These guys who go to AA.. try to quit and think about wishing they could drink all the time...

The anonymous aspect represents individual ignorance herded under a suggested collective idol (AA). The few suggest unity to deceive the many to agree to each others choices of want/not want; while ignoring need. Unity (unitas; the state of being one; oneness) isn't about choice consenting to suggested choice; but to ONEs choice responding to balance within ALL. Each of us represents a choice based response to the nature we came out of; and the suggestions of others represents the temptation of ignorance thereof (aka want over need).

AA offers each individual member a collective front to hide behind. As long as you adhere to the party-line conformity; you can stay under the radar, which is being incentivized. On the larger scale; this is about maintaining and racketeering the consequences of the drug pushing from above. Just like using law enforcement to both protect organized crime from above; while playing law enforcement upon the consequences thereof at the bottom. Balance.

see what other things you're talking about.

I try to adapt to whatever inspires; while putting it into the perspective of natural law; based on my comprehension thereof.

I had to shut off the music though. I can't have lyrics going on while I'm trying to read.

See; I mute suggested music and go over the lyrics; while enjoying the ever changing natural ambience as the soundtrack of life.

picture what you mean. You know what I mean?

Memory misuse. You are being moved (inception towards death); and so your senses perceive moving pictures; which inspires your free will of choice to respond to (need of adaptation); yet it also tempts you to want to hold onto stuff. Nature does not suggest words (information); it communicates inspiration for on the spot adaptation. Your conscious memory represents a ram aka a temporary storage of information for ongoing adaptation to inspiration; yet one can choose to ignore this while misusing it like a hard-drive aka accumulation of suggested information till capacity.

While you mentally picture the text another suggested; you ignore being physically moved; aka in demand to adapt by choice of reaction for the sustenance of form (life) within flow (inception towards death). You can instead teach/train yourself to adapt on the fly to what inspires; instead of trying first to recreate the information from others mentally; to then make a judgement upon believing vs not believing (reason) it.

I really gotta go slow, not be distracted by, oh you can be checking this or that out on the internet.

The race you perceive represents a) the few suggesting the many to seek progress; want achievements; be afraid/hopeful towards suggested outcomes etc. and b) the ignorance (choice of want over need) of being moved from inception towards death. The ever changing moment we exist in as life represents the moment(um) of motion aka the balance for our choice of response.

All suggestions aim at distracting one from balancing by choice aka suggestion represents temptation to ignore need for want (self sustenance of life for temptation luring towards death). Free will of choice represents ONEs response to balance within ALL...not to the suggested choices by others. Those who comprehend this are parasitically exploiting those who ignore it by suggestions; by playing the happy merchants of temptations aka suggesting want over need aka racketeering ignorance towards natural law.

The internet aka internal net (world wide web) represents the suggestion of fiction (information) over reality (inspiration) to deceive the many to ignore 1 (natural reality) for 0 (digital fiction). All the tools offered within mimic reality within fiction. The few industrialized the allegory of the cave; while deceiving the willing participants to maintain it themselves. For example...the few suggested porn by producing for the "teen" category aka what the many wanted the most; which was then transformed by the many into the "amateur" category aka the many producing their own tools of enslavement; because they want to. The few comprehend what temptation causes within movement (corruption of form through flow) and so they simply suggest temptations to the many; while feeding them right back into flow.

Ya gotta calm that down, because that's why most people have no attention span. They'll check something and after 1 sentence they move on. lol.

It turns out; one cannot choose for another one, and the lack of attention span represents the self inflicted consequence of choosing want over need (ignorance). I had to learn/teach myself that I cannot write to change others; because that would imply suggesting information to them, so even if they believe me; it would not change their ignorance towards using choice to adapt to inspiration within balance. They would just become followers of me; while staying ignorant.

Instead I started to adapt to what inspires me; while resisting the temptations suggested by others aka their wants/not wants aka their ignorance. The ignorance of others tempts insolence within self, and the more one tries to change the mind of others; the more their unfathomable ignorance becomes a temptation for one to turn of them. Instead I started to strip ignorance of the suggested tools that allows it to hide behind (starting with all the -isms; but then focusing on words aka idolized meaning). Nature does not use words; it doesn't brand information; we do to deceive each other from communicating with nature (by resonance). All suggested words and languages represent spell-craft from the few upon the many; and once again it's our own ignorance that perpetuates it upon each other; starting with domesticating the free will of our children; when we suggest them to consent to suggested words; brands; idols.

Instead of responding as "free" will of choice to the "dom"-inance of balance; we are deceived to respond to the suggested choices by others; who gain thereby the power the react in the name of (in nomine) the idols we consent to; starting with our names. Change your name and you are still you under natural law; yet the beast system is designed around the name you submit your free will of choice to.

But just any sentence it's like.. what's he mean there.

I strip language from as much suggested complexity as possible; until the simplicity underneath becomes harder to ignore.

I only do voice and text on my smart phone, no data.

You acknowledged the distractions; while focusing on what is suggested underneath the spectacle. That's one layer of deception. It's like resisting the magician; while questioning the trick, and once you understand the trick; all the distractions fall away as the sales-pitch for the trick.

The aim is ones ignorance towards being moved; the trick is the suggestion of affixed meaning. When you mentally go over suggested information; you cannot simultaneously adapt to perceived inspiration. To react to want vs not want represents to ignore need. For example...the few suggest his-story to deceive each of the many to ignore that being ONE within ALL represents their story. Once you understand this; suggested his-story falls away in its entirety. That's the scope of deception we're dealing with, and only oneself can choose to resit that scope of ignorance.

You can train this...take your most severe fears; go outside, look at the nearest other life-form, and ask yourself...why do we share a habitat; yet only I'm tormented by these fears? The more you do; the easier it will be to allow yourself to question where these fears originated from...your consent to the suggestions of others.

Like lately, re-reading the lengthy "Hidden hand" interview.

Which one? Rofschild or the ones on the chans?

He kind of talks like you a bit.

When you understand more of this system; and your consciousness isn't self restricted to the suggested information by others (filling up your memory; while also causing the ego aka the internal monologue tempting nonstop ignorance); then communication isn't about reasoning; while seeking agreement with others about suggested information anymore; but about adapting to what inspires; resisting the temptation of all the suggested information; trying to leave breadcrumbs towards inspiration for others to start questioning their beliefs (all of them) and also resisting to not react to blatant ignorance by becoming insolent (bickle). Why? Because temptation quickly corrupts us.

The creation

Creation implies creating new aka something out of nothing. That's the parasite inversion of ONEs out of ALL aka transmutation out of base aka energy as the source of everything; causing loss (flow) and growth (form) internally for balance (self sustenance). There's no such thing as new or old within energy; everything exist within the same moment(um) aka ALL that was; is and can be is offered to each ONE within at this ever changing moment...yet requires ONEs choice of reaction to ALL to shape it into form.

You represent the accumulation of all that was; the growth potential of all that is; and the gate-keeper for all that could be aka temporary access to shape ONEself within ongoing ALL.

Logos

Aka the word aka "in the beginning was the word..." aka suggested one creator of all creationism. Meanwhile; flow (velocity) causing form (resistance) in balance with each other are causing friction; vibration; resonance and sound...out of which the ones perceiving it within; have the choice of responding to it by shaping it into words; they then can suggest as meaning to each other. The beginning of "word" can easily be comprehended if one chooses to resist ignoring perceived movement.

WORD, noun [to speak; that which is uttered or thrown out.] - "an articulate or vocal sound" aka form reacting to flow.

cosmos

Aka universe aka unity (unitas; oneness; state of being one). The deception is that other ones suggest us all that is out there; which deceives ONE to ignore ALL for the suggestion of another ONE. Comprehending being ONE within ALL aka form within flow aka resistance within velocity aka choice within balance aka potential within potentiality aka temporary within ongoing etc. represents gain of self discernment. ONE cannot get self discernment within ALL; by consenting to believe the suggestions of another ONE. Only when one has self discernment; can one understand that ALL represents ONE in energy aka the ONEness of ALL aka the unity requiring each within to choose to resonate with it.

The temporary growth (form) within the ongoing loss (flow) is based upon internal self segregation of potentiality (ALL) into potential (ONE). Our individual growth represents back towards ONEness. A parasite sleight of hand for that is "back to the future" aka back/towards, a trick one can only see; once the suggested deception (past; present; future) holds no power anymore. All that was is now; all that can be represents what ONEs choice of response to ALL will shape out of it...or choose to ignore.

what made all this

The deception here is to suggest you to want to know what made all this; which in return deceives you to ignore that ALL represents each ONE within itself. It's not made; but internally segregated out of ALL existence. ALL uses each ONE for loss/growth aka self sustenance through internal balance...that which energizes energy. Allow yourself to question being within constant movement and then acknowledge how each and every one of your consented to beliefs contradicts being within movement. Why? Because you choose to hold onto those suggested "affixed" beliefs; which deceive you to ignore adapting by choice to balance (momentum) in motion.