My problem with Christianity is that the new testament does not reconcile well with the Old testament and we get two very different Gods in the way they preach and act. The Old Testament God is vengeful and speaks to jews and tells them to carry out war and genocide and sleep with other women than their own wives and even tells Abraham to sacrifice his son. Then the new testament God is pacifist, turns the cheek and gets murdered. Doesn't sound like the same God that flooded everyone out. Then he suicides himself as a sacrificial lamb? It's difficult for me to understand. The flesh of my flesh blood of my blood sounds like cannibalism or blood ritual.