I know I need to stfu about what happened to me, but I must have some kinda of ptsd or something because its the only thing I think about all day, every day. Sucks.

In a recent letter I sent to the college of physicians and surgeons nova scotia.

Dr. Siva, I would have accepted your call had I believed you were calling to apologize, but not one person has acknowledged what happened to me, let alone apologized. I had my doubts. If I thought you actually cared, I would consider letting you help me out with the low phosphorus but after this, I won't be trusting anyone again. I should have known better being an Appalachian. If I seemed strange to you, it's likely because my family immigrated to this country centuries ago and have been mostly in the woods since. This does not make me entitled to anything, but all I ask for is understanding that my viewpoints are not the same as mainstream society.

You're worried about covering yourself and your practice while missing an obvious problem. I would almost swear that Dr. Nich enjoyed what he did to me. And I expect he has cheated many other people out of their wcb benefits as well. One of these days he's going to really mess it up and you're not going to be able to cover for him. It's one thing if I didn't end up damaged from this. But I am fairly certain I ended up with kidney damage from the hypertensive blood pressure. I had my doubts I had escaped unscathed.

I may not be smart, I may not be educated. But from my experience here. It is obvious that a certain amount of gambling is involved with treating people. I dont believe you guys were actually ignorant enough to think refrigerant cannot cause palpitations or irregular heartbeat. Everyone took a wager that it would go away on its own. And while I am apathetic to your profession, you're overworked and underpaid by a government who is obviously sabotaging the public healthcare so they can institute a private one.

What really upsets me is how everyone can so casually lie to me about it. WCB and the Labor board claiming refrigerants cannot cause palpitations so they refuse to test the air and tell me how much I was being exposed to. Dr. Nich and Dr. Clelland claiming I ran out of blood pressure medication. CPSNS refusing to acknowledge I was never given diltiazem. I also told all three of you the exact same thing. I was taking the irbesartan every day, it was doing nothing to help me. After taking the beta blockers, I was very clear when I told you that I quit taking the blood pressure medication. Why would I keep taking something that was not helping me? After that, you mostly saw me for medication refills.

What is happening is intentional, these people are not idiots. What happened to me in 2018 was pre covid and I got fucked over by a busted medical system. What I cant get over is how they are lying about it. Ordinary average fucking people think they have it so fucking bad, but they have enough time to stick their nose where it doesnt belong. I cant sleep at night let alone have the energy or conviction to judge others. Only god has that right.

https://www.cbc.ca/news/canada/nova-scotia/halifax-family-questions-care-delay-after-19-year-old-son-dies-of-meningitis-1.6068149

https://atlantic.ctvnews.ca/n-s-woman-concerned-over-ambulance-delays-after-husband-s-death-1.5766856

https://www.cbc.ca/news/canada/nova-scotia/david-benedict-ehs-ambulance-availability-health-care-1.5260503

https://www.saltwire.com/atlantic-canada/news/the-tory-turn-widowed-after-long-ambulance-wait-woman-gives-nova-scotia-pcs-passing-grade-on-health-100767719/

https://nationalpost.com/news/canada/first-reading-as-premiers-decry-crumbling-health-care-new-brunswick-man-dies-in-waiting-room

https://www.cbc.ca/news/canada/montreal/man-dies-after-waiting-16-hours-quebec-hospital-1.6626601

https://www.cbc.ca/news/canada/nova-scotia/vaccine-mandate-health-care-workers-teachers-1.6193798

https://www.saltwire.com/atlantic-canada/news/ns-keeps-unvaccinated-health-workers-off-the-job-as-nb-feds-bring-people-back-100745263/

So while the system is being intentionally fucking sabotaged, people are legit dying. So what do they do? Force heart damaging vaccines on EVERYONE, fire the people with natural immunity, and then fucking claim the unvaccinated are DESTROYING the healthcare system.

https://www.thecoast.ca/halifax/mandatory-vaccine-policy-puts-more-than-1050-ns-workers-on-unpaid-leave/Content?oid=27675153

meanwhile...

https://www.cbc.ca/news/canada/nova-scotia/ns-rated-highest-in-canadian-covid-19-hazard-index-1.6541380

I feel like im living on a alien planet coming from somewhere like Appalachia, I feel like most people here are borderline insane.

To get back to the point of OP's point..

https://www.cbc.ca/news/canada/nova-scotia/ed-er-report-hospitals-department-of-health-1.6296466

https://www.nshealth.ca/temporary-service-and-facility-closure-notices-nova-scotia-health-authority-updated-310-pm-march-16

So again, instead of hiring back those with natural immunity to help out, they will choose to import foreigners who will.

https://atlantic.ctvnews.ca/immigration-key-to-improving-staffing-issues-in-nova-scotia-health-care-system-1.6044307

And much fucking good the vaccines did.

https://atlantic.ctvnews.ca/work-places-across-n-s-are-feeling-the-effects-of-staff-shortages-due-to-covid-19-pandemic-1.5732234

And people want to give their children a decent chance at heart rhythm changes or heart inflammation for what, a .00001% percent of chance of injury.

https://www.bbc.com/news/health-57766717

https://www.thelancet.com/journals/lancet/article/PIIS0140-6736(22)00842-X/fulltext

The absolute risk of myocarditis or pericarditis, calculated as the incidence rate within 1–7 days of vaccination, for men aged 18–25 years after a second vaccination dose was 2·17 (95% CI 1·55–3·04) cases per 100 000 person-days for the Moderna vaccine, mRNA-1273, and 1·71 (1·31–2·23) cases per 100 000 person-days for the Pfizer-BioNTech vaccine, BNT162b2

https://www.reuters.com/article/factcheck-heart-teens-vaccine-idUSL1N2ZT2B5

Overall, 50 of the 301 students reported fever after the second vaccine shot and 35 reported headache, both common general side effects following COVID-19 vaccination. Among cardiovascular effects detected only by ECG, 54 participants (18%, so roughly one in six, not one in three as social media rates) had rapid heartrate or abnormal heart rhythm. Of these, 39 had reported symptoms such as palpitations or chest pain. Fifteen reported no symptoms at all.

https://np.reddit.com/r/halifax/comments/w9uu1q/vaccine_appointments_now_available_for_children/

Insanity!