I am at my wits end....
I have been unemployed for almost a year. My finances have drained, and I am now without a home and living out a vehicle. I have no drug problems, I have a bachelors of science, a decade of professional experience - consulted for years, even created a successful startup almost a decade ago. I was promoted at every job, received performance bonuses every year for over 6 years - praised by teams, and was seen as the guy who you could throw anything at if no one else knew what to do. I took on the hard problems, fixed the holes, and moved on to the next problem as usually once I was done, it was good for at least 6-12 months instead of constant fires.
I made the mistake of requesting change from HR because they had deteriorated some of the company culture and morale, and instead of listening to my concerns - I was fired immediately without so much as them even wondering what I did (since this was the first yime I had spoken yo HR in years about anything and never to this person)
Fired. No cause. No reason. I had to settle with them because I didnt want the courts involved as that is just pain....
Since then, I am 100% certain I have been blacklisted by most of the industry because of this HR person's connections, vindictive personality, and Yes...she is DEI posterchild....
So...now I am homeless, jobless, still no addictions, and yet cannot even get through a single ATS system. The only people who even reach out for interviews are tiny businesses which cannot afford to pay me fairly, scams, and people who want me to work for them for free and essentially begging me to start businesses with them (with zero chance of success i should mention).
I am at the end of my rope....and I am not going to hang myself with it silently....I am going to start to lynch some HR cpmpanies and take back some autonomy.....
Mangioni....targeted insurance.
I am coming for HR....The entire thing must be burned to the ground. I am not fed...but prison has three square meals a day....and shelter.
Who can help me? I am literally at the point where if I dont get a job in a month or two...I will be booking a comfy spot at a federal prison (or perhaps I will just take out the companies like a OKC style....)
If you know an HR company....burn them down like a mosque....
I dont know if you live in one of the western countries. I will assume you do.
But, I see your already struggling, I feel your pain. Thats similar to how I felt after being poisoned at work.
Do you ever wonder if this shit was intentional?
Like I keep running what happened to me over and over in my head and it just doesnt make sense. That so many people could be so dumb and inept. From doctors to wcb caseworkers. It all felt so intentional.
For some reason I keep thinking about
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zersetzung
Its crazy that woman from regina has been dealing with her parathyroid issues for 8 years, shes had 3/4 of her parathyroids removed. Which is why she is asking for maid lmao.
Its year 6 for me and I finally managed to do a 24 hour urine. Maybe its the low phosphorous talking, but shit doesnt feel right at all.
If by some one in a billion chance its real, breaking the law is exactly what they would want you to do.
Ive accepted im going to be homeless, it doesnt scare me like it used to but maybe thats because I dont expect to live long once I stop eating lmao. My phospho levels still arent normal despite getting the vitamin d in the normal range, which is what this dumb redneck suspected was going to happen.
I will also say, i had similar thoughts when I was at my lowest. I think its a natural reaction to someone throwing you away like a dishrag. I seriously contemplated lighting myself on fire in front of WCB's offices had the heart problems been permanent. It just "slightly" damaged me, no big deal according to wcb or the doctors. WCB told me they dont deal with medical negligence.
When digging into the history of WCB here, I was surprised to discover only one person had killed themselves with a gun in the parking lot decades ago. But thats what I consider a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
You still got your health, you still have options. I feel so tired nowadays, im almost hoping its cancer or something. Id go spend my finals days in the woods where I came from.
I appreciate your sincere response. I really do because it is clear to me you do understand somewhat where I am coming from. You too have been shit on by the system and told to accept it, but somehow not be angry about it, and god forbid actually do something either. That is exactly how I feel - "Like a dishrag who has been tossed aside still fresh from the package and good to use"
I guess in someways I am step ahead of you - despite it being an accelerated ramp for me (1 year vs your 6) - in that the government is also claiming I owe them money for being unemployed because they claim my unemployment cheque was given out incorrectly - they cancelled my benefits (I got one week's cheque after months of waiting) and then they denied my claim - and put out a debt claim for that 1 week cheque...as if I was some fucking TFW foreigner who is living on the government) .... socialist policies my ass.....they wont even say I am worthy of umemployment....drove me homeless....and say I owe them interest on this debt.... FUCK THEM SO MUCH...
And these days --- I do live in the woods ;) - because that is now my home....The animals are very nice to me, lots of nice birds, lots of joy from nature....as soon as I go into town to get supplies or fill up I can feel the psychic energies pulling on me...our society is so unhealthy and so stressed out...its literally saturating the Airwaves and EM waves... Like no joke...its unbearable to feel the angst of this modern world.....
EVERYWHERE (since I travel to avoid issues with police or locals recognizing that I am homeless since they try to make your life hell if they do...OR fake pity which is just as annoying) the same problems.... Poverty in the elderly (WHO FUCKING HAD IT SO GOOD!) .... Hopelessness in the young...... Middle Aged Men who by my standards are fucking living a good life....complaining they are losing their savings slowly to inflation and having to downsize.... No accountability for any politicians....Just apathy....and despair..... Its rough when you walk into a town and hear people who literally have more than I do in their one hand...saying how they are struggling to make ends meet......... like.....they do not even know......how good they got it...
I do live in the woods...because it is the safest place to live when you are homeless....I AM only able to do this because I am lucky to have a vehicle and not be completely on the street.....
But being homeless....makes it really hard to get a job....and even applying for social support requires often times......phone numbers.....and internet access... WHICH I only have for so much longer if this continues.....
Not to mention.....Local hiring laws......are not friendly to anyone who is down and out....BUT IF YOU ARE FOREIGNER WHO WILL DESTROY OUR CULTURE FOR MINIMUM WAGE COME ON IN...FREE HOUSING....FREE MONEY...FREE EVERYTHING....