorite was the one who managed to win. Anytime someone is super strong or super skilled, its gods will that makes them that way.
This is super gay I know, but I feel this way when I play multiplayer games. Couple that with the adrenaline, and its very super addictive stuff.
I dont know how I kill anything sometimes, often I will zone out and im not even looking im just literally pointing and clicking and they die. Is this what it feels like to have god on your side. Seems like it sometimes.
For whatever reason, my ability has gotten more consistent, ive always had it but I could never really make it happen. Now it seems to be happening way easier. I dont know whats going on, I think its because I am closely creeping closer to death every day because of the parathyroid. Or perhaps this is a global phenomena and everyone is experiencing it because the end of the world is at hand or some fucked up shit. I cant explain it.
The fact that you envy my faith looks like a positive sign to me. My faith is a gift from God, something that you should certainly desire. Perhaps the Lord is beginning the process of drawing you to Him. I will pray for you freedomlogic.
If it is in fact the Lord that is drawing you to Him, I'm sure you will also soon find out that Jesus Christ is the way, and the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Him. All those other religions are from the deceiver, Satan, who is at work in the hearts and mind of all who are disobedient to God.
He was also at work in me before I was spiritually reborn by God. I look at my former actions and passions with disbelief, disgust and shame. I also was a heavy gamer. Now by the grace of God the vast majority of my spare time is dedicated to studying the word of God and trying to serve Him. This I find to be a miracle in itself.
In regards to your CSGO performance, I couldn't tell you for sure. Either you're highly skilled or perhaps something else is at play there. There's not enough information for me to confidently make any sort of judgement on the matter.
I wish I could just give in and believe the bible. God it would be so easy to just pretend like all my problems were someone else's problems. I am truly envious and I respect your right to believe what you want. That goes for all religions, not just yours.
You know back in the day gods favorite was the one who managed to win. Anytime someone is super strong or super skilled, its gods will that makes them that way.
This is super gay I know, but I feel this way when I play multiplayer games. Couple that with the adrenaline, and its very super addictive stuff.
I dont know how I kill anything sometimes, often I will zone out and im not even looking im just literally pointing and clicking and they die. Is this what it feels like to have god on your side. Seems like it sometimes.
For whatever reason, my ability has gotten more consistent, ive always had it but I could never really make it happen. Now it seems to be happening way easier. I dont know whats going on, I think its because I am closely creeping closer to death every day because of the parathyroid. Or perhaps this is a global phenomena and everyone is experiencing it because the end of the world is at hand or some fucked up shit. I cant explain it.
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Any theories? And no, im not hacking I can promise you that. I wouldnt be making this long winded posted if I was.
The fact that you envy my faith looks like a positive sign to me. My faith is a gift from God, something that you should certainly desire. Perhaps the Lord is beginning the process of drawing you to Him. I will pray for you freedomlogic.
If it is in fact the Lord that is drawing you to Him, I'm sure you will also soon find out that Jesus Christ is the way, and the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Him. All those other religions are from the deceiver, Satan, who is at work in the hearts and mind of all who are disobedient to God.
He was also at work in me before I was spiritually reborn by God. I look at my former actions and passions with disbelief, disgust and shame. I also was a heavy gamer. Now by the grace of God the vast majority of my spare time is dedicated to studying the word of God and trying to serve Him. This I find to be a miracle in itself.
In regards to your CSGO performance, I couldn't tell you for sure. Either you're highly skilled or perhaps something else is at play there. There's not enough information for me to confidently make any sort of judgement on the matter.
That's not what the Bible teaches. If you sorted that out you would find it isn't easy, but it is worthwhile.