Sometimes I wish that I had never begun questioning things, sometimes I wish I could go back to being wide-eyed and optimistic about the world, unaware of the realities that have been hidden in the past, present, and future. In my experience, ignorance could well have been bliss, as an awakened life is certainly not a happier life.
The one truth I have not been able to uncover is that of purpose and of meaning. Every goal that I once had, my dream job, aspirations, plans for the future, children etc. have all been whittled away upon realizing that everything we have ever been told is a lie, and is continuously built upon by more lies. Our governments and neighbors have sold us down the river, and society is increasingly foreign (in both the literal and figurative sense), hostile, unwelcoming and expensive. People screw each other over for financial incentives, and all that matters is materialism. Hell even if you try to live a pure life, you cannot escape every one else.
Governmental endorsed mass immigration has destroyed culture, identity, economy, safety and security. Of course, the knee-jerk reaction is to scream 'fight for the west and our values!' - to which I ask, 'what values?' we have become a weak whimper of a society: men who think they are women, drag queens, refugees welcome, gay pride parades, feminist harpies and the grooming of children (to name a few). This madness is our 'western values' - values which we cannot question openly without facing censorship or legal repercussions. We are utterly powerless to do anything about any of this. Add to the fact that Joe normie hasn't got the faintest clue and couldn't give two shits either way so long as they have bread and circuses.
My question to those out there who question authority, delve deeply into narratives, look beyond lies and seek truths and have been at the milestone I am now facing: how do you find contentment these days? How do you go on knowing the absolute state of the world, knowing there is nothing you can do, and nowhere you can run? I am at a point where I see no optimism in the future and question what the point is in continuing in a world so full of deceit, corruption, evil and stupidity.
How did you find meaning and purpose?
That implies closing ones eyes to perceivable origin, while focusing on suggested outcomes. In other words...wishing FOR tempts one to ignore being moved FORwards.
Suggested questions tempt one to seek suggested answers, which both tempt one to ignore that perceivable solution (inception towards death) generates perceiving problems (life).
Being implies ones problem (temporary growth) to sustain self within solution (ongoing loss)...any question/quest implies moving forwards; while any answer implies others tempting one forwards. This implies suggested progressivism, and distracts one from being resistance (growth) within velocity (loss).
Following orders; going along the mainstream; marching along party-line; consenting (buy) to suggested (sell); choosing want (outcome) over need (origin) etc. are all implying progression forwards instead of resisting the temptation thereof.
Few suggest optimism (order out of chaos) as the inversion of chaos out of order aka ongoing natural order (inception towards death) generating temporary chaos (life). Only this way...no matter how much chaos those within build; nature orders it all continuously.
From a different perspective...motion generates momentum (inception towards death) for matter (life). Where? Internally, hence EN'ERGY, noun (Gr. work) - "Internal or inherent power" aka energy (motion) generating power of loss (momentum) for the power of growth (matter) within...a self sustaining system aka free-dom...free will of choice (life) within the dom-inance of balance (inception towards death).
In short...only within optimum (loss) can there be deficiency (growth). Why? For the momentary opportunity to grow deficiency within optimum into efficiency.
Reality cannot hide; it offers everything (perceivable) towards each one (perception) at any moment (momentum of motion)...it's ones consent to suggested fiction; which tempts one to hide self underneath ignorance/denial of reality for fiction.
Nature reveals (inception) before concealing (death); which matters (life)....those within nature utilize suggestion to conceal the revelation of perception. Why? Because if many ignore reality; then few can control them with fiction. Works like a charm...
a) Others suggest durationism (past; present; future) to distract ones perception from perceivable position (now). One can only exist now; never before or after aka within perceivable moment (momentum of motion).
Consenting to that corrupts ones power (growth) within continuance (loss). Why? Because one is now holding onto that which was (past); projecting hope/fear towards that which will be, all while permitting others to define; redefine and contradict what is presented (present).
b) Instead of present; consider PRES'ENCE, noun (Latin proesentia; proe, before, and esse, to be) aka send (perceivable) before being (perceivable). Meanwhile; PRESENT (German Gift; poison). Remember the smurf giving out presents? Jokey...
Bliss aka "highest degree of happiness"...happy aka happen-stance implies "to come by chance" aka an effect of an unknown cause.
Being implies effect (perception) of known cause (perceivable)....others (happy merchants of temptations) suggest happenstance (happy stance) to distract one from known cause affecting ones effects. It's about curtailing potential among many to increase potential of few.
The foundation of ignorance implies ones free will of choice to ignore need (resistance) for want (temptation). One needs to resist wanted temptations.
Perceivable implies "change"; holding onto suggested is called "truth"....change contradicts truth; which is called "lie". The resulting conflicts (truth vs lies) are called reasoning and are distracting both sides from perceivable change aka from discerning self (life) within a moving system (inception towards death).
In short: no truth; no lies; just change...unless ignored by free will of choice.
Example: I AM (life) changes into I WAS (death). Branding "I AM" as truth will change into a lie. Others can exploit ones ignorance of change to suggest truths and lies, while contradicting both sides against each other with change.
Aka temporary growth (life)...within ongoing loss (inception towards death). The trick...others suggest goals to distract one from growing within loss. How? Goals imply outcomes; being (growth) implies within origin (loss). Resisting suggested goals; grows resistance within perceivable loss.
The highest value (perceivable) in existence implies evaluation (perception)...consenting to any suggested values; goals; achievements; prices etc. devalues ones evaluation through ignorance.
a) The foundation of suggested lies implies ones consent to suggested truth. The more one holds onto truth; the more lies others can stack upon it, which always collapses upon itself within the real foundation of perceivable change.
b) Ignoring need (perceivable) for want (suggested)...within a moving system...implies wanting more, hence going with the motion (inception towards death) being faster than resisting (life).
The path of least resistance implies ones choice to ignore to resisting. Others will tell you whatever you want or not want to hear, all to tempt you to ignore need (perceivable) for want (suggested).
a) Down the river implies from inception towards death.
b) Consenting (buy) to suggested (sell) implies a mercantile contract aka a commercial trade. To buy anything suggested implies selling self out.
Being implies native (life) within foreign (inception towards death). Foreign (whole) sets natives (partials) apart from one another...others suggest social-ism to tempt partials back together aka e pluribus unum (out of many; one) or tikkun olam healing the world by bringing together) or abrahamism (father of multitude) or equality (same) through diversity (difference) etc.
Foreign (ongoing loss) decreases native (temporary growth) unless resisted, hence many being tempted together to permit few to remain apart... https://www.jewishpress.com/indepth/opinions/the-jews-of-germany-a-people-apart/2021/10/10/
-ism implies as suggested by another, hence tempting ones consent/submission of self to another. Material/matter (life) needs to resist momentum (inception towards death) of motion as to sustain self apart from one another.
It's ones consent (material-ist) to suggested (material-ism) which tempts partials together aka RELIGION, noun (Latin religio; to bind anew).
MATE'RIAL, adjective (Latin materia, matter) - "Important; momentous" aka imported by motion into momentum. Spiritual implies matters adaptation to being imported into momentum of motion aka Latin spiro - "to breathe".
a) Suggested identiarianism (same) tempts one to ignore being different from one another.
b) Same (inception towards death) generates differences (life).
Only perceivable (all value) towards perception (ones evaluation)...not whatever others suggest as valuable. The term "valuable" implies enabled (perception) by value (perceivable).
Suggested currency tempts one (life) to ignore perceivable current (inception towards death)...holding onto suggested currency drowns one within perceivable current, which one willingly ignores when consenting to suggested.
a) CONTENT, adjective (to be held; to hold)...ones mind (ment) isn't held; it's being set free (will of choice) within perceivable (inspiration). Choosing to hold onto suggested (information) establishes dis-content, when perceivable takes apart suggested, no matter how hard one tries to hold onto it.
b) Finding implies searching for that which is lost. Doing so distracts one from growing self discernment as growth (life) within loss (inception towards death). Loss doesn't need to be found; it implies the foundation for ones growth within.
Growing (resistance) within loss (temptation) implies that "resistance is fertile".
Being implies partial (perception) within absolute (perceivable)...only then can one grow comprehension by adapting to perceivable.
Others suggest absolutism (affixed values) to distract one from being (evaluation within moving value)...ones consent affixes the suggested within ones mind/memory.
Masons of free (will of choice) utilize bricks (suggested information) and mortar (ones consent) to build walls of ignorance within the minds/memories of many.
Nothing (Latin nihilo) implies suggested nihil-ism by others and ones consent to de-nial perceivable for it.
Being (perception) implies within everything (perceivable).
Any suggested point (end of sentence) tempts one to ignore being (life sentence).
a) ME'ANING (having in mind)...implies either suggested information held onto (want) or perceivable inspiration going through (need). One needs to resist wanted temptation, and wields the free will of choice for it.
Consider if mind/memory needs to be used like a ram (temporary storage for ongoing adaptation), while tempting to want to be misused like a hard-drive (storage until capacity)? Filling up a hard-drive slows ram...
MEAN, adjective (Latin communis, vulgus, minor and minuo) - "of little value; low in worth or estimation; low minded"...try letting go of suggested meaning to know what that means.
b) Purpose (Latin propositum) aka position (posit) before (pro) aka before (inception towards death) ones position (life)...not the suggestion of others where one exists, but the discernment of self about the who, where; what and why of being?
SELF discernment cannot be gained by others.