What should really scare you is they don't need to do any kind of direct contact to get you nowadays. You don't need to be a patient of some wicked psychiatrist or be subjected to a bunch of lsd doses. My Salvadorian homies were in ms13 orbits due to family. They'd move weight for them when times got tough. A shot caller got the hots for one of their wives and started fucking with their minds. We assumed the husband was just going crazy due to his meth addiction until the other one started having the same exact issues without any hard drug addictions. The husband came knocking at my house one night and told me to keep an eye out on his cousin because he knew they were going after him now and it explained why one of my closest friends suddenly dropped off the map out of nowhere. I've never been willing to have a conversation with him since his recovery because satisfying my curiosity is not worth bringing back all of that trauma that robbed him of 2 years and eventually took his cousins life. The one time we spoked about it at length when he started communicating with me again was basically saying submitting to God saved him. I'll never forget that night be came knocking. It proved so much of my research in an instant.