might be anecdotal, been about 1 year since they started really jabbing everyone here. about 6 months since 90% of people got both.. people are acting really strange also, its been 2 days since the mask mandate was lifted and most are still wearing them. I asked my buddy at work why he still had his on and I shit you not, the guy said "I dont know man, tbh i feel more relaxed or safer with it".
personally, I find myself distancing away from alot of people. The brain washing is very real here. We're waay behind the curve in CA, people still think that the virus was natural, the most based person around might say it was a bio weapon.
the majority look at me like im a retard for supporting convoy, rights, and medical consent... couldn't imagine what they think if i told them this was a giant plan to depop and enslave the entire western world in some 5G fueled digital net then birth some luciferin AI to rule us... if these people only knew kek.
anyway on a positive note i did meet someone who knows whats up, he was a meth head yelling in the dollar store, dude was fucking bonkers and probably a danger to himself but at the end of the day it still nice to know im not the only here who sees the scamdemic for what it is.
TLDR: I dont even know anymore, stay safe fwends
I didnt really think about this before but after talking to some people close to me Iv come across something interesting.
Some people dont have internal dialogue, they dont think in there head. they either literally talk out loud or just impulsively go threw actions that have become routine.
for me, its my internal dialogue that helps me question and critically analyze things. im always thinking about things, working stuff out in my head.
even as I'm writing this i have a voice (mine as i perceive it) basically narrating different versions of what I'm going post in my head like how to properly word it, what i should say, how it may be perceived ect.
its strange for me to think that others dont do this.
where do you think thoughts come from? and what about "intrusive thoughts"? have you ever had a thought that clearly wasn't your own? like something completely ridicules and morally out of character pops into your head, something you know you wouldn't do but the thoughts just manifests itself anyway?
