If it's any consolation man, I could only make it through half of American Moon... which, talk about not posting sincerely - the documentary isn't sincere with the evidence it presents to back its arguments. Much left out of context... anyway all it did was strengthen my resolve that men walked on the moon. If nothing else, the documentary affirms that we've at least sent probes to the moon that have returned, and we've left experimental stuff there... but for some reason we didn't do a manned mission like all of the evidence suggests.

But yea all that shit about dust not behaving the same and "no engine flame" - which is explained by this video where you see the engine fire (with flame) initially to launch, then they let momentum carry them away, then you see the engine fire again when they do a full burn to accelerate away and rendezvous with the lunar orbiter.