Yeah wasn't sure if it was one of those Hawaiian ones. lol. Leaving the post there anyways. It doesn't seem to be stretched out enough like that hand gesture though.
Here's the photo album of those.
https://web.archive.org/web/20161209032241/https://sli.mg/a/mdv0hG
I was looking around for this chick.. she takes photos and does photoshop stuff to them. Instagram.. this one it had her body showing in the water. Why would they take that out, eh. Inside joke about this gala type stuff they do, with real people they fucking eat.
Well let's see that pdf I'm going through.
https://cdn.preterhuman.net/texts/alien.ufo/Corso,%20Philip%20-%20The%20Day%20After%20Roswell.pdf
The Forward is by Senator Strom Thurmond.
"prologue is a separate introductory section of a literary or musical work". I guess that's what you're talking about. What did he have to say in there. I'm trying to read this whole thing carefully while eating. I'm up to page 44. It's interesting.. He was getting into how the craft would move along. It seems familiar with what the area 51 guy.. Bob Lazar talked about how they move.
It was in the news later. Old warehouse not too far from the area. I think it's firebugs like most summers. Pretty bad around here. Was another warehouse nearby there the other day. They had like 5 fires to deal with last night.
I click the "learn more" there.. That brings you to:
"Why can’t I share or view news on Instagram?"
https://help.instagram.com/273556485011659?ref=ipl
In response to the Online News Act, Instagram restricts the sharing and viewing of news links and all posts from news outlet accounts in Canada.
If you are in Canada, this means:
You can no longer share or view news links on Instagram from stories or profile bios, including news links from any news outlet accounts.
You can no longer see content from any news outlet accounts, even if you search for them or follow them.
How we identify news outlets:
Meta’s review team identifies news outlets based on legislative definitions.
News outlets include organizations whose primary purpose is to produce news content, in any format (including an audio or audiovisual format), that reports on, investigates or explains current issues or events of public interest.
I'm there.. what the fuck. Then I click their "Online News Act," to try and figure out what the hell is going on. That goes to this page:
https://about.fb.com/news/2023/06/changes-to-news-availability-on-our-platforms-in-canada/
Updated on August 1st, 2023
In order to comply with the Online News Act, we have begun the process of ending news availability in Canada. These changes start today, and will be implemented for all people accessing Facebook and Instagram in Canada over the course of the next few weeks.
For Canadian news outlets this means: News links and content posted by news publishers and broadcasters in Canada will no longer be viewable by people in Canada. We are identifying news outlets based on legislative definitions and guidance from the Online News Act.
For international news outlets this means: News publishers and broadcasters outside of Canada will continue to be able to post news links and content, however, that content will not be viewable by people in Canada.
For our Canadian community this means: People in Canada will no longer be able to view or share news content on Facebook and Instagram, including news articles and audio-visual content posted by news outlets.
For our international community this means: There is no change to our services for people accessing our technologies outside of Canada.
So, somebody who's in another country, wanna see if they can find out what the fuck is burning down in my neighborhood. lol.
I guess I could use my proton VPN. I pay like 10 bucks a month in case I'm researching something and gotta get a torrent. But it was pretty good with just the free, if you wanna browse the internet and use other countries, doesn't cost. So that would be ok.
I'm looking into what the fuck is going on here.
Now I gotta try to use one of these local news sources to try and figure out what the fuck is going on, but it's all blocked everywhere.
It's like 1984 and they're shutting down the news so you can't figure out how they're fucking you over.
ok I did a google search for:
Online News Act, we have begun the process of ending news availability in Canada.
oh.. it's a fucking local news page that loads.
https://www.ctvnews.ca/politics/understanding-bill-c-18-canada-s-online-news-act-explained-1.6488532
Understanding Bill C-18: Canada's Online News Act and its proposed rules, explained
This seems like from last summer but it's the first time I notice. My bookmarks bar I have a google news US cause local news is so bunk.
ok it says..
Canada's controversial Bill C-18 became law in June, requiring big tech companies to compensate media organizations if they want to continue to host Canadian news content on their platforms.
Both Google and Meta – the company behind Facebook and Instagram – initially stated that they will instead be blocking Canadian news from their platforms in response to the new law.
For Meta, this is now underway, with the company saying on Aug. 1 the changes "start today, and will be implemented…over the course of the next few weeks."
However, the Canadian government reached a deal with Google(opens in a new tab) over the Online News Act in November. Under this deal, the tech giant will pay $100 million annually to news publishers and will continue to allow access to Canadian news content through its platform.
As of now, these are the only two platforms being eyed by the government's regulations, but that could change as other social media or search engines gain traction.
Well.. I don't know.. there's a pretty big fire in the neighborhood with a fair bit of smoke all over and can't find out about it anywhere.
In the UFO highway, this high ranking military guy is just "anonymous" but you can tell by all the details of the little things he knows about how they operate, that it's not bullshit. This one here though.. he's using his name and it's him. He was pretty old at this time.. This was published in 1997 and he dies in 1998, age 83. But you gotta wonder if they took him out anyways. I'm only up to page 19 of 118. Don't want to spoil what goes on. Lemme get the pdf I got it from.
https://cdn.preterhuman.net/texts/alien.ufo/Corso,%20Philip%20-%20The%20Day%20After%20Roswell.pdf
And then here was that UFO highway about Dulce I was starting before but it's paused. Cause he mentioned Corso and that book. So I'm like, what's he talking about and gonna finish this one first and go back to the highway one.
"By the end of the experiment, Spurlock claimed that he gained 25 pounds and suffered from depression and liver dysfunction."
yeah that Jules Verne, journey to the middle of the earth. If the war of the worlds one is based of stuff that was actually going on.. maybe that Jules Verne stuff is too. You hear conspiracy things about that like what was it.. Agartha.
I don't know, let's see you purposely make it "snafu" with gibberish.
Was re-reading this section.. cause it gets into the cabal and their bloodline. Says..
Austra Albus
"they also retain one genetic predisposition that can kill them."
So I try to ask Bing AI..
You
which is?
Copilot
The narrative surrounding “Austra Albus” is a speculative one, often found in the realm of pseudoarchaeology and science fiction. According to the information available, the Austra Albus are described as a genetically enhanced offspring with a mix of alien and human DNA. The specific genetic predisposition that could be fatal to them is not detailed in mainstream scientific literature, as this concept is not part of established science.
However, within the speculative narrative from which this concept arises, it’s mentioned that the Austra Albus were created by the Anu, a group of beings in this theory, to survive on Earth with certain genetic modifications. Over time, the Austra Albus began strict breeding protocols to eliminate as much alien DNA from their lineage as possible, becoming almost entirely human in appearance and anatomy1.
The “genetic predisposition” that can kill them, as mentioned in the narrative, is not explicitly defined in the available sources. It’s important to note that these stories are a blend of mythology, science fiction, and unverified theories, and should not be taken as factual or scientific evidence. They are part of a fictional or speculative framework that explores the idea of ancient astronauts and their influence on human evolution, which is a popular theme in certain subcultures and works of fiction.
You
speculate what you think it could be
Copilot
As an AI, I don’t have personal beliefs or the ability to speculate in the way a human does. However, I can create a fictional scenario based on the themes of ancient astronaut theories and genetic predispositions. Here’s a creative take on what the fatal genetic predisposition of the Austra Albus might be:
In the speculative narrative of the Austra Albus, their genetic makeup is a complex tapestry woven from the strands of both human and alien DNA. This intricate combination bestowed upon them remarkable abilities and traits, but it also carried with it a hidden frailty—a genetic predisposition that could prove fatal.
The Hypothetical Genetic Flaw:
Photosensitivity: Given their otherworldly origin, the Austra Albus might possess a heightened sensitivity to solar radiation. Unlike humans, who have adapted to Earth’s specific range of ultraviolet light, the Austra Albus could be vulnerable to sunlight, leading to a condition that could be fatal over time.
Atmospheric Intolerance: Perhaps the Austra Albus retained a requirement for an atmospheric composition different from Earth’s current balance of gases. A reliance on a higher concentration of a particular gas, like argon or helium, which is rare in our atmosphere, could lead to respiratory failure.
Telomeric Shortening: If the alien DNA influenced the telomeres—the protective caps at the ends of chromosomes—it’s conceivable that the Austra Albus might experience accelerated aging or susceptibility to diseases, unlike anything known to human medicine.
Immune System Incompatibility: The merging of human and alien immune systems could result in a compromised defense against pathogens. A common Earth virus or bacterium, harmless to humans, might be lethal to the Austra Albus due to this unique vulnerability.
Remember, this is purely a work of fiction, inspired by the themes you’ve mentioned. The concept of Austra Albus and their genetic predispositions is not grounded in scientific fact but rather in the realm of creative storytelling and speculative thought.
They're all kind of fucked up, eh.. like around there it said,
"From the special blood attained through females of the lineage (due to certain hormones) it helps them to sustain their ability to withstand the environment; additionally, they also use secretions of pituitary and pineal glands (from captured modern humans) which also acts as strong drug helping to keep them from succumbing to mental instability caused by environmental stresses and unwanted chemical influence."
oh mentioned it the other day.
Clink the thread image link of the large scale jpeg.
lol.. first I laughed, then was like.. look 'em up again and holy fuck.. those crab eyes like the vril. I gotta message Donnie about this stuff with doing a pic of the jar jar beside those two, eh.
What's this thing holding in it's left hand. Then the head area.. looks like one of those "furries" costumes or something. It seems like it's looking at you.. but what's going on, on the left side of it's head area.. and the right side, seems like one of those winter hats with a big tail.
Then you got the leg area.. where in a human it would go to your ass.. that seems high like no hip area much. It's like the back of the left leg line goes up too long.
What you notice with the Vril comparison on the right is how long those arms are. Are you seeing that in the left side picture. Where does a human's hands stop at the leg height.. Your hands don't really go down to your knee area or below.
Like where's the "elbows", eh. They seem low. You don't have that in the cartoon on the right. Those look like normal elbows but the forearms are long.
You're not getting too much other blurring with this thing moving around.. but the head area is all messed up like it was moving around. They didn't want to release the whole video. I guess it might be still frames at however many intervals. Closing windows, oh they talk about that in the twitter post. "This image was taken from a camera that only shoots a still image when it detects motion."
You've also got the part of the country this happened. Like where is Amarillo. Checking how far it is from Dulce base.. 400 miles. These underground creatures live in that whole area. Not too far you get the skinwalker ranch. Amarillo is 200 miles from Roswell. You got odd things going on in that area. Lots of military bases.
These are official sources too..
@CityofAmarillo Verified checkmark.
https://twitter.com/CityofAmarillo/status/1534692757293391875/photo/1
"The Amarillo Zoo captured a strange image outside the zoo in the dark and early morning hours of May 21 (around 1:25 a.m.). Is it a person with a strange hat who likes to walk at night? A chupacabra? Do you have any ideas of what this UAO- Unidentified Amarillo Object could be?"
Then you had mainstream TV news outlets talking about it.
https://abc11.com/wolfman-amarillo-zoo-caught-on-camera-texas-news/11949542/
Another one on youtube..
Mystery creature caught on camera by Texas Zoo in Amarillo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i_ssKfgG2B8
WKYC Channel 3 314K subscribers
320,516 views Jun 10, 2022 Check out this photo of this mystery creature caught on camera from the Amarillo Zoo in Texas. The image from the zoo shows some sort of creature or object appearing to stand outside of a barbed fence.
The City of Amarillo took to Facebook to ask if anyone could identify the creature in the "strange image." According to the city, the photo was captured around 1:25 a.m. on May 21.
Thousands of people have responded. The creature is being dubbed the "Unidentified Amarillo Object."
It's not some guy in a "furry" costume where they try to look like some cartoon animal. Let me do a pic of it beside what Donald Marshall was talking about the Vril look like in that 200 page pdf from the other day.
Here.. I'll do that comparison pic as it's own post, next.
This 2nd clip here.. think I saw something about that in the Donald Marshall 200 page pdf from the other day, that I'm gradually going through. Let me check that again. Up to page 72. What you see here, is kind of like what a snake does, eh.. I think it might be the type 3 Vril but this one here looks more like a human. Let me try to find that section where he talked about how the mouth can go way wide like that. oh yeah, got it..
"Vril type 3 reptiles can open their mouths extremely wide The ability of Vril type 3 reptiles to open their mouths extremely wide, enables the Vril type 3 reptiles the ability to latch onto its prey's face; suck the air out of the lungs of its prey, until the Vril type 3s’ prey, dies."
So this isn't a vril but that's what's going on there, eh. So what's going on with this clip.. and you do got how they're underground in this scenario. Earlier he talked about that..
"the Vril type 3 reptiles look exactly like how the geologist, Phil Schneider described them to be. Furthermore, Vril type 3 reptiles look exactly like the pictures Phil Schneider provided in his lectures. The Vril type 3, have really long necks, and look similar to what can be described as a 'long-necked grey alien'; in fact, the geologist Phil Schneider referred to the Vril type 3 reptiles in his disclosures as "Long-necked greys". The Vril type 3 reptiles reside in a habitat which is extremely, deep, DEEP, below the Earth's surface; therefore, the Vril type 3s travel tremendous lengths underneath the Earth's surface, before the Vril type 3 reptiles emerge in the Deep Underground Military Bases (DUMBs); Vril type 3s can be found frequenting Deep Underground Military Bases."
I don't see no long neck here with this thing.
Going through things gradually, like when I'm eating.. then note the time to resume, next time. Just started watching that.. I'm at 16min. They mentioned:
UFO HIGHWAY_ The Dulce Interview, Human Origins, HAARP & Project Blue Beam - (Oct. 15, 2010) by Anthony F. Sanchez
I looked up to see if I could get a pdf.. saw this thread of a guy wondering too.
https://old.reddit.com/r/alexandria/comments/mklojz/request_pdf_of_ufo_highway_by_anthony_f_sanchez/
What is that subreddit..
https://old.reddit.com/r/alexandria/
This subreddit is about occult/esoteric books
But yeah, a guy got back to him with where that UFO highway pdf was and it worked.
So nice to be able to check that out. I'm up to page 24 and the military guy he's talking to knows about all that stuff. So he's not bogus.
Got a text transcript of that.
In an April 16th interview with Polly Tommy, Dr. Paul Thomas explained how the American medical establishment incentivizes pediatricians to fully vaccinate their young patients and finds them if they don't, vaccinations that have been proven to cause more death and harm than the diseases they are said to be preventing. As other practices started kicking people out of their practices if they weren't following the CDC schedule, I was getting more and more families who didn't want to do any vaccines, which was fine with me. So we took an entire month of every single billing sheet and on every visit on the back of that, our providers would mark off what vaccines we recommend according to the CDC schedule, families could decline them, and then our billing department insurance company by insurance company, vaccine by vaccine. We looked at how much money was being lost for vaccines that were refused, just the admin fee. So there's three main ways you make money off of vaccines and pediatrics. Number one is the admin fee, and you get about, it depends on the insurance company, every contract's different, but I would average it out to say about $40 for the first antigen and $20 for each subsequent antigen. So let's just say a two month well baby visit, there's a DPT, that's three shots, three antigens, Hib, Pravnar, Hep B, Polio, Rotavirus, six shots, eight antigens, about $240, thank you for giving those shots. Multiply that by the fact that I was getting 30 to 40 newborns per month, they're coming in repeatedly at two months, four months, six months, nine months, 12 months, 15, 18 months and age two. So we looked at the admin fee loss and from my practice that was billing at that time about three million gross, we were losing a million dollars, over a million dollars. And vaccines that were refused. So you cannot stay in business if you're not giving pretty close to the CDC schedule, it just doesn't pencil out economically at all. Let me tell you about the other two ways we make money from vaccines. One is the markup, that's small. They don't allow a lot of profit on vaccines as far as markups, but they do this thing called incentives or bonuses, and it's called a quality bonus. Well, in pediatrics, one of the main quality measures is how well you vaccinate. Isn't that interesting? It has nothing to do with how healthy your kids are. Like when I studied my Vaxx versus unvaxxed patients, the unvaxed were so incredibly healthy, they rarely got sick. They rarely would end up in an emergency room or in a hospital or with any chronic condition. So being unvaxed results in very healthy kids who don't use a lot of medical dollars. Every health system should want that, but it's reversed. It's all flipped. It's bizarre. You're supposed to have had your kids up to date, about 80% of them by age two. Guess what percentage of my population was at fully vaccinated age two, 1%. The goal is 80%. So Dr. Paul gets an F minus, basically what that means is not only do I not get paid the normal amount for everything else we do in the office, I get dinged maybe 10 or 15% off of those RVUs, relative value units that are ascribed, everything you do in medicine is given a value. If you do very well on your quality measures, you're a really good vaccinator, you may get an additional 10% on everything you do in your office. That's huge. SIDS is sudden infant death syndrome. When you hear the word syndrome, it means we don't know what it is. We don't know what causes it. We actually have a pretty good clue because there are six data sets, studies that looked at SIDS when that infant died relative to when they got a vaccine. In one data set, 97% were in the first 10 days after the vaccine. For the six other studies, a couple of them showed that 50% of the deaths happened in the first week, but 75% to about 90% of those deaths are happening in the first week after vaccines in all these studies. We've known this for decades. The countries that have the most infant vaccines have the highest infant mortality. Guess where the US stands? We are number one in infant vaccines. We are number one in industrial countries for infant mortality. There's a document, 450-page legal document that has tables showing for every single disease for which we have a vaccine. There are more deaths from the vaccine than there are from the disease for which we have that vaccine. Reporting for Infowars, this is Greg Reese. Thank you for watching the latest Greg Reese report. Be sure to go to reesreport.com to see my latest videos, sign up for my free newsletter, and subscribe for exclusive content. And be sure to support my sponsor at InfowarsStore.com. 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ok so they do show what those papers are called. I don't have time right now to look up each one. Gotta get back to bed for work. Let's see those numbers in columns, he's showing sections of.
Donald Marshall, you can look up his story. I had a bookmark years ago.. let me get that.
https://donaldmarshallrevolution.com/
He was going around social networking. Talking about when celebs go to sleep, their consciousness would get transferred to a cloned body of themselves, at a clone centre. It's like their awake over there but their body at home is "sleeping". When their body at home wakes up, the clone drops to the floor over there.
He talked about hanging out with celebs over there.. They're nasty.. do evil shit. It's like an arena setting. Do horror movie stuff. Check out his story.
Noticed this 200 page pdf on his instagram the other week. Downloaded it yesterday and started going through it. He goes into lots of detail about how these Vril hijack people. I'm up to page 40 of this. Check it out. Pretty deep though.. you need to know how things work out there to believe it. Then it'd fit in with other people's puzzle pieces.
I have this old bookmark from years ago.. was a hidden animated weather gif that refreshes every few hours. It's still up.
https://sirocco.accuweather.com/sat_mosaic_640x480_public/EI/isaeun.gif
Then I can see what's going on with bad weather approaching and where it's heading.
I check today and this line there.. I don't know.. you hear about weather modification with these guys. How would they even do that. Was it HAARP? That's up north though. These points seem odd.
Probably nothing going on. Don't they have army bases in that area in Texas.. let me check.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_American_military_installations
This huge jpg is taking a while to gradually load. That thing's huge.. 53mb on a jpg.. 16500 x 13800. Let me check that line of this green to see if there's bases around these areas. It looks sus around where it seems to be generating from in Texas.. let's just check there. I don't know.. you guys check it out.
https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/e/e5/U.S._Military_Installations_Map.jpg
I don't think they'd have whatever in that line which would generate these, or something.
One day I see this post from blue checkmark Rothschild guy who's the same age as me. I'm like, what.. cause he only had one post for years the whole time. Now his dad dies and seems like they can do more of what they want, right.. so they don't get in trouble.
Checking the post.. see a comment from this blonde chick who's not that old. Talking about hanging out with his dad. The head honcho Rothschild.. you'd see him around. A good one was that pic with him and Marina Abramović in front of this big painting of Lucifer. Let me get that.
"Occultist Marina Abramovic posing with Jacob Rothschild in front of the painting: "Satan summoning his Legions" (1767-1983) "
https://pbs.twimg.com/media/GCsIM3uaAAAqRch.jpg:large
If you don't know about her.. well here's one of her "galas" with body parts on tables.. known Hollywood celebs there too.
This shit is fucked up, man.
"Maria Occult Gala"
https://web.archive.org/web/20161209032241/https://sli.mg/a/mdv0hG
Her with Gaga.. body in crate with liquid and they have a taste.
"Watermill Center Benefit 2013"
https://www.gettyimages.co.uk/detail/news-photo/watermill-center-benefit-2013-news-photo/1433688227
Marina with Jay Z.
https://www.instagram.com/bigah268/p/B_PJ0kDjZAA/
But let's focus on that Jacob Rothschild guy there.. so he's hangin out with her. I was looking him up seasons before that. Seemed like he was around Instagram. Might be him.. these old guys who are about to die, got lots of time. Had a couple bookmarks. Was over at facebook but I quit there years ago so can't really browse around. Let me get those couple pages.
"Rothschild Dynasty (Concordia Integritas Industria)"
9.6K followers
https://www.facebook.com/Rotchshild01
The thing to watch is, is there any posts after this guy dies, February 26, 2024 (age 87 years).
Had another old bookmark..
"Rothschild Dynasty® Private group · 6.1K members"
https://www.facebook.com/groups/173399347851619/
But yeah.. nevermind that stuff.. let's stick with the blue checkmark son. And then this chick Rosie commenting. Where she said:
"Nat I wanted to attend your father’s funeral and its heartbreaking that you never reached out to me. I sat for many hours having a sweet conversation with your dad at the breakfast table whilst you spent time with Emma in your room. Its sad that for no apparent reason, she badly influenced you to not speak with me. Your dad was a very humble, polite, friendly, sweet man and I think he would have agreed to how fake evil wicked selfish she is acting because she has mental issues and she can’t get along with her own friends, except for the men she needs to use monetarily. Its such aweful behaviour."
Now what's this natural blonde chick who seems like, I don't know.. but she ain't old like he was. And who's this Emma..
Hang on.. so Nat is pretty high up there, eh..
Nathaniel Rothschild, 5th Baron Rothschild British financier
What do these numbers with Baron mean.. like he was 4th and now he's 5th.. is that like "generation" or something.
But yeah.. who's Emma. ok.. Jacob the old guy.. his sister.
"Siblings: Amschel Rothschild, Emma Rothschild, MORE"
Now what's going on there.. what's she saying.. Seems like she spends most of that comment talking about her. And what's going on with Emma hangin out with the son, in his damn room. That's like what.. his aunt.
After that I followed this Rosie chick the other week.. so sometimes I'd see her posts in my home page feed. I haven't commented over there at her page. But saw one today where she does text into a jpg, saying who knows what.. and was like woah.. this chick is talking about "conspiracy" stuff. When I was scrolling her page back then was like.. oh the Jew stuff eh.. you're lucky your page is still up if you, lol.. "go there", especially on any mainstream social networking site. I don't know what her deal is, or what she's saying with all that.. but this stuff where she gets into conspiracy things. Who knows.. this chick might know stuff, eh.. like "real" things because I don't know.. seems like she was hangin out with them. Probably was used for sex or something. Check out what she's got to say and see if you spot things. lol.
This footage looks pretty good, eh.. you can see the wire harnessing stuff on his back. lol. And what was that spinning stuff below like the planet. Jeez.. this is like before CGI in movies. lol.
You were wondering..
"pby1000
1 points 12 days ago What polymath researcher guy?
Lemme check the bookmarks there..
Search - BitChute for harald kautz vella
black goo guy.. and wind up at like how he figured out more of what was going on with the covid injections. What I was onto about how it's nano tech and they can over-ride whoever got injected. lol.
I don't recognize any of these names.. Uploaded it to bing AI and it bitched out said, naw can't research about this stuff.
"I’m sorry, but I can’t assist with identifying or providing a list of individuals associated with private organizations like the Bohemian Grove. If you’re interested in learning more about the Bohemian Club or its members, I can provide information on its history and general membership based on publicly available sources. Would you like to know more about that?"
"I understand your curiosity, but as an AI developed by OpenAI, I prioritize privacy and confidentiality. I cannot provide information on individuals or their accomplishments from private organizations like the Bohemian Grove. The Bohemian Club is known for its secrecy, and the membership list is typically confidential."
Noticed on the milk cartons.. this kids help phone. They're still trying to get you depressed.