Congrats on getting healthy. Motherfuckers with an extra 50 pounds are bragging about their 10,000 rounds of 5.56 stocked up, but who couldn't handle running three blocks in an emergency.
The most important prepping you can do is staying in shape, then staying out of debt.
I feel like you described my struggle perfectly. I just have this overwhelming negative outlook to the point I can't wake up and smell the flowers in good moments. I lost a girl that I should have married because of this negativity, and absolutely obsessing over anything to do with the NWO/reset. I realized even if you are going through hell, men have to create as much stability as possible for women and children no matter how bleak things are. Wish I would have realized this earlier. The NWO got what they wanted because their opposition (me) failed to start a family and got so demoralized I couldn't function. It good to hear other people know how it feels, and are learning to deal with it. I swear it's not the enslavement of humanity that gets me so freaked out, it's the fact that everyone is so oblivious and walking right into it. Makes me feel insane.
Thanks man, I'll work on those since I'm starting over again. I had basically all those factors in line except my emotions were out of control, which is about the most shameful reason to fail. And your advice that I'm the worst at, "Always be willing to recalibrate and look at past mistakes." I really got to work on letting things go and not obsessing over mistakes, glad you pointed that out. Well my career has been too stagnant, and definitely got to hit the gym like crazy, so good place to focus. Been drinking and whining like a liberal too much.
It's hard work, but worth it. You'll have times where you slack off, then have to get back on the track again, we are all human after all.
Now I think you understand how much of the craziness of some people screaming at the sky because Trump was elected or because you're not wearing a mask is them projecting their own problems and issues on everyone else, like they imagine everyone is just as screwy as they are. Not that you did that, but that's what a lot of leftists do.
And I'll go there, because I think it all fits together; pick up a Bible and start with the gospel of Matthew. We have a hole in our heart that only God can fill.
Oh the flip-side, you don't want to be too light, either, when the shelves go empty. I've been working on building muscle but also trying to maintain a certain degree of body fat. The difference between life and death could be 10 pounds if you have to be on the road for a month and you don't have enough food, etc.
Congrats on getting healthy. Motherfuckers with an extra 50 pounds are bragging about their 10,000 rounds of 5.56 stocked up, but who couldn't handle running three blocks in an emergency.
The most important prepping you can do is staying in shape, then staying out of debt.
I feel like you described my struggle perfectly. I just have this overwhelming negative outlook to the point I can't wake up and smell the flowers in good moments. I lost a girl that I should have married because of this negativity, and absolutely obsessing over anything to do with the NWO/reset. I realized even if you are going through hell, men have to create as much stability as possible for women and children no matter how bleak things are. Wish I would have realized this earlier. The NWO got what they wanted because their opposition (me) failed to start a family and got so demoralized I couldn't function. It good to hear other people know how it feels, and are learning to deal with it. I swear it's not the enslavement of humanity that gets me so freaked out, it's the fact that everyone is so oblivious and walking right into it. Makes me feel insane.
Thanks man, I'll work on those since I'm starting over again. I had basically all those factors in line except my emotions were out of control, which is about the most shameful reason to fail. And your advice that I'm the worst at, "Always be willing to recalibrate and look at past mistakes." I really got to work on letting things go and not obsessing over mistakes, glad you pointed that out. Well my career has been too stagnant, and definitely got to hit the gym like crazy, so good place to focus. Been drinking and whining like a liberal too much.
Yes, be a servant.
It's hard work, but worth it. You'll have times where you slack off, then have to get back on the track again, we are all human after all.
Now I think you understand how much of the craziness of some people screaming at the sky because Trump was elected or because you're not wearing a mask is them projecting their own problems and issues on everyone else, like they imagine everyone is just as screwy as they are. Not that you did that, but that's what a lot of leftists do.
And I'll go there, because I think it all fits together; pick up a Bible and start with the gospel of Matthew. We have a hole in our heart that only God can fill.
Debt dont matter during armageddon
Not all prepping is for Armageddon. Currency collapse, natural disasters, riots, etc. etc. are all things to prep for too.
Oh the flip-side, you don't want to be too light, either, when the shelves go empty. I've been working on building muscle but also trying to maintain a certain degree of body fat. The difference between life and death could be 10 pounds if you have to be on the road for a month and you don't have enough food, etc.