a) I adapt to perceivable inspiration for the growth of my comprehension. I utilize others as perceivable inspiration (moving differences). I don't write for others; but in response to origin; which grows me within it. The suggestions of others tempt one to spend resistance among them.

b) all represents one in energy, so it ain't about how many; but about how often one chooses to adapt (frequency of resistance).

c) 0 (zero) represents a suggested state (fiction) to tempt one to ignore perceivable oneness (reality). Reality moves; suggested fiction tempts one to hold onto something.

d) what's more beneficial for the sustenance of self...expressing growth or falling for the temptation to wait for how others respond to ones attempted growth?

Have you noticed that there's no growth in writing for others; only ongoing loss...that all the great works of literature can be effortlessly corrupted...that whatever words one suggested into the system of perceivable sound represents a mere burned offering? Just like the allegory of the Library of Alexandria so are modern libraries being burned to the ground by trans-mutation.