Tobacco, Alcohol, Cannabis, Aphetamine, Cocaine, Ketamine, MDMA (Pills and Crystals), Psylocibine, LSD, Hawaiian Baby Woodrose Seeds. There, my entire substance (ab)use history. Make of that what you will. I am not anti-drug. Good for you if DMT helps you. But i've had my fair share of substance-related (mis)adventures and nightmares. I've had my experiences. I've done my dues. And i've been happily abstinent for 3 years now and would rather keep it that way. I do not need substances in my life anymore. I have come to a point in my life where i would rather face the music, where i would rather face reality head on, sober. My synapses have been burned. I've had horror and nightmare and bad trips. It was so bad that i thought for the longest time that i had died during any one of my harder substance trips and that i was either reliving everything up to the moment that i died or that i was already dead and experiencing a limbo or afterlife. I refuse. I refuse.
Try it.
Or i could just not do more psychedelics and fuck up my brain any further. Been there, done that.
I don't know what psychedelics you've been using, but several heal the brain not harm it. I wouldn't consider MDMA a psychedelic..
Tobacco, Alcohol, Cannabis, Aphetamine, Cocaine, Ketamine, MDMA (Pills and Crystals), Psylocibine, LSD, Hawaiian Baby Woodrose Seeds. There, my entire substance (ab)use history. Make of that what you will. I am not anti-drug. Good for you if DMT helps you. But i've had my fair share of substance-related (mis)adventures and nightmares. I've had my experiences. I've done my dues. And i've been happily abstinent for 3 years now and would rather keep it that way. I do not need substances in my life anymore. I have come to a point in my life where i would rather face the music, where i would rather face reality head on, sober. My synapses have been burned. I've had horror and nightmare and bad trips. It was so bad that i thought for the longest time that i had died during any one of my harder substance trips and that i was either reliving everything up to the moment that i died or that i was already dead and experiencing a limbo or afterlife. I refuse. I refuse.
Wow that sounds awful. I hope sobriety brings you solace.