Why has this site seen a huge turn towards Christian shit? It smells waaay off. Like, Russel Brand and all these other influencers turn Christian and this forum becomes overrun with worshippers of the Lord God of Israel via the Jesus psy op.
Why have TPTB decided to shove Christianity down everyones throats and flood boards with Christian bots etc?
Are they trying to strengthen their grip over us spiritually by reinforcing their original deception or what?
Who do you think is the creator? If it's accessible like I imagine it would need to be in order to experience, how?
No name. I think if our brains were all as interconnected as they could be then we would directly experience it.
I had a really sacred experience with mushrooms. I ascended upwards and upwards and inwards and inwards and I was definitely in some type of heaven, knowing the secrets of the universe and experiencing euphoria.
But it’s not graspable, it’s not explainable. And the ego was the everpresent, trying to distract.
It certainly is not YHWH or Jesus or any of these anthropomorphic figures
I've done mushrooms, I sort of get it. Having the Creator's Spirit intimately communicate with your spirit is waaaaaaaaaaaay better dude, it's molecular. I have found Jesus Christ gives me access to things that drugs can barely touch the cusp of.
Do you think you might be attributing to Jesus something that was already within you? Like using Jesus as a kind of proxy?
My mum died of cancer back in October. She was a fan of Jesus but she was barely literate. I used to go read her the Bible and stuff.
Anyway, towards the end I remember locking t phone off and taking mushrooms so I could come to terms with what was about to happen. I blindfolded my eyes, put sacred music on through my headphones and took mushrooms. I had an incredibly powerful, ancestral experience. Something I’d never felt before and after it was done I felt transported back to primitive times where communication was done through grunts and gestures. Very strange but very profound. There were lots of tears and a coming to terms.
My mum was questioning God (well the Bible god anyway) towards the end and her questions were all valid and undone the notion of god in their own right. I was pleased that she was dispelling the myth in some way but disappointed that it was only dawning on her as her death drew nearer and disappointed that she was going to face the end no longer fully comforted by a steadfast belief in his benevolence.
I read Ecclesiastes at her funeral. A time for everything.
But my experience with mushrooms that time showed me that the “pagan” way is more natural and chimed a lot more with my gentile spirit.
I'm rereading the Problem of Pain if you feel like going through it with me, I have audiobook https://youtu.be/cgttb-fzsIM?si=QHiEmkBVO9c_cc-M and individual chapters https://scored.co/search?query=The%20problem%20of%20pain
There is much love even through the pain and I'm willing to be with you in yours.
No, I am made in Jesus' image, we have been reunited and I am reconcilled to be close to Him now.