I am a saved and born again Christian. Ever since I was a child I have found no value in this world. I see most things as vanity; pointless pursuits and possessions. It all decays and loses its luster. I have not wished to be here nor take part in the systems at work -- for as long as I can remember. It all fades.
These thoughts and feelings are not brought on simply by rejection or a psychological need for belonging, or fitting in.
This world is foreign to me -- from both a spiritual and physical aspect.
I believe the world was spoken into existence. But just the same, while tangible, is not quite real. To some degree I would argue that a manifestation is a dream and therefore, in many ways, a simulation. While there's much I could say, I simply feel that this world is temporary. It is a place, but not my final place. Is it real? Sure. Does it have significance to me? Not really.
Consider this...motion (like from inception towards death) corrupts everything set into it (like life).
loses its luster
Could flow applied to form represent a pull; a temptation; a lust; a want?
need for belonging
What if you already are within something (form within flow) and need to sustain yourself; but also have the choice (free will) to ignore needs (self sustenance) for wants (temptations aka ignorance of self sustenance)?
These thoughts and feelings are not brought on...
Perception (input); choice based comprehension (processing); action (output)...
This world is foreign to me
What if you feel alone; surrounded by others (foreign), because we're alone...ALL in ONE?
from both a spiritual and physical aspect.
SPIR'IT, noun (Latin spiritus, from spiro, to breathe)...and yet you breathe; because you need to; surrounded by the physical form that you perceive within flow.
I believe the world was spoken into existence.
Yet you never perceived nature defining itself through words; only ever those within nature using words to define it for each others as suggestions in exchange for consent to believe them.
How is that most lifeforms can perceive; comprehend and act upon "grass"; without anyone telling them that it's called "grass"? If "in the beginning was the word..."; then what did it describe, and who did it address?
Could it be that not one can create all, but that ALL is needed to allow the ONEs within to transmute out of?
a simulation
SIMULA'TION, noun [Latin simulation ] - "the act of feigning to be that which is not; the assumption of". To assume requires motion to perceive; comprehend and assume about the form within. Form isn't flow; yet form originates out of flow.
this world is temporary
Like the temporary momentum within ongoing motion? Like the temporary form resisting the velocity of ongoing flow? Like the temporary ONE potential within the ongoing potentiality of ALL energy in motion?
It is a place, but not my final place.
What if motion set momentum into place; and those within choose to ignore the need for ONEs self sustenance for wanting more than ALL offered to them?
What if life is not goal oriented (final place), since the outcome (death) is predefined at the beginning (inception); but a responsibility for the sustenance of balance in between beginning and end; through choice based (free will) actions as adaptation to motion?
Does it have significance to me? Not really.
Do you want to breathe or do you need to breathe? Try to mentally and physically resist the need for breathing (your spirit contract) to comprehend a little more about what "dominates" the "free" will of choice of yours aka free-dom.
I am a saved and born again Christian. Ever since I was a child I have found no value in this world. I see most things as vanity; pointless pursuits and possessions. It all decays and loses its luster. I have not wished to be here nor take part in the systems at work -- for as long as I can remember. It all fades.
These thoughts and feelings are not brought on simply by rejection or a psychological need for belonging, or fitting in.
This world is foreign to me -- from both a spiritual and physical aspect.
I believe the world was spoken into existence. But just the same, while tangible, is not quite real. To some degree I would argue that a manifestation is a dream and therefore, in many ways, a simulation. While there's much I could say, I simply feel that this world is temporary. It is a place, but not my final place. Is it real? Sure. Does it have significance to me? Not really.
Consider this...motion (like from inception towards death) corrupts everything set into it (like life).
Could flow applied to form represent a pull; a temptation; a lust; a want?
What if you already are within something (form within flow) and need to sustain yourself; but also have the choice (free will) to ignore needs (self sustenance) for wants (temptations aka ignorance of self sustenance)?
Perception (input); choice based comprehension (processing); action (output)...
What if you feel alone; surrounded by others (foreign), because we're alone...ALL in ONE?
SPIR'IT, noun (Latin spiritus, from spiro, to breathe)...and yet you breathe; because you need to; surrounded by the physical form that you perceive within flow.
Yet you never perceived nature defining itself through words; only ever those within nature using words to define it for each others as suggestions in exchange for consent to believe them.
How is that most lifeforms can perceive; comprehend and act upon "grass"; without anyone telling them that it's called "grass"? If "in the beginning was the word..."; then what did it describe, and who did it address?
Could it be that not one can create all, but that ALL is needed to allow the ONEs within to transmute out of?
SIMULA'TION, noun [Latin simulation ] - "the act of feigning to be that which is not; the assumption of". To assume requires motion to perceive; comprehend and assume about the form within. Form isn't flow; yet form originates out of flow.
Like the temporary momentum within ongoing motion? Like the temporary form resisting the velocity of ongoing flow? Like the temporary ONE potential within the ongoing potentiality of ALL energy in motion?
What if motion set momentum into place; and those within choose to ignore the need for ONEs self sustenance for wanting more than ALL offered to them?
What if life is not goal oriented (final place), since the outcome (death) is predefined at the beginning (inception); but a responsibility for the sustenance of balance in between beginning and end; through choice based (free will) actions as adaptation to motion?
Do you want to breathe or do you need to breathe? Try to mentally and physically resist the need for breathing (your spirit contract) to comprehend a little more about what "dominates" the "free" will of choice of yours aka free-dom.