You need to find a local ally who feels the same as you. You're not alone, people are just too afraid to be singled out. It's impossible that everyone in Asia is a true ans obedient believer - there has to be a percentage who are just blending in. Find those people and form a club where you can get some normalcy in private and speak openly to each other.

How? Well, to do this you must stand out in public. Go without that mask, take a risk. You'll see many people who react negatively to you... and then, rarely, you'll find someone who looks sympathetic and you'll know. Start a conversation.