[part 4 of 4, text transcript from Arizona Wilder speaking at Conspiracy Con 2003 in Santa Clara, California. 1hr37min]

When you consent with your consciousness to certain types of situations then you give them permission to use your unconscious mind. And many people don't realize that. Your mind can be used like a vortex. I think the popular coin term is stargate right now. Your mind can be used that way. That's what they're doing at underground bases. That's what our major programs. Creating vortexes in that way. But every day people living an everyday life. When you turn your mind off and you turn your awareness on to what's going on around you you give permission for your unconscious mind to be used. When you lose hope, when you lose sense of purpose you stop thinking and you stop feeling and you stop experiencing and you give permission. And that's how these things are used. And they're used to bring in a certain consciousness on this planet. And it's a low consciousness and it's something that you're not supposed to be aware of what's happening. I mean among the more obvious things we are using the media the way they do. You're not supposed to be aware of other things going on here. Because if you were aware you wouldn't allow it. So people need to research. You use your consciousness to get to your unconsciousness. You question authority. You don't just accept something. Just because someone so says that I accept after people hear me speak that they will go out and research what I have said. You might like what I said. You might not like what I said. You might not believe it. And you might believe it. But please go out and do your research. Go out and check everything out. Use your mind. You have one to use it for. Don't just buy it. It's really easy to just buy what you're told. Don't do that. That's how they've taken over. I want people to go out and start researching. Don't just believe it. Just because someone said this bad idea or someone so sad it. Check it out because if it's real there's going to be more on the subject and there's going to be some resonance. And it has to be resonance that relates to this physical reality on this planet. It has to be resonance to what is here. It has to have some reality based stuff to it. It's moderation. Things are moderate and the things that matter. There's always moderation and there's a low to it. It's just not based on something. It's just way off in my field somewhere. People use your mind. That is the thing that will get us out of this. Use your mind. Your heart goes into your mind. Where your mind goes, your heart follows. Where your heart goes, your mind should follow. I have hope that people are waking up. The energy change people want to be more aware and I do see that. And this is just the beginning of this age. It is an age of waking up. It's an age that we have a chance to bring these energies back into balance. We have been dominated by a group that loves to even reject its own female energy and wants to utilize male energy but in the long way. We need to bring femininity back into things. Because that is the balance. Nature of horrors and imbalance and it will try to balance. It will do that if we don't. We need to take control and take the situation back. We need to take our power back. Everyone here can be empowered. And I'm not saying that it's just out of life. You have to work at it. I have bad days. I have days where I'm scattered. I have days where things don't work for me. I have days where I don't look like what I'm up here standing in front of all of you. I have days you don't want to be around me. But that's temporary and I know that. Things always will work out. I didn't know that years ago and that's why I was scared and that's why I was powerless. And that's why I wasn't single-minded. But I have been through so much. Nothing that happens can ever take that away from me. Because I found myself and I know who I am. And I wasn't supposed to know who I was. That was how they could use me. And that's how they use people. They use people that don't know who they are, don't know their power, don't know that they have potential, have no hope. As a country, the United States doesn't know anymore who it is. We're divided. All this stuff is happening. We have lost sense of purpose. We have so many distractions and we've made sure we have distractions. And when we have all these distractions, what are they doing with their other hand? They're doing something with their right hand. They're doing something else with their other hand behind their back. And we're too distracted to see what that is or to realize the implications of it. We all have to go down. Maybe they do. But I ain't going there. None of you have to go there. I know the ideals upon which this country was founded by we the people. And we are what matters. The people on what made this country great. Right now, the world looks upon the United States with this taste because of what the leaders have done. We need the world to know and hear that we're not covered by and we are this country. Question authority. I think that I'm going to wrap up my talk. I want to talk about deception. Because that's where this is all going to. I think that people here are thinking about how, you know, they have been deceived. But what it all comes down to is how are you deceiving yourselves? Are you deceiving yourselves? You are that you think that people that speak are enough. We're not enough. All of us that speak. We're not enough. You all need to be part of it. You must be part of this. That is how humanity evolves. You have to be part of the process. You're deceiving yourself if you leave this conference and you go home and you just go on with your lives. You have to bring this act with you and decide what is your purpose here. You have purpose and you figure out what your purpose is and you serve your purpose here. There is no higher calling. There is nothing greater that you can do and do what you can hear back. I have been through the things that I have in order that I can be here and talk to you like this. I wouldn't like to go through all of it again. But I'm glad that I went through it because in order for me to be here, I had to be there. It is my purpose and it is my destiny to be here talking to you about what your purpose and destiny are and you have to go out and serve your purpose and destiny. I look out here and I see people that you all have this business. Wonderful. So you're all really wonderful and you have this spirituality. We all have it. You have great power. If I cannot say anything more to you today, I'll ask you to know that. You're all power for people. But you have to go out and fulfill it. You have to know who you are and then you do what you're here to do. And as you do that, this old system will crumble. And that is the sense of hope that I have because I am no longer deceived. I may not have every single answer, but I know that I will be able to connect. I know that I have a sense of purpose. I know that I can overcome. I know that the human spirit is wonderful. I know that I am even if I don't feel like it. I know. And that is what every one of you needs to know. You have something so great. You are. You have this wonderful spirit. And it needs to be nurtured and you need to know it. You need to know yourself. I have overcome my goal. My path is to overcome not knowing. Who I was and what I could do. It was not what they did to me. What they did to me was else. I got in the way. It was a block. It was something I had to overcome. But the purpose for me was to know who I was. Once you met me, well, there isn't anything that stands in your way. And I am deceived no more. Thank you very much.