I feel like you described my struggle perfectly. I just have this overwhelming negative outlook to the point I can't wake up and smell the flowers in good moments. I lost a girl that I should have married because of this negativity, and absolutely obsessing over anything to do with the NWO/reset. I realized even if you are going through hell, men have to create as much stability as possible for women and children no matter how bleak things are. Wish I would have realized this earlier. The NWO got what they wanted because their opposition (me) failed to start a family and got so demoralized I couldn't function. It good to hear other people know how it feels, and are learning to deal with it. I swear it's not the enslavement of humanity that gets me so freaked out, it's the fact that everyone is so oblivious and walking right into it. Makes me feel insane.
Thanks man, I'll work on those since I'm starting over again. I had basically all those factors in line except my emotions were out of control, which is about the most shameful reason to fail. And your advice that I'm the worst at, "Always be willing to recalibrate and look at past mistakes." I really got to work on letting things go and not obsessing over mistakes, glad you pointed that out. Well my career has been too stagnant, and definitely got to hit the gym like crazy, so good place to focus. Been drinking and whining like a liberal too much.
I feel like you described my struggle perfectly. I just have this overwhelming negative outlook to the point I can't wake up and smell the flowers in good moments. I lost a girl that I should have married because of this negativity, and absolutely obsessing over anything to do with the NWO/reset. I realized even if you are going through hell, men have to create as much stability as possible for women and children no matter how bleak things are. Wish I would have realized this earlier. The NWO got what they wanted because their opposition (me) failed to start a family and got so demoralized I couldn't function. It good to hear other people know how it feels, and are learning to deal with it. I swear it's not the enslavement of humanity that gets me so freaked out, it's the fact that everyone is so oblivious and walking right into it. Makes me feel insane.
Thanks man, I'll work on those since I'm starting over again. I had basically all those factors in line except my emotions were out of control, which is about the most shameful reason to fail. And your advice that I'm the worst at, "Always be willing to recalibrate and look at past mistakes." I really got to work on letting things go and not obsessing over mistakes, glad you pointed that out. Well my career has been too stagnant, and definitely got to hit the gym like crazy, so good place to focus. Been drinking and whining like a liberal too much.
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