Ya, you know how I'm all "God is man made construct and Jesus is a Jewish hoax"... Well, I'm also no atheist, not by a long shot. I pray, meditate, I literally still follow the teachings of Jesus, turn the cheek, give grace, be thankful, etc.

And I go about on this anonymous website, no one knows who I am. But, irl, my Christian friends have no idea I think this way. I don't go around dissuading people's faith because I think they are better off with religion than to struggle without. I'm a rare breed, most people that reject religion fall into wild paths. I did too for a bit but I came back. Using what I learned from church but also outside of church. And I wouldn't recommend it to anyone I've met, it's just too risky.

So good on ya for holding the faith, for me it's far too gone, but I wouldnt test faith of people in my circles. Not just because I don't want to lose them, but they would ditch me, but also because I don't want to derail a thing that's working for their life.