It seems you value the idea of "knowing" which is admirable. However, consider the idea of "becoming" which is exclusive from knowing. Stupid people, who know little, often may end up with higher agency than those that know. Needing to tell people about what you know is the sin of Pride.
Either stop the consipiracy, or hamper it, but if you tell someone that would aim to kill you if they knew you knew then they might just actually try to kill you.
if this is too long, listen i was investigating something that turned out to be an actual small conspiracy, and actually found out who my personal enemies were and that its more than seriously real.
just believe me I have to leave fast I need advice, im hoping survive here 1 year so i can make just enough money to start somewhere
but i may well SERIOUSLY have to suddenly with no money or resources at any time.
im not sure if someone will come for me or if the attacks on my life will get worse.
if someone comes for me I have to run immediately no matter what.
i didnt have a plan for this scenario as i always thought i would find out i was like delusional and crazy. i never expected to figure out holy shit this is real serious and everything makes logical sense now.
so i aint got money aint got family idea is if i can get some money i'll do the normal thing irresponsibly 2 months rent outta here.
in the worst case scenario if someone might be coming for me then i am going to leave IMMEDIATELY by foot and walk out of the state with no food or money. if this happens i have to sleep on the street and steal from stores to survive.
you're a dick this is actually serious i was investigating local criminals involving high crimes like human trafficking, drug trafficking, and secret sex clubs and the interrelation between all 3, as well as personally looking for a specific group of criminals who were responsible for the destruction of my life and my inability to ever recover.
when someone does something REAL nobody on the fucking internet believes it because clearly its the jews always not anything else.
listen i actually might be in trouble motherfucker. I MIGHT DIE. this isnt a joke.
this is now going to progress past reputation destruction to having consequences of being a KNOWN OUTED SPY.
I am LITERALLY IN RED ALERT TROUBLE BEGGING FOR HELP and fuckers wont shut up about "teh jews" to listen to my fucking request.
How hard is it to understand mission abort im going to die?
why can nobody just take it on faith AND GIVE ME ADVICE ON BUGGING THE FUCK OUT SOON.
IM FUCKING SERIOUS IDIOT. ITS NOT A JOKE I WISH IT WAS.
IF YOU FUCKERS AND REDDIT KEEP DOING THIS idk what the fuck im gonna do.
im prolly just gonna end up walking out of the state and praying to god to provide for me.
i knew someone would ask. its not actually what you think -- the sex club shit i always knew i just didnt think it was a big deal apparantly its super secret and i was never supposed to know but truth is i did i thought it was hot and i got sexual experience fast.
10 years ago i dated someone who i had stolen from an extreme BDSM sex club life and these clubs are obviously pretty secret.
thats not what im REALLY investigating tho.
when that went to hell I suspected there was a rival gang or group gradually feeding her drugs to get her addicted and convince her to go back to the lifestyle AND directly into sex work as a prostitute to pay for said drugs.
it became pretty obvious that that club lifestyle had way more connections than i ever imagined combined with predators who leverage drugs and trade drugs with these specific individuals.
essentially i was able to uncover specifically who is where involved in this on which side. that actually all of this did happen.
after that it wasnt enough my entire life and support group was systematically taken apart -- every friend and connection i ever had in my life GONE overnight.
everyone hated me, it was hard to get jobs. if i made a friend -- that friend would speak to someone else and they would suddenly change and never talk to me again.
i had begun being socially blacklisted and attacked with lies, slander, etc. anything they did was pinned on me (the drug feeding, etc) i was used as a scapegoat.
even 10 years later nothing changed people didnt stop thought it quieted since i disappeared and hid at home.
note its not the girls i dont blame them they are being controlled somehow and i even suspect some predatory men are feeding them drugs like that to leverage their proclivities towards free sex to turn them into prostitutes or simply have undisclosed sex with stds. its usually something fucked up like that. i see it in their eyes each time and even knew it would happen the second time -- after all i was a spy -- like they dont WANT to be betraying me or stopping talking -- its not their choice this is an order from someone who has power over them -- power to cut them off, excommunicate them, etc.
but because of what happened to me i suspected other criminals were responsible for conspiring against me to totally destroy my life and make irrecoverable.
so obviously i have a sixth sense for these girls.
i found another one who had no friends allies around to vet me or ask about me so its golden opportunity -- actually the bdsm club submissive girls... I happen to be their type so i saw her and was "shes coming honeypot you are sweet vanilla boy thats slowly gonna come out and pretend to be totally in on it because you already know"
it worked. I passed the whole initation test and everything before they able to ask about me. afterwards it became apparant i had confirmed all this. now everyone KNOWS i know and knows i might retaliate or run.\
theyve even tried to goad me into retaliation and shit.
the reality here is I knew about the sex clubs i thought it was cool to basically become a porn star ok? i didnt care about that. ever. nor was i ever going to out anybody over that.
what i wanted to know was the CONNECTIONS. and it explained a lot -- was people stealing my mail neighbors who hated my family.
once they came out and harrassed me and interacted with me because i made myself visible to the "illuminati" i became able to quickly identify who was involved now and in the past on the drugs side.
i was also able to watch the girl and question certain things like these girls a lot of them held down and sold for rape children. it looks like something like MKULTRA monarch kind of. thats why they are so ok with sex like that like its nothing. im not saying it goes that deep im just saying thats similar to this.
i watched drug use patterns, paid to everything since this time i had previous experience and was an experience god.
it also helped this was an ARROGANT 25 year old and i had lived her lifestyle when she was 14. so she thinks the world of herself and the entire time i was way more experienced actually in everything. I could detect her but she legitimately though i was that sweet vanilla boy until i called everything out and told her my story so that i could pass initation so to speak. prove i really was "in on it but not in on it"
anyway thats what it was, i was investigating things like drugs, prostitution, secret sex clubs, and who and what was responsible for the destruction of my life exactly and the destruction of my reputation and social blacklisting.
basically what happened was i stole my way into basically everything when i was a kid that people tried to keep me out of and i pissed everyone off bad. nobody ever wanted me part of what was happening there but i ended up part of it anyway.
It seems you value the idea of "knowing" which is admirable. However, consider the idea of "becoming" which is exclusive from knowing. Stupid people, who know little, often may end up with higher agency than those that know. Needing to tell people about what you know is the sin of Pride.
Either stop the consipiracy, or hamper it, but if you tell someone that would aim to kill you if they knew you knew then they might just actually try to kill you.
if this is too long, listen i was investigating something that turned out to be an actual small conspiracy, and actually found out who my personal enemies were and that its more than seriously real.
just believe me I have to leave fast I need advice, im hoping survive here 1 year so i can make just enough money to start somewhere
but i may well SERIOUSLY have to suddenly with no money or resources at any time.
im not sure if someone will come for me or if the attacks on my life will get worse. if someone comes for me I have to run immediately no matter what.
i didnt have a plan for this scenario as i always thought i would find out i was like delusional and crazy. i never expected to figure out holy shit this is real serious and everything makes logical sense now.
so i aint got money aint got family idea is if i can get some money i'll do the normal thing irresponsibly 2 months rent outta here.
in the worst case scenario if someone might be coming for me then i am going to leave IMMEDIATELY by foot and walk out of the state with no food or money. if this happens i have to sleep on the street and steal from stores to survive.
what was the thing you were investigating?
He's investigating our userbase to get a list of rebel strongholds. A spy rat looking for a safehouse to chew into.
you're a dick this is actually serious i was investigating local criminals involving high crimes like human trafficking, drug trafficking, and secret sex clubs and the interrelation between all 3, as well as personally looking for a specific group of criminals who were responsible for the destruction of my life and my inability to ever recover.
when someone does something REAL nobody on the fucking internet believes it because clearly its the jews always not anything else.
listen i actually might be in trouble motherfucker. I MIGHT DIE. this isnt a joke.
this is now going to progress past reputation destruction to having consequences of being a KNOWN OUTED SPY.
I am LITERALLY IN RED ALERT TROUBLE BEGGING FOR HELP and fuckers wont shut up about "teh jews" to listen to my fucking request.
How hard is it to understand mission abort im going to die?
why can nobody just take it on faith AND GIVE ME ADVICE ON BUGGING THE FUCK OUT SOON.
IM FUCKING SERIOUS IDIOT. ITS NOT A JOKE I WISH IT WAS.
IF YOU FUCKERS AND REDDIT KEEP DOING THIS idk what the fuck im gonna do.
im prolly just gonna end up walking out of the state and praying to god to provide for me.
You've typed 10,000 words and said only 1 thing: you're scared of your enemies
You haven't named them or anything anyone has done.
Maybe I'm a dick. But you're not helping yourself either.
i knew someone would ask. its not actually what you think -- the sex club shit i always knew i just didnt think it was a big deal apparantly its super secret and i was never supposed to know but truth is i did i thought it was hot and i got sexual experience fast.
10 years ago i dated someone who i had stolen from an extreme BDSM sex club life and these clubs are obviously pretty secret.
thats not what im REALLY investigating tho.
when that went to hell I suspected there was a rival gang or group gradually feeding her drugs to get her addicted and convince her to go back to the lifestyle AND directly into sex work as a prostitute to pay for said drugs.
it became pretty obvious that that club lifestyle had way more connections than i ever imagined combined with predators who leverage drugs and trade drugs with these specific individuals.
essentially i was able to uncover specifically who is where involved in this on which side. that actually all of this did happen.
after that it wasnt enough my entire life and support group was systematically taken apart -- every friend and connection i ever had in my life GONE overnight.
everyone hated me, it was hard to get jobs. if i made a friend -- that friend would speak to someone else and they would suddenly change and never talk to me again.
i had begun being socially blacklisted and attacked with lies, slander, etc. anything they did was pinned on me (the drug feeding, etc) i was used as a scapegoat.
even 10 years later nothing changed people didnt stop thought it quieted since i disappeared and hid at home.
note its not the girls i dont blame them they are being controlled somehow and i even suspect some predatory men are feeding them drugs like that to leverage their proclivities towards free sex to turn them into prostitutes or simply have undisclosed sex with stds. its usually something fucked up like that. i see it in their eyes each time and even knew it would happen the second time -- after all i was a spy -- like they dont WANT to be betraying me or stopping talking -- its not their choice this is an order from someone who has power over them -- power to cut them off, excommunicate them, etc.
but because of what happened to me i suspected other criminals were responsible for conspiring against me to totally destroy my life and make irrecoverable.
so obviously i have a sixth sense for these girls.
i found another one who had no friends allies around to vet me or ask about me so its golden opportunity -- actually the bdsm club submissive girls... I happen to be their type so i saw her and was "shes coming honeypot you are sweet vanilla boy thats slowly gonna come out and pretend to be totally in on it because you already know"
it worked. I passed the whole initation test and everything before they able to ask about me. afterwards it became apparant i had confirmed all this. now everyone KNOWS i know and knows i might retaliate or run.\
theyve even tried to goad me into retaliation and shit.
the reality here is I knew about the sex clubs i thought it was cool to basically become a porn star ok? i didnt care about that. ever. nor was i ever going to out anybody over that.
what i wanted to know was the CONNECTIONS. and it explained a lot -- was people stealing my mail neighbors who hated my family.
once they came out and harrassed me and interacted with me because i made myself visible to the "illuminati" i became able to quickly identify who was involved now and in the past on the drugs side.
i was also able to watch the girl and question certain things like these girls a lot of them held down and sold for rape children. it looks like something like MKULTRA monarch kind of. thats why they are so ok with sex like that like its nothing. im not saying it goes that deep im just saying thats similar to this.
i watched drug use patterns, paid to everything since this time i had previous experience and was an experience god.
it also helped this was an ARROGANT 25 year old and i had lived her lifestyle when she was 14. so she thinks the world of herself and the entire time i was way more experienced actually in everything. I could detect her but she legitimately though i was that sweet vanilla boy until i called everything out and told her my story so that i could pass initation so to speak. prove i really was "in on it but not in on it"
anyway thats what it was, i was investigating things like drugs, prostitution, secret sex clubs, and who and what was responsible for the destruction of my life exactly and the destruction of my reputation and social blacklisting.
basically what happened was i stole my way into basically everything when i was a kid that people tried to keep me out of and i pissed everyone off bad. nobody ever wanted me part of what was happening there but i ended up part of it anyway.
Two questions:
Michigan?
Hispanics?
I will help you if: