[part 3 of text transcript from Arizona Wilder speaking at Conspiracy Con 2003 in Santa Clara, California. 1hr37min]

But then some of them just figured it was drugs that they were given. Some of them figured they were being fooled with something dressed up in costumes. I had to go through all my years of trying to look at that to be honest with myself. And I came to the conclusion it wasn't drugs and it wasn't costumes and it wasn't holographic images. And I was not crazy. When I started going through all of this recovery, they stepped up, that is my little watchdogs, stepped up their process of harassing me and picking me up and trying to get me back in line. Anyone here that is a survivor of this knows what I'm talking about. Because you get harassed, the phone calls that come in the middle of the night, the knocks on the door, if you live in apartments, the banging on the walls, the banging on the pipes, spraying insecticide in the house, which they did DDT in my apartment. And that was verified. Samples were taken to allow. Being picked up and given drugs. Being fed up a few times. And I have photographs of what was done. The bruises took a year to go away. Being electro-shocked. That was a favorite thing. Specially stepped up in the last 1998 that got me the worst. That they got me so that I was having seizures. My therapist discovered it because she does a type of the EEG final feedback. She found it. And that I was having many small seizures. And she also had discovered a few years ago that I was walking around in Delta State. I was right away walking around Delta State. What I know about that is that that is the off switch. For someone who is being used for psychic purposes by the government, they want you in a Delta State. You're effectively off and you're not utilizing the psychic channels. You're safe that way. There were so many times in those years I was on social security disability because I couldn't work. I became so disabled that I couldn't work. And therapy was my only thought. My only hope. Because all I knew was that I could go in and talk about all of this. I had therapists that were willing to work with me. I didn't have any money. I had no source of support other than social security disability. My main concern was therapy and keeping a roof over my head because I moved 11 times because I didn't have much choice in a living situation. There are many out there that are in this position. It's extremely hard because you don't have any support. And you have all of this harassment. Even now people don't even have the option of therapy like I had it. There are many therapists that don't do this anymore because they're harassed for working with survivors. They're being very much harassed and watched. I will also say at this point that there are therapists out there that are themselves programmed and part of it and they don't know it. And it's a very sticky situation. I would estimate there's probably around 10 million people in this country that are programmed. And they don't know it. Many don't know it. And they're being used. Their mind is not their own. They are not single-minded. They don't have the ability. I was picked up many times and hurt so badly that I was I was sick and bad. I couldn't move. Once I went into the hospital and they did a drug test on me and they said, oh you're positive for cocaine. I mean I have never done anything like that. Luckily the psychiatrists that worked with me knew that. So there wasn't a problem. But this is the kind of thing they do to you. They want you back in line. They want you serving your purpose. They don't care if you are beat down, trodden. Maybe they can't use you the same way that they did use you but they're going to use you to the last. Whether it's trying out some new electronic equipment on you maybe that's all you're good for. Maybe all you're good for is to see what it takes to break you. Maybe that's what they'll use you for now. They want to break you. See how long it takes. Make a study out of that. My programmer was Joseph Mangala. It was common knowledge in this country among higher ranks in the military that Joseph Mangala was going in and out of this country on his own passport. He went from the United States to South America. I saw him at China Lake Naval Weapons Out near Ridge, Crest, California. That is also very much associated with Area 51. I was utilized to Area 51. What I know about underground bases at this time, specifically Area 51. is that the first five levels are more or less associated with the United States government. But down to level 14 is not. It is also associated with a base in South America. And that base is on the perimeter of Paraguay. I had the chance to speak with somebody who doesn't know anything about any of this. Well, I'd say less than a year ago. Who had been in the Peruvian Army because it's on side Peruvian also. It's a very large base. And he was in the Army and the governments, all the governments employed their soldiers, their military to guard the parameters of the base. And what he saw there, what he described to me were all of the Indians in the area they killed, hanging them upside down, draining fluid out of the spinal column into containers that he was told were being, this fluid was being used for any creation that was made up of human genetics, but it was also a part machine, like a cyborg. This is what it was being used for. Also, I'll talk about things like putting the eyes or certain parts of the eyes of dogs into humans and then the humans that got this were going crazy. In sure, it was genetic manipulation and experimentation. It's the same thing that's going on in Area 51. There was lots of strange phenomena going on at Area 51 that I was witness to named Hawaii Cycakes at Area 51. I wanted to speak at another conference a couple years ago and I was approached by someone who still contracts with the CIA. And he saw the burn marks on my arm and said to me, oh, I see you burned off the Area 51 ID on your arm. Oh, oh, well, you know, there's others beside you. Don't worry. You know, I've seen others. You're not the person. You're not the last. So if you have that on your arm, that means that you had the training in Russia with the ice water immersion. And when he went on to describe the psychic training, I have not heard anyone talk about the mark on the arm from Area 51. It isn't visible to the naked eye. It's visible in a certain spectrum of light. It marks you as someone who's specifically involved in a certain program there. There are others that have it. I'm not the only one. Something else that I was used for. There is an intelligence agency that goes by the name of Janice. The other side or face of Janice is called Sirius. Sirius is made mostly out of military trained psychic assassins, their watchdogs. Janice is also psychic assassins. I was being contacted to do that. And I happened to remember that. And I was able to stop being involved with it. But it took me a while. I had said something to Joanne McKinney about it. And she acknowledged that there is this group. It is a person that the heads this group tries to stay out of the public eye. He is known, he is on the council for relations. The headquarters of this program is in Brussels, Belgium, in the NATO building. They train psychic assassins and sell them to other agencies. That is what they do. One other thing I want to say, and I will talk about this and write about this some other time, I want people to know that it isn't a Illuminati that is a group of actors that rules. The Illuminati themselves have a governing body. They are referred to as the eight or the octagon. Those that watch for them are called the eyes of the eight. And people generally don't know who they are. But it's a peer-inducing thing in Vietnam. I will be writing about that in detail. But I want people to know there is a ruling body that doesn't stop the Illuminati, they themselves are governed by the streets. They rule the four coins to the earth and the coins in between, according to them. I want people to know that I have hope for this planet, for all that live on this planet and in this solar system and in the galaxy. I really think I had a hard time having hope until I realized that it was about balance, about the misuse of energy. You know everything that we've been seeing since 2000 is because the energy is changing. We are seeing everything come out into the open world because it has to. And they call it a little Illuminati, they don't know how to work with the energy. They blow up in their faces. They really don't have a clue about what they're doing. They're backfires. They're masters of looking in secret. Things cannot be secret any longer. But what people need to understand is they've been alarmed. So the time is now that we become aware and we question things, we question things, we don't just accept things anymore, question authority, question everything that's going down here. I am fulfilling my purpose. This is my purpose. People need to know what their purpose is. What is trying, what the time is still on us here is a sense of hopelessness, a sense of futility, no purpose. We have purpose. People need to remind themselves, they have a purpose here. Your purpose is more than getting a paycheck. More than just going through the motions of raising your children and living with life on a mundane level. We are more than that. And what is trying to be imposed on us here is so that we're living out of the lower chakra level, low energy, low frequency, low vibrations, turn it off from here up. That's the problem. So we need to change ourselves. And when we change ourselves, if you are the only one that can change yourself, I cannot change you. You are the only ones that can change yourself. When you do that, everything else changes. Change your energy, you change the energy around you. That is my hope. That's why I have hope. You would not have recognized me years back. I was a liner, a crier. I heard, I felt weak. I couldn't do it. Granted, I was going through some stuff, but when you feel defeated, you are defeated. And then I thought to myself, how do I, I can't even see the light at the end of the tunnel? How do I do this? I don't know what my purpose is. There has to be a purpose. There has to be a reason that I went through all of this. And I didn't even know everything that I've been through. So, this funny little voice said to me, if you can't see the light at the end of the tunnel, be your own light. And that's what everyone can be. Be your own light. You have a purpose. You have a place. You came here to have a purpose to learn. You came here to be a vibrant energy. You didn't come here to just go through the motions and listen to people like me talk about it. You came here. You're here today because you want to know you're here today because you know there's more. You know it, you know it in your hearts. You know it from the heart chakra up. You know it. It doesn't matter if your belief is Christianity, new age, Muslim, atheist, it doesn't matter. You're all spiritual people. Don't turn it off. What I want you to know today, also, is the complete disregard and I need to say this. That the Illuminati have for humanity because they see us as weak. They see us as buying all of their belongings. And that makes us weak in our eyes. We're not changing it. Let's give them more. And we are being brash all the time with all of this stuff, all of this just overstimulation from everything, television, radio, all the agendas, all the stuff they put on the news were always being just overwhelmed with it that you don't have to be. The problem is that they have an agenda for the planet and their agenda for the United States. We're at the top of the list. They're going to take down the United States if they have their way. We're the troublemakers. We need to be taken down. They're establishing biospheres in this country. They're planning to move a lot of the population out of certain huge areas in the United States because they want to mine a lot of this country for the resources. They want to depopulate. And they're starting their agenda. I mean, they started it years ago but they're stepping up. They're trying to depopulate through all of the viruses and all of these biological disasters that are coming through. They're depopulating with their vaccination program. They're going to make us fit. And you know what? It's until we're gone. We're going to support the drug companies. We're going to support them until we're gone. They're going to utilize us to the last stop. And we are being groomed to accept all of this and not questions. We're getting used to the security alerts now because you're grooming us to accept Homeland Security who will come in and tell us if we can eat when we go to the bathroom. Everything, no privacy anymore. It's 1984. But they are going to depopulate the United States unless we stop it. We illuminate the very lungs at the very top, the top echelon. The most pure. Their plan is to get rid of most of the population on the planet and only have their slaves. And they'll do their genetic experimentation and manipulation and make everything over again. They get on new planets. They want a feudal system. They love the feudal age. They love that whole system. And that's what they want. Among themselves. Who you see in power? Who looks like they're in power right now? Very public. They're not the ones. They're being used. You know, it's a pyramid. Very pyramid too. They're going to be tossed aside also. And they don't believe it. They better believe it. They're being used. So think of that the next time you see speeches on television. They're considered insecure and lower level. But they will do the dirty work and then we'll get rid of them. It's going to be a purge. I think that something that people need to know is that we've all been subject to a lot of programming. Not just people like me there have been obviously programmed slaves to do the bidding. Since they've established this I have to call it all's matrix. On this dimension everyone is subject to programming. And it is made to be subtle. So that maybe you don't realize it, maybe you do. It's dependent on being able to shut down your higher chalk resistance. So people need to open those systems up. Or be spiritually aware if that is a better term. Open up your spirituality. When you consent with your consciousness to certain types of situations then you give them permission to use your unconscious mind. And many people don't realize that.