Congrats on getting healthy. Motherfuckers with an extra 50 pounds are bragging about their 10,000 rounds of 5.56 stocked up, but who couldn't handle running three blocks in an emergency.
The most important prepping you can do is staying in shape, then staying out of debt.
I feel like you described my struggle perfectly. I just have this overwhelming negative outlook to the point I can't wake up and smell the flowers in good moments. I lost a girl that I should have married because of this negativity, and absolutely obsessing over anything to do with the NWO/reset. I realized even if you are going through hell, men have to create as much stability as possible for women and children no matter how bleak things are. Wish I would have realized this earlier. The NWO got what they wanted because their opposition (me) failed to start a family and got so demoralized I couldn't function. It good to hear other people know how it feels, and are learning to deal with it. I swear it's not the enslavement of humanity that gets me so freaked out, it's the fact that everyone is so oblivious and walking right into it. Makes me feel insane.
Congrats on getting healthy. Motherfuckers with an extra 50 pounds are bragging about their 10,000 rounds of 5.56 stocked up, but who couldn't handle running three blocks in an emergency.
The most important prepping you can do is staying in shape, then staying out of debt.
I feel like you described my struggle perfectly. I just have this overwhelming negative outlook to the point I can't wake up and smell the flowers in good moments. I lost a girl that I should have married because of this negativity, and absolutely obsessing over anything to do with the NWO/reset. I realized even if you are going through hell, men have to create as much stability as possible for women and children no matter how bleak things are. Wish I would have realized this earlier. The NWO got what they wanted because their opposition (me) failed to start a family and got so demoralized I couldn't function. It good to hear other people know how it feels, and are learning to deal with it. I swear it's not the enslavement of humanity that gets me so freaked out, it's the fact that everyone is so oblivious and walking right into it. Makes me feel insane.
Yes, be a servant.