[part 2 of 2]

and then these units of tetrahedrons form modules of 2 cetera hedron's joined together and this is how that field of cosmesis the frogs eggs is formed once you break out of that soup of cosmesis you discover that they are contained in turn in a yet larger sphere so that one structure is within another and as you examine it closer you see that in the center of this perhaps you should call it super cosmos there is a hollow and inside that cosmos shells are being formed and they emerge from that and evolve towards the surface whereas the olives the olives spiral has all those those universes on the spiral evolving up towards the olive so here the cosmos is in turn evolved towards the surface of the super cosmos and the mature cosmesis then emerge on the outside they begin to cluster together and form a new super cosmos and they kind of elbow their way in pushing the other ones aside and you see that this is a growing almost biological structure now on every level of these structures that you perceive there is a consciousness in charge the olive was in charge of the cosmos and here on the level of the super cosmos this form appears and in order for you to know that it's a consciousness that you can interact with a face or a likeness of a face will appear in it and say I can talk to you and in order to understand what it's saying you merge with it and then you begin to understand a little more about that level and here I would like to digress a little bit to talk about consciousness because there appear to be two types of consciousness one that is the consciousness of the structure itself and the other that uses that structure as a temporary dwelling if we look at our own bodies and for example we talk to the cell of our kidney and we ask the kidney cell what is that you do what is your job here the kidney cell will say I don't really know I'm just a little fellow here why don't you ask the boss now who is the boss it's the sum total of all the cells of the kidney and it already is a consciousness that you can interact with and the kid they will tell you well i purify blood I do this and I do that and so every organ in our body is a sum total of the consciousnesses of the cells that compose it and then there appears to be a consciousness which is the sum total of all the consciousnesses of all the organs and you could say that it's perhaps a rudimentary consciousness if you can call it that of the body it runs the body when it is unconscious in other words the other consciousness is away when you sleep when you are under anesthesia there's somebody running your body somebody is breathing the lungs know what they're doing the heart continues to pump blood it is conscious and it's unrelated to the consciousness that is temporarily away so the same thing happens on every level there is a consciousness of the structure itself and another one that uses that structure and can come and go so we can also say the same thing about our earth for example it's a conscious being and there is a consciousness that runs the planet it's electromagnetic field it's temperature its currents and other things the ecology of the planet and then there must be another consciousness which uses it as a garage has been used to put it and it can come and go it's a much larger consciousness and so it's true of the Sun and of every other level as you go up so then perceived these consciousnesses as abstract forms that would appear on different levels and they would communicate with you and you can learn from them we saw this on the super cosmic level then comes the onk the cross the two triangles the two crossing and then something that looks a little bit like the Egyptian pharaoh the first human form that runs the seventh level there were seven levels in all and each level ever simpler ever larger and comprising the levels that were below it as I said consciousness is modular so as you go through all these levels finally you come to a level where all these levels are contained in one sphere the manifest creation everything visible and invisible everything that ever existed is in it and around it is this infinite dark void which is the consciousness itself and as it vibrates as we saw before it creates manifest creation so as you come closer to this you begin to discern what appeared to be rotating disks covering its surface and as you look closer this is what you see instead of disks you see that these are bars having little shapes underneath like that and these bars spin around these shapes spin around and there are three layers of these and the fourth the outermost layer looks like this and you begin to recognize these as shapes known as the sanskrit letters and then this one as the symbol which stands for ohm or Cosmic Consciousness in Sanskrit so again you're explained when you ask about it these are not Sanskrit letters these are Holograms interference patterns that are active on that level and they were perceived by the seers and incorporated into the Sanskrit alphabet so as you look at this manifest creation you realize that there must be a consciousness that runs this the ultimate consciousness and you want to understand how this structure is run and what's happening with these rotating discs and you are explained that as this cell or as this being grows and we saw that it's constantly expanding and developing and evolving it expands into the surrounding void which is pure consciousness as we remember so that evidence pans into it the void begins to penetrate it and these rotating discs are acting as modulators of the void and by rotating they create a sound the word of creation which then begins to interact within itself it's a hologram of sound or a hologram of different frequencies that begin to create all kinds of harmonics and and all kinds of additional sounds that develop out of out of these interactions of different frequencies and so the whole thing is forever evolving so then you ask so who is the top god who runs this structure and the moment you ask you find yourself in the infinite void and suddenly a brilliant light comes down on you so brilliant that you blinded and you're shaking because now you realize you are talking to the ultimate God of the structure so what do you do you peek under and you realize that this is a tunnel of light so you enter that and you begin to ascend and you go faster and faster and in fact you begin to tumble down faster and faster and then you realize that it's making a u-turn and at the end there is something there and you know that that is it and you will soon be confronting the God of manifest creation as you finally look at it you realize that you are looking at yourself a carbon copy of yourself but that self sits there paying no attention to you and you're lost you don't know what to say to yourself how's the weather up there what do you say to yourself so you revert to your old tested trick you merge with yourself so that by merging you can know yourself and you can find out what it's all about so you turn around and you slowly back into yourself like into a tight garage and when you finally do what happens is that there is a tremendous bang and you become the void because you are the consciousness which is the void and that part of you that had never left has always been the void and that oblivion server that was watching through your eyes and guiding you through this obstacle course to go back to yourself your Higher Self was the observer that had never left and was watching you creating this whole phantasmagoria for yourself we each create our own and it's just a trip back home to reunite with your own self and so we could say that we are the creators the producers and the consumers of our own reality because we are the consciousness itself and then like to finish his talks by quoting a poem by an Indian sage Shankara which went like this on the vast canvas of the self the picture of manifold worlds is painted by the self itself and that supreme self seeing but it self enjoys great delight"