Well I don't have any diseases or anything but I'm an old guy who never married, tbh I'm just kinda ugly and a bit socially awkward and also was never motivated enough to really try, I enjoy doing things my own way and having my peace and alone time, I'm sure some people have wondered if I was gay or asexual or whatever but I just sort of naturally have always been a friendly hermit socially, lots of acquaintances for good convo but then my home is my own, all of this just to say that it's not some terrible fate unless you decide it is, messages about "hope" are irritating to the mind when "hope" isn't even necessary, just casual acceptance, to each their own but I live for things like breakfast at my favorite diner, listening to my music while relaxing on the porch with a drink at sunset, the rewarding feeling I get growing high quality raspberries, stuff like that, life is supposed to be simple with various little joys, think about how our species experienced life for thousands of years, that's what normal