and ya, I gpt too. The texts are not first hand account of Jesus healing people, creating food, etc. there should be lots and lots more.

You're moving the goalpost. You said Jesus was not a real historic person and there were no accounts of Him outside of the Bible. I disproved that and now you make the argument to be about miracles.

God, Jesus, religions are too good of tool to self manage populations. You haven't considered that? Every you believe was a set up to manage your region of this prison?

That's a psychological report and it has nothing to do with whether Christianity is true or false. You are basically presupposing it to be false which is begging the question. I can say the exact same thing about any other belief system like materialism or non-traditional spirituality (which is in fact heavily promoted by the NWO - look up SRI's paper Changing Images of Man or the writings of Aldous and Julian Huxley, H.G Wells and many others; then there's the new age and the hippy movement, burning man, eastern religions and philosophies which align well with their agenda, etc). Anything can be a tool for control. Like for example sex, money or power. Does that mean those are made up too?

How do you knows what's true? Same as I, faith in your source. I still need faith that the experiences I have with my connection to my soul, the feeling of warmth, love, knowingness, truth, is real. I don't fully understand where it comes from, does that mean it's God? No. Do I consider if it's the devil hiding in disguise, sure. I have tested everything to the next of my ability and found truth more than all my years as devoted Christian.

I have a coherent worldview that can justify knowledge, reason, truth, meaning, free will, morality, the soul, etc. I'm not sure how any of these concepts makes sense in your wolrdview, what binds them together and gives them universality and yet somehow you're pretty adamant God doesn't exist. Cool, where are those things located then and how do you know they exist? Because you feel like they do? Are they just in your mind? Well maybe all you're feeling are chemical reactions and meaning is an illusion we evolved to believe so that we could live and not fall into nihilism.

Btw I called the "spiritual non-religious" position you take new age because it is a product of the new age movement. I don't mean you hold the same beliefs as other new agers, because as in protestantism (which you were part of), there isn't a unified doctrine of the new age because the point of it is to be individualistic - to conceive of you as god or the ultimate spiritual being (in protestantism it is you as your own pope basically because interpretation of scripture is up to you aka sola scriptura).

But the common ground in the new age is that everyone is on their own spiritual journey and general hostility towards traditional organized religion (mostly Christianity) which is seen as limited/oppressive/controlling/manipulative and stands in the way of the ultimate truth about reality (the tool of control narrative which was made popular since the Enlightenment by jewish, communist and masonic authors who sought to destroy the old Christian world order).