my mind wants peace and stability now

a) instable (life) within stable (inception towards death)...only within momentum of change can one be changeable.

b) want implies versus not want; peace implies versus war...mind/memory exists in-between need/want (balance); oneself chooses to hold onto want vs not want (imbalance).

c) instable choice cannot hold onto stable balance; it needs to adapt aka balancing as choice. Learn to let go of imbalance by repeatedly adapting to balance aka choosing to resist the want to hold onto for the need to let go.