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This is the text transcript I pulled from Arizona Wilder speaking at Conspiracy Con 2003 in Santa Clara, California. 1hr37min, which didn't have CC.

Arizona Wilder - Deceived No More (2003)

This is like super potato quality.. the download was 240p. So back from those days.

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51k text characters so cutting in parts.

The Illuminati, as the popular term for them today, is a group which has been around for thousands of years on this planet. They came from off of this planet and interbred with humans. They are reptilian. They have their chosen bloodlines and they continue to try and keep their genetics pure and interbreed with these chosen bloodlines. These beings are part human and they are part reptilian and they continue to run the planet. They are our world leaders and nobody at this kind of time who is a government leader is there running the countries unless they were put there by them or they are one of them. Bloodlines, in my particular case, I was a slave and to them most of humanity are all of humanity. They consider it inferior. They consider humanity a resource to be used for their purpose. They are at a time, a very important time right now, when they are working with some new energies on this planet that they don't work well with. So a lot is coming out into the open and that is higher law, that it must come out into the open and they are under higher law also. I was chosen for what I did and for my involvement because my family was bloodline. My mother's family, all I knew growing up was that they were Irish for generations, not even any brown-eyed people among them. My mother, her sister, went back to Ireland and researched the bloodline, the family genetics, in the early 70s and I was told that the original family on the father's side actually came from the south of France. Anyone that has done any reading from some well-known authors at this point know that Southern France plays a major role in this, that is the source of their virgin bloodlines. On the other side in her family, it has been told to me that her mother's father was a ritual statistician with the Crater Cornotty Lodge and he was one of the founding members. That Lodge is very involved in a very high level. On my father's side, I have been told that his father, and I have seen the papers that he's in the government, I have also been told by a number of persons approaching me that he is an illegitimate Rothschild. Now I was always told that that bloodline was in cure. The Rothschilds are not looked upon within the Illuminati as a cure-high bloodline. They have a lot of arguments among themselves as to the purity of their bloodlines and that there is a group within, or there are more than one group within the Illuminati that consider themselves the purest of bloodlines and that they rule by right. They feel that they rule by right and not to be elected by the pope or okay by any type of Christianity to rule. So they have many disagreements, discourse, and arguments among themselves and that is a weak point with them that they cannot agree and they have big egos and that is where they will eventually touch themselves up with their ego. I was chosen because of the bloodline and I was chosen because I have psychic ability. This was tested out and shown when I was a very young child about age three. When I was three years old, I was causing objects to move without touching them. This is an ability that they look for, it's not important that you can move objects. That's not the important part that shows that you have a psychic ability which is what they look for because reptilian bloodlines in a way they are very psychic, they can read any of you and know what you're going to do before you do it and they're not to be underestimated that way but they cannot enter in to any dimension higher than a fourth dimension. They do not have the genetics to do it. They were hoping, interbreeding with humans that they would have the ability, they do not have it. They continue to utilize human beings for many purposes and the purpose that they utilize me for, for my psychic ability, my ability to enter in to higher dimensions, my ability to bring down those that are still in this so called fourth dimension into this physical realm. Some of the things that I can remember about the psychic ability that I had, my mother was constantly on me about polterdice activity in the house which she blamed on me. There were light spears in the house, there were things moving in the house and she talked about troubled children that have polterdice activity around them and I at the time in my multiple six days before I had multiple personality disorder and part of me that was out didn't have a clue. I didn't know why she was telling me this and she was also very psychic. This is another point that I would like to make because it came down from her side of the family. She was very psychic woman and she was utilized the way that she was utilized. I do not know because it was kept away from me. I was very apart, very separated from my mother and they wanted it that way. I have seen others that were also very psychic and this is something that they are the ones that are the forefront, the pushing source for search for psychic people. I can remember telling people things that I knew that there was a death around people. I would tell them I see this, I see that you are going to come close to death, you are going to be in an accident and this would happen. This happened with an art teacher that I was taking on painting lessons and I told her that. I can actually remember I was in nursing school going in and laying hands on somebody and they were actually the next day at the hospital and they had been very ill and I was always very aware that it wasn't me, myself doing it with a channel source. I was raised the oldest of four girls. I was raised in the Catholic Church. The Catholic Church does not believe in any of this or they are not acknowledging any of this. It reinforced my programming because it is very ritualistic religion and it was very, every time I went there to church and listen to the sermon, any of these thoughts that I was thinking I pushed to the back of my mind and I didn't think about them so it was very embarrassing. When I was five years old, I was taken to Russia and I was involved in a program with other children who had the same abilities. The Russians were much more advanced in this area, they were very interested in psychic research and what happened to me there was that I was being involved in developing these abilities. They did an ice water immersion with me more than one time, it was many times. I was being immersed in ice water so that my heart would stop beating. My essence would leave my body. I was told that when this happened I was to go to a particular room where there was an officer in a uniform sitting in the room, he was sitting at a table on the table, was a piece of paper and a pencil. All I was to do was to make a mark on paper, that was what I was to do and this proved to them that I did this and it was observed and it was recorded. I was not able to do this the first few times. It was repeated until I was able to do it. It went on from there, what this program was called was Operation North Star. I did not understand, it took me years to understand why would it be called that. All intelligence here was involved with it. The reason that it is called Operation North Star is because when a psychic leaves their body, they are taught to go out into the other dimensions through the North Star. The trigger for me was that these phone calls continued and there were things besides phone calls but as I was trying to go through recovery, the phone calls continued and some of these phone calls were sonar sounds on a phone that you would hear from a submarine. My association that I was given was of picturing a submarine going into the Arctic Ocean into ice water and when that sub was emerged in the water, then I would start to experience this Kundalini energy going all the way up my spine to the chakras and when it got all the way up to my head, then I would leave my body and traverse dimensions whatever it was they wanted me to do and what I know from my work of recovery is that I realized in that state what was going on and my goal was to try and get away from them before they could latch to me in that state and control me and that is what I tried to do. So many years, this went on and I also ended up visiting the parapsychology unit at UCLA. That unit was associated with this. Jolly West was the medical director of that unit and Belma Moss was the psychologist or parapsychologist associated with that unit. They were looking for people that have these abilities. All of these intelligence groups are, there are people in the intelligence groups that are not associated with any of this. However, there are many in the intelligence groups that are associated with this kind of activity and they are working in conjunction with the Illuminati to achieve goals of total control. Psychics are considered very dangerous to new world order because psychics need to be controlled. They are harder to control. Psychics employ a scalar energy, a scalar wave technology that is what is the mode of transport of information and knowledge and it is hard next to impossible to control. So it is monitored soon after I started recovery, I was in a conversation with a woman by the name of Julianne McKinney and Julianne McKinney to my understanding was ex-army intelligence and CIA. She had a contact in the NSA, called her after a conversation to warn me that I was being monitored by the NSA and I was being psychically monitored. This is the term used. My understanding is that the NSA have computers that do psychics monitoring and they monitor brain waves, they monitor you psychically and they have this technology for a while. I was told don't have memories, don't write anything down on paper, wait about a month before you have any of that trying to think of other things because you are being monitored. That was very difficult for me to do because I was in recovery. When I was a child, in order to make me into an obedient slave, I had to be trained and the training actually starts when you are a baby while they are still testing you and you are all they are testing you and you are a baby, they are testing your response to not just stimuli so they will hurt the mother to hurt the baby, they also utilize astrology and there is just no other way to say it, they utilize astrology in order to ensure that they bring about somebody who has the particular characteristics that they are looking for. It doesn't mean that you will do this or that at a certain age, it means that you are more likely to be steered in this direction or that and this is more likely to be your reaction. My birth was engineered to happen so that I was born whether you want to call it a query or a surprise, it was engineered to happen in February and it was right on the cusp, it was about February 23rd, numerology plays an important role to them also because the numerics that you are giving at birth that is your name are influencing factors on you for the rest of your life even if you change your name, I did change my name legally but I didn't do it to get away, I did it to add power, I do not reject my other name but I add to it and I balance it out. This is really in the end all about balancing energies and forces, this is what all of this is about with the Illuminati and with humanity, it isn't about humans versus reptilians, it isn't even about that, it is about the misuse of power, it is about the misuse of energy, it is about the misuse of feminine energy and the misuse of male energy and it needs to be corrected, this solar system is out of balance, this galaxy is out of balance, they are out of balance, they are imposing a false matrix upon this dimension and this needs to be corrected, people need to be aware of it, this is how they will bring down the lower floor into this dimension which is their objective, what people need to understand is that the Illuminati's strings are pulled also, they are not in end in control here, they are also subject to string pulling and they are also subject to being lied to by their puppet masters who are on other dimension, their other dimensional level they might have been to, so I am not in judgment, my message is things need to change, whether they want to change them is another matter, but we need to do something, when I was a child, the basic training that goes on with children is to remove a sense of safety and security, so children go through things like having a close family member, such as a father and or mother and or brothers or sisters, older moms, cousins, aunts, uncles, family friends, more or less them, perpetrate upon them in the most horrendous way, there is nothing more awful that you can do to a little child than to sexually molest and perpetrate on your person, because here is an adult that is supposed to love you, take care of you, and what are they doing to you, sticking a penis in your mouth or in other are orifices, telling you not to tell, pinching you, biting you, hurting you, doing things that do not leave marks on you, this is an adult that is supposed to love you, so the little child thinks, this must be long, but it hurts, I don't understand, it's like having explosion go off in your mind, so you never know, you never know when you're little, who is going to hurt you, because you know it hurts, and you grow up really being programmed into thinking this is how it is, you don't know anything else, and the abuse is so terrible, just at that level, in your everyday life, that you've got to dissociate it, push it away, forget, the ones that can't do that, those children are the ones that if they make it to adulthood, they end up being diagnosed, schizophrenic, psychotic, they end up in jail committing crimes, I guarantee you that every sexual molester in jail has been molested horrifically, that does not excuse their behavior because we all make a choice, but this is how it goes on, it goes on from generation to generation, and it has increased greatly, a child's basic meaning, besides safety, is shelter, food, water, clothing, elimination, little children, who are told, no you can't have any water, left in a room, no you better not, P, because if you do you're going to drink it, and then guess what, it happens, if you have a bowel movement, you're going to eat it, and that is what happens, this is basic training, left in a room, and ignored,

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you're going to eat it, and that is what happens, this is basic training, left in a room, and ignored, you're understimulated, you're sensory deprived, left in a room, with blankets tied around you so you can't move, you don't know what time of day is because maybe you're blindfolded, you're left that way, and then you're overstimulated, and everyone acts like nothing is happening, this isn't even happening because the adults around you don't talk about it, they never say a word, life goes on around you, and it's ignored, and you're ignored, you feel crazy, you feel like this cannot be happening, it must not be real, I'm not real, this is real, maybe both, this is crazy making, and this causes a child who has the ability to go inside themselves, to disassociate and start creating their own little world, the seed is planted, because they need you to have an inside world, because they're going to spend a lot of time in that inside world, that they're going to take that seed and they're going to make create all of these inside scenarios, this is how you create multiple personalities, this is a very early training, this sets the scene, this lets you know that anything can happen anytime, about the age of five, they start training you for what they want you to be doing, they have realized your tendencies, they've studied your reactions, and they will start training you for what role it is you're going to have. About that time, there's a little marriage ceremony for a child, the child is married into the particular group, organized perpetrator group, you can call it that, you can call it cult, the child is married into it, and they are given a ring. Today, on my little finger, on this hand, I have that little ring, it is a child's ring, I don't know anyone else that has saved it, there are others that have run across it, when they were older it is passed to them again to remind them, and they have thrown it out. I chose to save it, because I want to talk about it, and I want people to know these things are real, this ring has blood stains on it, it has a bar sinister on a crest on the side, and that is indicative of bloodline, there are others that have a swing out there. They start involving you in rituals, they start watching you, they watch your reaction, they push you to be as involved as they can get you to be, in the ritual, they will hold your hand on a knife, when they do sacrifice. This is so horrific for a child, that they really have a hard time remembering, this is some deeper layer that goes inside the child. I was involved in all of these things, I am not the only one, there are others, all children are brought up like this, it makes you part of the group, and they tell you, you're one of us, you're just like us. Everything that's done at a ritual, child is involved in, it is very hard to be at a ritual, and see other people being hurt. It's hard enough when you are, but you know you can zero in on yourself and go away, but when you are helpless, watching others be tortured and seeing what they do there, it's very painful, and it is, I don't even, at this point I still could not fully describe to you how it feels, it's horrific. In these rituals, the number of participants is very important, whether they are using male or female energy is important, there are some groups that only imply male energy, there are others that only imply female energy, and there are others that do both, and maybe one or the other for specific occasion, there are children who are bred and born only to be sacrificed at some point in their lives, that is their purpose, there are so many children whose births are not recorded, I worked with a nurse midwife, and we did home births, she wasn't part of any of this, but if she was upset with somebody, she didn't record the birth, and the parents had problems by the time that child had to go to school, it was a practically impossible situation. All of these listening cults, which are really down at the bottom under the Illuminati, have homes where these children stay in our school in a private system, these children are used in snuff films, par films, ritual sacrifice, they are light slaves, and they disappear, some of them go underground, I mean literally to underground cities, never to come back up, some are food, they are food source, they are an energy source, that's all they are. I went through all of this training when I was, till I was about 12 years old, then I started being marooned again to be among gods, there are only three alive on the planet at a time, another goddess is someone who is maiden, mother, and chrome, the maiden embodies fury, the mother embodies the strength, and the chrome embodies the wisdom and the knowledge. There are others that have other roles to play, but this specifically was my role, my role at a ritual, thus to bring down what they call the ancient ones, the old ones from the fourth dimension, to be a literal channel, through which this being discarded entity would come, and they would beg to stay here, they did not like where they were, they wanted to be in this physical realm, some of them were brought down, or I should say many, were brought down and anchored here, and they have to be anchored here with blood sacrifice. So at these rituals, there were of course, sacrifice in which someone was killed, or persons were killed, they have to be, so I've read from those that have an argument with what I say, that any blood, the sacrifice is a willing participant, well yes, that's true, those that are willing don't know they're going to be sacrificed, they are raised and told what they're doing isn't on, they are being honored. In order to have the adrenal chrome come out in the blood, which is what the reptilians need, those that take human form, and they need the adrenal chrome to keep it, to extend their abilities to for a little while have some more psychic ability, they need the adrenal chrome the only way that the adrenal chrome can come into the blood, the way that they need it is for someone to be tortured and traumatized in a long, drawn out way, and that is what they need. When that happens, there's approximately 10 cc's in the adrenal chrome that will be coming out into the blood street, and that is what the person that this happens to, they're not told, beat their hands, that they are going to die, this is why they're willing. They also utilize menstrual blood, my name within this system, one of my names is Starfire, which is pure female essence. I'm not the only one they utilize it from, but that just happens to open my name because of my role. The menstrual blood that they utilize is, they drink it a lot, it helps them retain some youth, because the human genetics age faster, than the reptilian genetics, and they're trying to balance it out. I believe also they are trying to balance their own minds out. When I brought down the old ones, they were put in a little circle, that's where I directed them, and this circle was marked off, with the points of north, south, east, and west. If you were going to do something like this, you would be bringing them down from a certain area, it might be from the north, that's going to bring down certain type of energy, or the west, or the south, these are the cardinal points, these are what you bring down. There are specific tones that create vibrations that these energies respond to, and there are certain words that have to be said. This is what they respond to, and they are so ferocious, their presence is overwhelming, and they would love nothing more than to get loose here, and that was my role, to keep that from happening. These energies would be loose upon the group that was there, they were afraid of them, and these things have to be controlled, and that is what I did, that was my role, and I sent them back again. Sometimes an entity would be brought down to go into someone's body, because there really is a possession going on, and you can call it possession of a demon, you can call it possession of a discarded entity, possession of a reptilian, that does happen, and the person that hosts it will cease to exist, that essence will be dissolved at some point. My role as a mother goddess was to be present at certain births, at a birth it was either a sacrifice or it was a blessing, a mother goddess, her lifeline are the number of years that she is supposed to exist in service of the Illuminati's fifty-two years of age, they have a short lifespan, when they are thirty-nine years old, they are supposed to be impregnated, specifically with a female, when that female is thirteen, and the mother is fifty-two, and she has been training that child, that child will sacrifice the mother in a ritual and take over her role, so let's see, I'm forty-eight, but I don't have a child to take over, because they did do that to me when I was thirty-nine, but I did the unthinkable, I was warned by someone that this was going to happen to me, and I said, you know what, it's not going to happen, I'm not playing with their plan, I'm not going along with it, I'm not doing this. And I'm still standing here today on the other side of that line and I'm talking about it, I think that people need to understand how hard it is for someone who is trying to get out of this thing, so I would like to talk about that, because I had a hard time, getting out of this, I was married, my marriage was set up, I have two children that were set up, they wanted me to have another, I foiled that, I've basically done a problem, but that's my purpose, I started having some severe flashbacks when I was 31, 32, after the birth of my daughter, and I always knew that something was wrong in my life, when you are dissociative, your world is bearing air down, it's like having many boxes inside of your head, and you're only in one box at a time, and when you're in that box, you only know about that box, and then you're in another box, and it's like nothing else exists, you have different sets of clothing, you have different tastes, you like different people, and some people you hate that the other part didn't hate, you have different experiences that you can't remember, or it seems like a dream, because there is some leakage of one dissociative state to another at times, so my world is bearing air down, but I always knew something was wrong, I was a very depressed at times, I was moody, I did things, I didn't know why I was doing them, there were big gaps in my memory, but I took it for granted, I thought everyone was like that, I thought everyone had nightmares, I thought everyone had just severe depressions where they wanted to die, I thought everybody did little things to hurt themselves when they didn't feel good, and to make it all go away, I thought everybody never cried, in 1988 I started questioning some things that were said to me, my parents are very very programmed, and they really were watching me, and they didn't, they don't know, they still don't know, it took me a long time to realize that they weren't evil, bad people, they're programmed, it took me a long time to realize that about my sisters, they still don't have a clue, and they're not happy people, I had flashbacks of mysterious, you know, just seeing part of a ritual, and I think, what is that? I had flashbacks of men and gray coats around me, I had flashbacks of military, I had flashbacks of underground places, I didn't know what it meant, I started drawing, I drew things, I took a lot of time, because I couldn't write, I didn't even know what to write about, there was nothing in my head to write about, so I drew, and I drew with my left hand, and I drew with my right hand, this connects the left and right sides of the brain, I drew with my hands crossed, I drew with both hands at the same time, and it didn't matter what I drew, things started to come out, when I started to do all of this, my family began to pressure me, why are you doing this? There's nothing that happened to you, why you just need attention, you just want attention, so they started pressuring me, because that's the program, this is a family unit, we're breaking it up, and they're told, you know, Arizona is breaking up your unit, you're all going to never be the same again, there's going to be a lot of pain, so they start pressuring you, all of those parts that they have start to pressure, because they don't want to hurt, they know that there is pain, they don't know why they know that, they just know, I had no support from my family, because they couldn't support me, I had no friends, families like this, they're very apart from others, they're very isolative, so what I did is I went into therapy, memories are layered, the first thing that comes out is your sexual abuse by the family member, friend, relative, that's what comes out, that's the way it's supposed to come out, you're supposed to be horrified and go, thank God, this is what it is, this is what it was the whole time, in my case, and there are others that go on after this, that isn't enough, it does, it's still not right, and because I drew, and this is what I believe because I drew pictures, and because those of me that couldn't say it, could draw it. Other things started coming out. I drew pictures of rituals and I thought I was crazy because I didn't know where it was coming from. I'd never seen anything like it. I've never seen it on television. I've never read about anything like it. But that's when I started trying to find some books on the subject and they had just started coming out. My family accused me of getting it from the books even though it was there before I ever saw the books. What came on the end of that were the memories about being around beings at military bases, being around military, being around intelligence. At the time I couldn't figure out how it was all connected. It seemed to be very separate things. And I was myself very disconnected. All of those parts that I had were disconnected. And I really didn't want to talk about reptilians to the therapist or the psychiatrist because I did not want to be accused of being psychotic. Yet there they were in the rituals. I talked with other people that were having those memories also. They didn't want to talk about it either. But then some of them just figured it was drugs that they were given. Some of them figured they were being fooled with something dressed up in costumes. I had to go through all my

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But then some of them just figured it was drugs that they were given. Some of them figured they were being fooled with something dressed up in costumes. I had to go through all my years of trying to look at that to be honest with myself. And I came to the conclusion it wasn't drugs and it wasn't costumes and it wasn't holographic images. And I was not crazy. When I started going through all of this recovery, they stepped up, that is my little watchdogs, stepped up their process of harassing me and picking me up and trying to get me back in line. Anyone here that is a survivor of this knows what I'm talking about. Because you get harassed, the phone calls that come in the middle of the night, the knocks on the door, if you live in apartments, the banging on the walls, the banging on the pipes, spraying insecticide in the house, which they did DDT in my apartment. And that was verified. Samples were taken to allow. Being picked up and given drugs. Being fed up a few times. And I have photographs of what was done. The bruises took a year to go away. Being electro-shocked. That was a favorite thing. Specially stepped up in the last 1998 that got me the worst. That they got me so that I was having seizures. My therapist discovered it because she does a type of the EEG final feedback. She found it. And that I was having many small seizures. And she also had discovered a few years ago that I was walking around in Delta State. I was right away walking around Delta State. What I know about that is that that is the off switch. For someone who is being used for psychic purposes by the government, they want you in a Delta State. You're effectively off and you're not utilizing the psychic channels. You're safe that way. There were so many times in those years I was on social security disability because I couldn't work. I became so disabled that I couldn't work. And therapy was my only thought. My only hope. Because all I knew was that I could go in and talk about all of this. I had therapists that were willing to work with me. I didn't have any money. I had no source of support other than social security disability. My main concern was therapy and keeping a roof over my head because I moved 11 times because I didn't have much choice in a living situation. There are many out there that are in this position. It's extremely hard because you don't have any support. And you have all of this harassment. Even now people don't even have the option of therapy like I had it. There are many therapists that don't do this anymore because they're harassed for working with survivors. They're being very much harassed and watched. I will also say at this point that there are therapists out there that are themselves programmed and part of it and they don't know it. And it's a very sticky situation. I would estimate there's probably around 10 million people in this country that are programmed. And they don't know it. Many don't know it. And they're being used. Their mind is not their own. They are not single-minded. They don't have the ability. I was picked up many times and hurt so badly that I was I was sick and bad. I couldn't move. Once I went into the hospital and they did a drug test on me and they said, oh you're positive for cocaine. I mean I have never done anything like that. Luckily the psychiatrists that worked with me knew that. So there wasn't a problem. But this is the kind of thing they do to you. They want you back in line. They want you serving your purpose. They don't care if you are beat down, trodden. Maybe they can't use you the same way that they did use you but they're going to use you to the last. Whether it's trying out some new electronic equipment on you maybe that's all you're good for. Maybe all you're good for is to see what it takes to break you. Maybe that's what they'll use you for now. They want to break you. See how long it takes. Make a study out of that. My programmer was Joseph Mangala. It was common knowledge in this country among higher ranks in the military that Joseph Mangala was going in and out of this country on his own passport. He went from the United States to South America. I saw him at China Lake Naval Weapons Out near Ridge, Crest, California. That is also very much associated with Area 51. I was utilized to Area 51. What I know about underground bases at this time, specifically Area 51. is that the first five levels are more or less associated with the United States government. But down to level 14 is not. It is also associated with a base in South America. And that base is on the perimeter of Paraguay. I had the chance to speak with somebody who doesn't know anything about any of this. Well, I'd say less than a year ago. Who had been in the Peruvian Army because it's on side Peruvian also. It's a very large base. And he was in the Army and the governments, all the governments employed their soldiers, their military to guard the parameters of the base. And what he saw there, what he described to me were all of the Indians in the area they killed, hanging them upside down, draining fluid out of the spinal column into containers that he was told were being, this fluid was being used for any creation that was made up of human genetics, but it was also a part machine, like a cyborg. This is what it was being used for. Also, I'll talk about things like putting the eyes or certain parts of the eyes of dogs into humans and then the humans that got this were going crazy. In sure, it was genetic manipulation and experimentation. It's the same thing that's going on in Area 51. There was lots of strange phenomena going on at Area 51 that I was witness to named Hawaii Cycakes at Area 51. I wanted to speak at another conference a couple years ago and I was approached by someone who still contracts with the CIA. And he saw the burn marks on my arm and said to me, oh, I see you burned off the Area 51 ID on your arm. Oh, oh, well, you know, there's others beside you. Don't worry. You know, I've seen others. You're not the person. You're not the last. So if you have that on your arm, that means that you had the training in Russia with the ice water immersion. And when he went on to describe the psychic training, I have not heard anyone talk about the mark on the arm from Area 51. It isn't visible to the naked eye. It's visible in a certain spectrum of light. It marks you as someone who's specifically involved in a certain program there. There are others that have it. I'm not the only one. Something else that I was used for. There is an intelligence agency that goes by the name of Janice. The other side or face of Janice is called Sirius. Sirius is made mostly out of military trained psychic assassins, their watchdogs. Janice is also psychic assassins. I was being contacted to do that. And I happened to remember that. And I was able to stop being involved with it. But it took me a while. I had said something to Joanne McKinney about it. And she acknowledged that there is this group. It is a person that the heads this group tries to stay out of the public eye. He is known, he is on the council for relations. The headquarters of this program is in Brussels, Belgium, in the NATO building. They train psychic assassins and sell them to other agencies. That is what they do. One other thing I want to say, and I will talk about this and write about this some other time, I want people to know that it isn't a Illuminati that is a group of actors that rules. The Illuminati themselves have a governing body. They are referred to as the eight or the octagon. Those that watch for them are called the eyes of the eight. And people generally don't know who they are. But it's a peer-inducing thing in Vietnam. I will be writing about that in detail. But I want people to know there is a ruling body that doesn't stop the Illuminati, they themselves are governed by the streets. They rule the four coins to the earth and the coins in between, according to them. I want people to know that I have hope for this planet, for all that live on this planet and in this solar system and in the galaxy. I really think I had a hard time having hope until I realized that it was about balance, about the misuse of energy. You know everything that we've been seeing since 2000 is because the energy is changing. We are seeing everything come out into the open world because it has to. And they call it a little Illuminati, they don't know how to work with the energy. They blow up in their faces. They really don't have a clue about what they're doing. They're backfires. They're masters of looking in secret. Things cannot be secret any longer. But what people need to understand is they've been alarmed. So the time is now that we become aware and we question things, we question things, we don't just accept things anymore, question authority, question everything that's going down here. I am fulfilling my purpose. This is my purpose. People need to know what their purpose is. What is trying, what the time is still on us here is a sense of hopelessness, a sense of futility, no purpose. We have purpose. People need to remind themselves, they have a purpose here. Your purpose is more than getting a paycheck. More than just going through the motions of raising your children and living with life on a mundane level. We are more than that. And what is trying to be imposed on us here is so that we're living out of the lower chakra level, low energy, low frequency, low vibrations, turn it off from here up. That's the problem. So we need to change ourselves. And when we change ourselves, if you are the only one that can change yourself, I cannot change you. You are the only ones that can change yourself. When you do that, everything else changes. Change your energy, you change the energy around you. That is my hope. That's why I have hope. You would not have recognized me years back. I was a liner, a crier. I heard, I felt weak. I couldn't do it. Granted, I was going through some stuff, but when you feel defeated, you are defeated. And then I thought to myself, how do I, I can't even see the light at the end of the tunnel? How do I do this? I don't know what my purpose is. There has to be a purpose. There has to be a reason that I went through all of this. And I didn't even know everything that I've been through. So, this funny little voice said to me, if you can't see the light at the end of the tunnel, be your own light. And that's what everyone can be. Be your own light. You have a purpose. You have a place. You came here to have a purpose to learn. You came here to be a vibrant energy. You didn't come here to just go through the motions and listen to people like me talk about it. You came here. You're here today because you want to know you're here today because you know there's more. You know it, you know it in your hearts. You know it from the heart chakra up. You know it. It doesn't matter if your belief is Christianity, new age, Muslim, atheist, it doesn't matter. You're all spiritual people. Don't turn it off. What I want you to know today, also, is the complete disregard and I need to say this. That the Illuminati have for humanity because they see us as weak. They see us as buying all of their belongings. And that makes us weak in our eyes. We're not changing it. Let's give them more. And we are being brash all the time with all of this stuff, all of this just overstimulation from everything, television, radio, all the agendas, all the stuff they put on the news were always being just overwhelmed with it that you don't have to be. The problem is that they have an agenda for the planet and their agenda for the United States. We're at the top of the list. They're going to take down the United States if they have their way. We're the troublemakers. We need to be taken down. They're establishing biospheres in this country. They're planning to move a lot of the population out of certain huge areas in the United States because they want to mine a lot of this country for the resources. They want to depopulate. And they're starting their agenda. I mean, they started it years ago but they're stepping up. They're trying to depopulate through all of the viruses and all of these biological disasters that are coming through. They're depopulating with their vaccination program. They're going to make us fit. And you know what? It's until we're gone. We're going to support the drug companies. We're going to support them until we're gone. They're going to utilize us to the last stop. And we are being groomed to accept all of this and not questions. We're getting used to the security alerts now because you're grooming us to accept Homeland Security who will come in and tell us if we can eat when we go to the bathroom. Everything, no privacy anymore. It's 1984. But they are going to depopulate the United States unless we stop it. We illuminate the very lungs at the very top, the top echelon. The most pure. Their plan is to get rid of most of the population on the planet and only have their slaves. And they'll do their genetic experimentation and manipulation and make everything over again. They get on new planets. They want a feudal system. They love the feudal age. They love that whole system. And that's what they want. Among themselves. Who you see in power? Who looks like they're in power right now? Very public. They're not the ones. They're being used. You know, it's a pyramid. Very pyramid too. They're going to be tossed aside also. And they don't believe it. They better believe it. They're being used. So think of that the next time you see speeches on television. They're considered insecure and lower level. But they will do the dirty work and then we'll get rid of them. It's going to be a purge. I think that something that people need to know is that we've all been subject to a lot of programming. Not just people like me there have been obviously programmed slaves to do the bidding. Since they've established this I have to call it all's matrix. On this dimension everyone is subject to programming. And it is made to be subtle. So that maybe you don't realize it, maybe you do. It's dependent on being able to shut down your higher chalk resistance. So people need to open those systems up. Or be spiritually aware if that is a better term. Open up your spirituality. When you consent with your consciousness to certain types of situations then you give them permission to use your unconscious mind. And many people don't realize that.

[part 4 of 4, text transcript from Arizona Wilder speaking at Conspiracy Con 2003 in Santa Clara, California. 1hr37min]

When you consent with your consciousness to certain types of situations then you give them permission to use your unconscious mind. And many people don't realize that. Your mind can be used like a vortex. I think the popular coin term is stargate right now. Your mind can be used that way. That's what they're doing at underground bases. That's what our major programs. Creating vortexes in that way. But every day people living an everyday life. When you turn your mind off and you turn your awareness on to what's going on around you you give permission for your unconscious mind to be used. When you lose hope, when you lose sense of purpose you stop thinking and you stop feeling and you stop experiencing and you give permission. And that's how these things are used. And they're used to bring in a certain consciousness on this planet. And it's a low consciousness and it's something that you're not supposed to be aware of what's happening. I mean among the more obvious things we are using the media the way they do. You're not supposed to be aware of other things going on here. Because if you were aware you wouldn't allow it. So people need to research. You use your consciousness to get to your unconsciousness. You question authority. You don't just accept something. Just because someone so says that I accept after people hear me speak that they will go out and research what I have said. You might like what I said. You might not like what I said. You might not believe it. And you might believe it. But please go out and do your research. Go out and check everything out. Use your mind. You have one to use it for. Don't just buy it. It's really easy to just buy what you're told. Don't do that. That's how they've taken over. I want people to go out and start researching. Don't just believe it. Just because someone said this bad idea or someone so sad it. Check it out because if it's real there's going to be more on the subject and there's going to be some resonance. And it has to be resonance that relates to this physical reality on this planet. It has to be resonance to what is here. It has to have some reality based stuff to it. It's moderation. Things are moderate and the things that matter. There's always moderation and there's a low to it. It's just not based on something. It's just way off in my field somewhere. People use your mind. That is the thing that will get us out of this. Use your mind. Your heart goes into your mind. Where your mind goes, your heart follows. Where your heart goes, your mind should follow. I have hope that people are waking up. The energy change people want to be more aware and I do see that. And this is just the beginning of this age. It is an age of waking up. It's an age that we have a chance to bring these energies back into balance. We have been dominated by a group that loves to even reject its own female energy and wants to utilize male energy but in the long way. We need to bring femininity back into things. Because that is the balance. Nature of horrors and imbalance and it will try to balance. It will do that if we don't. We need to take control and take the situation back. We need to take our power back. Everyone here can be empowered. And I'm not saying that it's just out of life. You have to work at it. I have bad days. I have days where I'm scattered. I have days where things don't work for me. I have days where I don't look like what I'm up here standing in front of all of you. I have days you don't want to be around me. But that's temporary and I know that. Things always will work out. I didn't know that years ago and that's why I was scared and that's why I was powerless. And that's why I wasn't single-minded. But I have been through so much. Nothing that happens can ever take that away from me. Because I found myself and I know who I am. And I wasn't supposed to know who I was. That was how they could use me. And that's how they use people. They use people that don't know who they are, don't know their power, don't know that they have potential, have no hope. As a country, the United States doesn't know anymore who it is. We're divided. All this stuff is happening. We have lost sense of purpose. We have so many distractions and we've made sure we have distractions. And when we have all these distractions, what are they doing with their other hand? They're doing something with their right hand. They're doing something else with their other hand behind their back. And we're too distracted to see what that is or to realize the implications of it. We all have to go down. Maybe they do. But I ain't going there. None of you have to go there. I know the ideals upon which this country was founded by we the people. And we are what matters. The people on what made this country great. Right now, the world looks upon the United States with this taste because of what the leaders have done. We need the world to know and hear that we're not covered by and we are this country. Question authority. I think that I'm going to wrap up my talk. I want to talk about deception. Because that's where this is all going to. I think that people here are thinking about how, you know, they have been deceived. But what it all comes down to is how are you deceiving yourselves? Are you deceiving yourselves? You are that you think that people that speak are enough. We're not enough. All of us that speak. We're not enough. You all need to be part of it. You must be part of this. That is how humanity evolves. You have to be part of the process. You're deceiving yourself if you leave this conference and you go home and you just go on with your lives. You have to bring this act with you and decide what is your purpose here. You have purpose and you figure out what your purpose is and you serve your purpose here. There is no higher calling. There is nothing greater that you can do and do what you can hear back. I have been through the things that I have in order that I can be here and talk to you like this. I wouldn't like to go through all of it again. But I'm glad that I went through it because in order for me to be here, I had to be there. It is my purpose and it is my destiny to be here talking to you about what your purpose and destiny are and you have to go out and serve your purpose and destiny. I look out here and I see people that you all have this business. Wonderful. So you're all really wonderful and you have this spirituality. We all have it. You have great power. If I cannot say anything more to you today, I'll ask you to know that. You're all power for people. But you have to go out and fulfill it. You have to know who you are and then you do what you're here to do. And as you do that, this old system will crumble. And that is the sense of hope that I have because I am no longer deceived. I may not have every single answer, but I know that I will be able to connect. I know that I have a sense of purpose. I know that I can overcome. I know that the human spirit is wonderful. I know that I am even if I don't feel like it. I know. And that is what every one of you needs to know. You have something so great. You are. You have this wonderful spirit. And it needs to be nurtured and you need to know it. You need to know yourself. I have overcome my goal. My path is to overcome not knowing. Who I was and what I could do. It was not what they did to me. What they did to me was else. I got in the way. It was a block. It was something I had to overcome. But the purpose for me was to know who I was. Once you met me, well, there isn't anything that stands in your way. And I am deceived no more. Thank you very much.

Starting to go through this while reading the text as the video plays. One line was " it has been told to me that her mother's father was a ritual statistician with the Crater Cornotty Lodge and he was one of the founding members."

Looking it up.. found this site that has some of her stuff where they fix some of these types of typos in the transcripts.

https://lonehorseblog.com/2023/05/06/arizona-wilder-transcripts/

Like that line there.. "On the other side in her family, it has been told to me that her mother’s father was a ritual statistician with the Quatuor Coronati lodge and he was one of the founding members. That lodge is very involved at a very high level."

"Quatuor Coronati Lodge is a Masonic Lodge in London dedicated to Masonic research1. It was founded in 1884 and consecrated in 1886, and its name means “Four Crowned Ones” in Latin1. The Lodge publishes its lectures, research papers and notes in Ars Quatuor Coronatorum, the annual Transactions of the Lodge2. The Lodge also has a Correspondence Circle that is open to all Master Masons in good standing3. The Lodge is known for its evidence-based approach to Masonic history, which is called the “authentic school” of Masonic research2. The Lodge takes its name from a legend of four martyred Roman sculptors who refused to carve pagan idols and were executed by Emperor Diocletian2. The legend is also recorded in the Regius Poem, the oldest known Masonic document1"