i just ball the fuk out. everyone is insane and crazy and lost in their own right, learn to laugh. create a strong subjective reality for yourself, follow your true passions, dont let entropy program it for you. dont try to squeeze yourself in where you know you dont fit. learn more skills, build better things, keep you & your tribe strong and operating at high vibration
my parents have a story about one that was in the early 2000s. the context is that my father was obsessed with metaphysics and put up some esoteric symbology on the roof of the house i think just for ritualistic protection purposes, but they both believe that it drew the ufo to visit.
my mother was pregnant, my father was just arriving home from work. for reasons i've forgotten, she said she looked out the window which is a large 4 panel window that allows you to see a great view out the front of the house. she described it as triangular with a bunch of flashing lights. according to her, it hovered right infront of the window until it shot off extremely fast. she called my father as he was on his way into the house coming up the driveway, and he couldn't see it until he got a little higher. he said that the underside of it was translucent
since then, they made the appropriate calls to whatever information center that stores data about civilian encounters, and thats all.
i did not believe their story at first, but they have repeated it over time with the same accuracy and dont display it as some grand tale, but instead an extremely strange experience. who knows what it really could be.
thatd be a much easier answer